Midnight Makeout Sessions

I'm...im dating Gerard. Im not really sure how to react.

As I lay in my bed with this red headed boy cuddling up against my side. His legs tangle with mine, his right arm, loosely thrown over me. Droll flaws out of his mouth and trails down his chin and Ito my shirt.

God I should really change my clothes and shower, I smell really bad. But Gerard's so cozy and comfy wrapped around me.

Although since last summer he's lost a lot of weight.

He he used to have these thick thighs and a bit a pudge on his stomach. But I you couldn't really tell about the chub though, but his thighs could fucking fill out a pair of skinny jeans like no other. His black hair at the time went with the way he dressed and acted. He had that whole, "fuck life" kinda thing going on. People dig that apparently because I'd see boys drool over Gerard and the next day there walking out of his house and Mikey complains about the many moans and groans of the older Way.

I honestly wonder if Gerard's okay, he seems weaker and more scared. He used to be this sassy cool guys who had a nice body that girls even wanted, but now he's a bit more quiet and to himself, and he's lost a lot of weight. Now don't get me wrong, Gerard's still attractive he's still beautiful and many ways more than his looks he just seems...sad I guess. I don't know really I could be crazy or some shit, who knows really.

Although I'm so worried about other people when I should be worried about myself. My parents are separating- no they're fucking past that, there divorcing. It scares to the bone that we might sell this place after this summer and I never get to see Gerard. His parents are rich so I'm pretty sure he'd find a way to see me if it works between us...I mean I like him and we've been friends forever. We used to say we loved each other in a 'no homo' way but my mind screamed "yes homo".

Once I decided I had laid in bed for long enough I began to peal Gerard off of me and untangle our legs. I guess somewhere along the way I woke him up because he grabbed me and held to me tight.

"No leaving me Frankie," He mumbled into the crook of my neck. I chuckled, "I gotta get in the shower baby," I say. He jerks his head up and looks at me, "maybe I could join you,"
he says trying to sound nonchalant but a smirk peaked threw in the end.

"So are you two fucking or something,".

Gerard and I just shot up, and scrambled to sit up,"Jesus you two be careful, you're gonna spill my Reese's puffs,"Ray says annoyed, glaring at me and Gerard. And I saw Gerard face turn red.

"Jesus Ray where not fucking where dating, and what are you doing in my house," I ask.

"I have a key remember," he says holding it up, "and since when has Gerard been able to be in a relationship. I thought he had commitment issues," he said looking at Gerard's who's face that began to turn brighter than his hair.

I wrap my arm around Gerard's waist and give it a quick squeeze, "Ray it's our love life, not yours but out," I say calmly.

He he looked at me and rolled his eyes, "whatever makes you sleep at night Frankie," he says to me.

Anger bulids in my body and that's when I pointed to the door, "get out," I say to him. He gets up without even asking why, and shutting the door behind him.

"I'm sorry baby," I say to him kissing his cheek.

"it's okay I get it I'm a slut," he whispers, getting out of my bed.

Notes

I'm so sorry I haven't been on, I'm visiting my dad and I hate it honestly. I'll try to update it more