He wants me to be his

I'm sitting on the couch right now with Gee. My moms making dinner while we sit and watch Jaws 3 which Gerard said is the best out of all of them, I personally say the first ones the best, but we both agree the second one sucks.

We had a big King size flower blanket over us so we held hands without even raising suspicion.

Although I've been trying to avoid Gee but it hasn't really worked out since our deal of kinky shit, and let me just say Gerard has a... sick mind, but it's kinda hot in some ways. I don't mind though, I just have trouble coming up with ideas and not sound like a teenager. Lucky it's his week.

I haven't talked to Pete since Starbucks and I don't think I ever will again. We did meet Mikey's girlfriend Kristen, I like her. She loves Disney stuff and she's pretty. She'd seem like the kinda girl I'd date, and I think Gerard thought that's when he made it clear by squeezing my thighs, making me jump.

We've been doing the dirt thingy for about four weeks and so far my mom hasn't caught on. She even tells her friends that we are close and all her friends say there jealous, oh boy they should be, Gerard's dick feels nice up my ass.

God that sounds sick like he's a pedophile.

Well it is illegal in- no.

I can't think like that, I won't. I can't. He's not a pedophile he's not. It's legal, I'm legal, and it's not like anyone's gonna find out..right?

Oh God what if someone finds out? What if my mom finds out and I'm kicked out and Gerard never never actually loved me but was using me? What if Pete's-

"...Baby" I hear Gerard whisper at me.

I flashed out of my head and look over at Gerard whose looking at me concerned. He raises an eyebrow, and parts his mouth making a small making it sound like he's thirsty, "Are you okay," he says a bit more loudly, but not loud enough my mom to hear. I squeeze his hand sending my a signal I'm okay, but he still doesn't seem to believe me as he moves his hand to my thighs and began to run circles, making the breath hitch in the back of my throat. "Are you sure," he asked a bit less concerned, moving his hand towards my crotch. I nodded quickly, "good," he muttered, then palming through my jeans.

I let out a shaky breath, feeling my jean grow tighter. I look down at my pants under my blanket then up at him as his head and body disappeared under the covers.

Oh God...

His hands went to my jeans, undoing my zipper and button, God is he gonna...While my moms in the next room?

Oh God.

He head mixes with emotions as I feel him pull down my boxers and wrap his tongue around the tip.

"Gerard," I whisper-shout at him, lifting the blanket and looking down at him, he looked up at me with eyes filled with innocence, then a smirk crawled up on his lips, "Just watch the movie baby," he said, wrapping his tongue around the tip once more. He ran his tongue over my dick, taking me further in his wet..sinful mouth. I squeakish moan left my mouth as I stared at the awful...but hilarious graphics in the movie.

3-D my ass.

His hands gripped my thighs as he dug his nails into the thighs, I'm guessing the signal to shut the hell up.

He dug his tongue into the slit, making me bit my bottom lip from hopefully not letting his name slip out of my mouth.

My hands went under the blanket and gripped his hair as he bobbed his head and forth, taking me in deeper, moaning sending vibration threw my cock. I pulled his hair harder, taking out pieces as he continued to blow me under the blanket.

Sweat dropped from my forehead as I felt my stomach twist. I was gonna react my climax.

"Gerard I'm gonna cum- fuck," I breath out as I came inside his mouth.

I came in his mouth, bucking my hip a bit as he swallowed me down. He got off my dick and pulled up my boxers and pants, before lifting his head from under the blanket, smiling at me with an innocent face.

He looked behind me, making sure my mom didn't see us, which I'm pretty sure she didn't or she would've flipped her shit on us. He came up quickly and attached our lips together into a closed mouth kiss because, I really didn't want to taste myself in his mouth- that's just gross.

I palmed him through his black dress pants, which made him in his mouth, making me smirk.

"Dinner's ready boys!,".

I quickly pushed Gerard off of me to his side of the couch in a bit of a panic mode- if my mom was in the dining room she had a perfect view of us. She would've saw us.

Everything would be ruined.

I mouthed sorry to Gerard as I got up from the couch, sending him a apologetic look as he shrugged it off and made his way to the kitchen.

I walked into the kitchen and looked at my mom who looked like a mess. Her hair sticking up everywhere, her body having random parts of dinner smeared on her body, she moved quickly and frantically. She looked a mess-

Oh god..

Does she know?

If she knew wouldn't she have stopped us in the middle of it to make sure?

I sat down in my seat, looking down at my lap, my hair falling in my face as I kept myself focused on not looking up at my mother. She slapped some mash potatoes on my plate with Gerard's as well and sat down in her seat, angrily putting corn in her plate.

"...Is everything okay mom," I asked, reaching for the corn bread.

She mixed herself up a bit, moving hair out of her face, wiping the food off with the napkin, trying to calm down.

"Everything is...Fine Frankie...I'm just a bit upset and nervous that's all," my mom stated calmly.

"Why honey," Gerard asked, stuffing mash potatoes in his mouth.

"Well..." she trailed off a bit, Laughing and rubbing her face over his face, "my works moving me- us to Florida,".

My face dropped.

Florida... I wouldn't be able to see my dad anymore or my no existing friends. This isn't fair I can't move. What if the age of consent is different in Florida? Gerard and I wouldn't be able to do anything..Our relationship would die and I'd be alone..No I refuse to move this isn't fair to me. But if I leave then I wouldn't be able to see Gerard and God knows what will happen. This isn't fair, I don't want this.

"W..why," I croaked out, tears rolling down my face.

"Because sweetie...life's unfair..I'll fly you down to visit your dad on holidays and summers...Frankie I'm sorry," she says, giving me a sympathetic look.

"Linda..I can't just leave my job like this," Gerard said rather harshly, "and Frank has school and he's doing really well. Linda we can't just move,".

"Gerard we move. You can get another job. This one is paying for Frank to go to college," She said, snapping at Gerard.

"Well fuck Linda I didn't know the world was all about you," Gerard said raising his voice.
They began to argue at the table right in front of me. I closed my eyes, shutting it out as the well. I couldn't take it anymore..And I just..left and ran into my room, crying alone.

Notes

okay cool beans here you go...:))