For the first time in what seemed like forever, Frank sat alone at the lunch table. Not because Gerard wasn't at school but because Gerard was ignoring him.
Frank wasn't entirely alone though, he had his other friends like Brendon, though he was a total asshole at times, Brendon's friend Spencer and Patrick and Pete. They were great people and all but they weren't Gerard. So to pass time Frank thought about the only thing plaguing his mind. Gerard.
Those soft lips.
That black hair.
The sassy attitude, Frank loved all of it, and he wanted it to be his.
He wanted to kiss those soft lips. Run his hands through those dark black locks. He especially loved that tight cute ass of his. God how he wanted to ju-
"Frankie!!" Good god why. "Hello Juliet." Frank sighed into his hand. "Can we talk?" She nodded her head excitedly and all Frank could think was 'this poor girl'. He didn't quite understand why he pitied her, maybe cause he'd spew some bullshit about how it wasn't working out. Then, proceed to leave her crying in the middle of the cafeteria.
"Sure just say what's on your mind."
"Actually, can we do this in private."
"Come on man, whatever you can say to her you can say to us." Brendon interjected smiling, it was like the bastard knew what was about to go down. "Yeah Frankie say it!" He cringed at her words.
Suddenly out of the corner of his eye him out of the corner of his eye. Yes, that him.
"Oh my god I'm in love with Gerard" Frank wasn't stupid he knew he liked Gerard but, love? That was a whole other ball game.
"Excuse me?"
"I heard him!" exclaimed Pete excitedly! "He said-"
"Pete let the man say it himself" Patrick quietly said to shut up his friend.
"Yeah the man with no balls!"
"Brendon why am I the one with no balls?"
"Does it matter?" Spencer shouted shutting them all up.
Frank sighed and repeated what he said, keeping complete eye contact with Gerard who was on the other side of the cafeteria.
Then he shouted to the heaven, "I'M IN LOVE WITH GERARD WAY!"

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Smack. "Okay I-" Smack. "Would you calm down?" "YOU LOVE SOMEONE ELSE AND IT'S A GUY?!" Juliet screamed sobbing into her hands, red from slapping Frank. She quickly ran away. As she ran, Gerard calmly walked up to Frank.
"You son of a bitch." He whispered into Frank's ear.
Smack. "How dare you." Gerard sassily walked away from Frank, tears in his eyes.
But Frank was done running away, he ran after Gerard.
Gerard, quickly hearing the footsteps behind him ran fast. And they both ran all the way to Gerard's house.
"Gerard, you gotta stop running from me."
"ME! I'M THE ONE RUNNING? YOU LEFT ME IN TEARS FOR A WEEK. Stop with the bullshit Frank, sure, fine you love me. But are you ready to be with me? You left her in tears over me? Look at me! I'm a wreck. I'm a wreck with you, I'm a wreck without you. Please Frank do us both a fucking favor and leave me the fuck alone."
"Listen Gee, I love you. I want to be with you. Please don't do this. You're not a wreck, you're a work of art."
"Stop it! You're just fucking with my mind. You don't love me, you don't love me, you don't love me. How could you. You like pretty things like Juliet. People who have their shit together, not people like me. Broken down. Old. Rusting. Work of art my ass."
"Gee-"
"Don't fucking call me that." Gerard wanted this to work out. He really did. He wanted a fairy tales ending. Where he gets the man and has the best life ever. However, Gerard also knows that's not how it works.
Love hurts.
Love stinks.
Love damages.
Don't ever fall in love. There's just too much to lose.
Slow, so slow. He fell to the ground on his knees.
"Please Frank just go. Go and never look back."
And so, Frank walked away tears streaming down his face.
But he'd return for Gerard one day. Someday soon.

Notes

so, i wrote this quickly without editing so hopefully it's alright. dont worry soon everything will be okay i promise.