I sat on Gerard's lap, looking at colleges. His arms wrapped around my waist, squeezing me once and awhile, his head rested up on my shoulder. My moms are going out of town this weekend, and I don't wanna be alone so they are letting have Gerard sat with me. They bought us a box of condoms which are under my bed even though I said 'ew'.

"I want to go somewhere near me," Gerard said, I sighed printing out a application to where Gee applied to in New York.

"Well I'll apply here," i said stretching out the 'e' out in the end of here. Gerard moved his giving me a confused look. I rolled my eyes, knowing he's questioning why would I go to an arts school. "I can play the guitar quiet well and one I would like to be in a band," I shutting my laptop relaxing into his touch.

He chuckled grabbing the remote, turning on the tv going to Netflix and picking out a movie, the exorcism. He put his back into the couch, relaxing. I smiled kissing his neck.

We sated quiet for a bit, until he spoke up. "You when we were younger, and we hand to work on that garden outdoor project in Mr. Stumps class when we were 12,".

I laughed a bit nodding my head. I moved around on his lap, trying to get comfortable as he let out a shaky breathe. My put his hands on my hips making me stop. "You were those cute overalls, and that flowery shirt," he loosen his grip. I began to move around a bit, feeling a bump. He let out a moan. I raised my eyebrow realizing he's hard. I smirked, beginning to kiss him hard.

He gasped a bit I took this as my chance, I stuck my tongue inside his mouth. He dug his hands onto my hips, picking me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, my arms around his neck, as he dug his nails into my skin breaking skin. I moved my mouth to his neck, beginning to suck and biting a bit from time to time.

He moaned, "fuck frank," he threw me on the floor, going on top of me. I smirked, flipping us around so I was topping. I sat up on his thighs, pulling him up with me tugging on his shirt he pulled it off, then I pushed him back down.

I kissed lightly down his stomach noticing the layer of sweat he was covered in. I giggled lightly on how cute he was, sweating and his dick wasn't even in my mouth, how adorable. I reached his pants looking up at him waiting for the going ahead.

He nodded, tilting his head up. I smirked, un doing his jeans tugging them down to his mid thigh then taking off his underwear letting his erection free. He was a bit bigger than average and thick. I bit my lip questioning how I'm going to fit that inside my mouth.

I kiss his inner thigh, lightly and occasionally sucking leaving hi keys that'll look like smoke rings.

I meet his dick and started with the basic, wrapping my tongue around the tip, taking him slowly, wrapping my tongue along as I go.

He moaned, grabbing my hair making me speed up taking him all in until I gag. "Sh-shit sorry Frank," he says panting skill having chucks of my hair in his hands. I swallow making me stop gagging and able to make more of him in. My nose reaches his skin, as he fucks my mouth harder, just what his virgin ass needs. He moans and curses yelling my name randomly ass he pulls on me harder to go faster. I run my tongue over the slit, as he moans my name like a porn star.

"Frank I'm gonna-," before he could finish hot liquid fills my mouth, luring outside of it as well. I pull away swallowing in the cum. I sat on his thighs, wiping the cum with my sleeve.

He sits up a bit looking at me, "what," he asks. "D-did I do okay," I say feeling my face turn red, he picked me up bridal style throwing me on the couch, he pulled up his pants and underwear.

He moves onto the couch cuddling up with me. I moved my head to lay on his chest, "yeah Frank, you did alright. I smile pad looking up at him, then resting my head on his chest, listening to his heart, beating.

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I woke up around 2am, I'm guess. Great we really fucked our sleeping schedule. I sighed, lifting up Gee's arm, turning off the TV.

"He must have fallen asleep later," I mumbled to myself. Sitting up and getting off the couch. I rubbed my head, going to my phone. I picked it up realizing my time guess is right. 2:05am. I saw a text from my mother, reminding me to take off my binder. I sighed, running up stairs going to my dresser, taking a sports bra and a hoodie and going to the restroom.

I took off my shirt, then my binder. I sighed in relief from the tightness taken away from my chest. I grabbed the sports bra. I stopped and looking at myself in the mirror.

Hair, has grown up to my chest, lightly not that much showing. My boobs hung from my chest like sand bags with pinks things on the end. I bit my lips, breaking into tears at the look of my body.

I fell to the ground of my bathroom. I stared at the tile as my tears fell on to the floor. My tears into sobs as I realized I don't have the body I want, the body I need. The fat that hung from my chest wasn't wanted. This isn't what I want.

I lifted my head, standing up sniffing a bit trying to calm myself down. I take the sports bra, again and put it on. I stare at my reflection, seeing the small bump in my chest. Tears roll on to my cheek. I shake if off throwing on an over large sized hoodie.

I picked up my phone from my the clothes pile and went online ordering pizza.

I put my phone away looking in the mirror once more, I noticed the small picture taped to the mirror. "Will you go to the fall dance with me??" I smiled, running down stairs practically jumping on top of him. Bouncing a bit.

"Yes," I said. He opened his eyes, "what is it babe," he said in his morning voice. "Yes," he sat up a bit, using his arms to stop bouncing me. "Yes what," he said, having his hair fall in his face. I giggled moving it out of the way, kissing him. "Yes to the dance,". He looked odd then after a few moments of silence he spoke, "oh,".

Notes

Exams are coming soon and half of my teachers haven't finished there lesson plan.

also I ended one of my stories (deaths experience) and I cried. BUT I HAVE A NEW STORY COMING OUT FRIDAY CALLED "midnight makeout sessions" AND YOU SHOULD TOTALLY CHECK IT OUT.


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