I ran as fast as i possibly could. I felt somewhat free. But, i couldn't stop thinking about Gerard. I hadn't been thinking about him for awhile, and i felt really bad about that. It's just, i have had a lot on my mind. Not that i didn't love him, because i did. Oh how i loved him. But, he just.. got lost in all my other thoughts. I immediately stopped. I had to say goodbye to him. I turned around, sneaked passed my house and ran all the way to Gerard's house. When i got there i realized how tired i was from all the running. I also realized that it was very late, and their house was dark. Except for Gee's room, his desk lamp was still on and i could see his shadow. I laid down in the dewy grass (his room is in the basement) and looked through the window. He was only wearing his underwear, i guess he didn't expect company. Could you blame him? The window was part open, i could easily open it. Although when i did, the small window slammed against the wall and Gerard flew around gasping for air. His face was pale and his whole body was shaking. My long hair was in my face, i must have looked scary as shit, considering how he tried to crawl up his desk. Hell, i didn't think he was so easy to scare.

"Hey pretty boy." I greeted him.

"What the hell is the matter with you! I could have died from a heart attack!" His body relaxed and his breathing slowed down, but he was still pale.

"I'm sorry, i didn't mean to scare you." I giggled and crawled in through the tiny window.

"I just watched a scary movie with Mikes, and then you slam the window open." I hugged him tightly.

"My baby got scared." He put his hands around my waist.

"You're damn right i got scared. But i am glad to see you though." He kissed me softly, but I increased the tempo and the soft kiss immediately turned it to a hot, passionate make out session. Gerard's lips moved from my lips to my neck, and i moaned in pleasure. He grabbed my ass roughly and lifted me up, threw me in his bed and nibbled my lower lip. I dragged my hands through his hair. This was getting a bit too good, and i didn't want to go too far. I pushed myself away from him.

"I'm sorry Gee, I think i should go. I just came to say goodbye anyways. And, i really think i should start looking for my mom as fast as possible. You know, before my dad comes and tries to take me home." I sat up.

"Oh come on.. you can leave early tomorrow! Sleep here, pleeeeeease?" He gave me the sweetest look you can imagine. If i slept at his house i wouldn't have to walk around in New York all night.. plus, sharing bed with Gerard seemed awfully tempting... I sighed and pulled his face up so i could look into his beautiful hazel eyes.

"Fine... but you better not try anything!" He smirked mischievously.

"But you really got me going before... we can't just stop now, am i right?" He lowered his head and started sucking my neck.

"I guess you're right.." A loud moan escaped my lips.

"Ah, you like that huh?" He giggled and started sucking harder, making my whole body tremble. He took off my shirt, unbuttoned my jeans, leaving on only my underwear.
We continued to kiss, sucking each others necks and laughing, until we heard a crack. We both froze. Before i even had time to think, the door opened and guess who walked in.

"Gerard, we are trying to sleep. Could you-CHARLIE?!" Gerard pulled the blanket over my almost bare body.

"Hey mom.." Gerard blushed. I couldn't even speak. Donna rushed down the stairs.

"What are you doing here? How did you get in?" She whispered. I looked at the window. Donna sighed.

"She just wanted to say bye. She is going to New York tomorrow and I said she could spend the night here." Donna smiled at us.

"Oh honey, aren't you sweet." She patted his cheek, then turned to me. "Of course you can stay. But both of you have to quiet down. You are waking up Mikey, and if he walks down here, you'll be the one explaining what was going on." She gave us a strict look then left the room. Gerard stared at the ceiling.

"I am so not turned on anymore."

"Nope me neither." I giggled.

"Let's just go to sleep." Gerard mumbled. He pulled me closer and wrapped me in his arms. I fell asleep as soon as i closed my eyes.


I woke up because Gerard drooled on my chest. I had gone from being in Gerard's arms to being his pillow. His head was resting just above my breast, and half his body was on top of me. It was so warm, my hair was damp. I have to take a shower before i leave. I pushed Gerard off me and wiped away his saliva with his blanket. He grunted and pulled my arm so that i fell back into bed.

"Gerard, i have to take a shower. I don't have time for this."

"Oh come on, let's just cuddle a little." He laid down on top of me so i couldn't get away.

"Seriously Gerard.. it's not funny! I don't want you to drool on me again!" He stared at me.

"I drooled on you?" He looked really sorry. "I am so sorry that's disgusting, go take a shower." He rolled away from me and dragged me into the bathroom, that was in the basement. He got me some towels and started unbuttoning my bra.

"Hey woah calm down. I can take my underwear off myself."

"I know, but i want to help. We can take a shower together..." He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my lips. I put my hands on his chest and parted our lips.

"You wish. Now get out." I gave him a quick kiss then pushed him out.


I was dressed and ready to leave. But, surprise surprise!, Gerard wouldn't let me.

"Pleeeeease stay?" His arms were around my neck.

"Gerard.. i have to do this. Now please let go, and i promise i will make it up to you when i get back, if you know what i mean.." I winked at him and bit my lip. He seemed to catch my drift, so he let go.

"You better promise." I held out my pinkie.

"Pinkie promise." He hesitated, but then he crooked his pinkie around mine.

"Good luck." He smiled at me.

"Thanks. Bye Gerard." I kissed his cheek then climbed out the window.



I just got on the buss. I sat down on a empty seat and stared out the window. Today might be the day i find my mom. That scared me a bit. My whole life has practically been a lie. I mourned a woman i was in no way related to. My thoughts got interrupted by a sweet old man sitting down next to me. He smiled sweetly.

"Hello." He said.

"Hello sir." I smiled.

"Where are you headed? If you don't mind me asking." He had nice eyes, the kind that you know you can trust. They reminded me of Gerard.

"New York. What about you?" He had a nice smile too. He probably broke a lot of hearts when he was younger.

"Manhattan, i'm meeting my wife. Her sister was ill, so she had to take care of her." I nodded.

"Oh i see. I hope she feels better now." He blinked away a tear.

"Unfortunately, she didn't make it. Breast cancer." My heart dropped.

"Oh my i am so sorry!" The man smiled at me.

"She's in heaven now. No more pain." I nodded. "May i ask, what are you doing in New York all by yourself?" I Looked up.

"Ehm.. I'm meeting my mom." I got nervous for some reason.

"Well in that case i wish you the best of luck." We smiled at each other, then we were quiet the rest of the trip.
The bus stopped outside a library. I said goodbye to the old man, then jumped off.
The library was much bigger than the one in Belleville. I thought it would be better to just ask, so i walked up to the receptionist. It was a tall brunette with blue eyes.

"May i help you?" She looked a bit annoyed.

"Yes, i am looking for someone. She lives in New York. Her name is Sophie Williams." I handed her the necklace and she looked at it.

"Hm, hang on." She typed in something on her computer. "Yeah, this is her, right?" She showed me a picture of a woman. It was her alright.

"Yes." The receptionist nodded and printed something out. She handed me a paper.

"Address. Name. Town. Everything is on here. Good luck." I smiled at her and walked outside. The paper said she lived in Brooklyn, on Foster Avenue. I'll just take a taxi, i am to exited to wait for a bus. A taxi stopped almost immediately.

"Brooklyn, Foster Street please." The taxi driver looked at me in disbelief.

"Aren't you a little too young to go to Brooklyn all by yourself?" I glared at him.

"I am older than you think. Now go or i won't tip you." The driver shrugged his shoulders and pressed down the pedal.
I was on my way to Brooklyn.

Notes

A little bit of Gerard ;)

The next update will be in about a week!

Oh and i think i should explain why some facts are incorrect. I had already made this story up in my head, and i had written down the characters. When i decided to make it a Gerard fan fiction i had to change some things, but i forgot to change the ages and stuff. So sorry :/