Frank's POV

His lips tasted like strawberries and cigarettes against mine. God should I really be doing this? He's asleep. All of sudden his kissed back, he began to sit up as I did as well. He licked my bottom lip, and I opened my mouth as his tongue entered my mouth. I wrapped my legs around him, his hands began to trail up and down my back, until he began to tug on my shirt. I separated my lips, lifting my shirt letting him pull off my shirt.

"Frank we really doing this," Gerard said, trailing his fingers down my back. " I want you inside of me," I say just above a whisper. He smirked flipping us over, "you want me inside of you," he says pulling down my sweat pants, ha attractive sweat pants. He stared at the tent in my boxers, "awe does the little Frankie have morning wood," he with a smirk.

I suddenly feel embarrassed. My face turns red, and I look down at my hands. "I-,". I look up and I'm no longer in bed with Gerard, I'm in my third grade class room showing off my volcano model- but I get so scared I wet my pants. The whole class is laughing at me- oh god and I feel something worse coming...I'm about to far-

I open my eyes, shooting up from the bed, covered in a layer of sweat. My boners gone now, thanks for that horrible reliving nightmare. God I thought I was having a wet dream, but that stupid god damn nightmare came back, I haven't had it sense the seventh grade. It scared my boner and my hangover.

I'm suddenly interrupted by a sleeping red head, who snores very loudly. I smile, turning over pecking his forehead. I get up from the bed, making my way to the bathroom-because I have to piss and I'm still tired but I'm not pissing on a bed that cost as much as my organs.

I make it to the bathroom, and I open the door seeing toro...naked.

"Woah Toro you gotta lot of pubes," I chuckled a hit after my comment. His flips me off continuing to brush his teeth. "You should see Gee's," Mikey shouted from the shower as I made my way to the toilet, "he dyes his, red,".

I squeaked at the thought of Gee's gentiles, his soft skin against mine, our breath growing heavy as we explore each other's bodies. My tongue licking every fold in his chest, he moan my name as I sallow down his cum.

I felt my boner began grow, but that's okay my sweats will cover it. I went over the sink, the one next to Rays and began to wash my face- totally forgetting about peeing. Gerard began to sing at the top of his lungs, as he entered the bathroom as well. He looked at me, and smiled "hi Frankie,".

He face began to grow red, sweat build up in this shirt that isn't even mine. Then pain in my pants began to hurt even more as he made his way to the toilet, pulling down his pants, pissing. I took this as my chance to move my head slight to look at his length, I bit my lip as the thought of that inside of me, as I rode him until I couldn't walk the next morning.

"Pull down his pants," toro muttered into my ear. I nodded, walking over to Gerard taking my time before I pulling down his sweats. They fell to his ankles, relieving his ass- pale, chubby, and smooth. My breath got stuck in the back of my throat.

"Come on fuck you guys," Gerard yelled. I began to laugh along with Mikey and Ray as he cursed at us.

"Guys...you know there's another bathroom right," Mrs. Way yelled from down stairs. "I know mother," Gerard said pulling up his pants, "Frankie and I were just heading there," he grabbed my arms exiting the bathroom.

God something about this visit to the lake feels...different. Gerard and I usually flirt and we've kissed during truth or dare but the air between us seems- thick. Heavy and not awkward just- new and something I've never had before. I've never been so afraid on what's happening between me and him, something involving romance feels like it's stirring up and I'm so afraid to fall in love.

We entered the bathroom. He shut the door, locking it. He began to walk up to me slowly,"there's been something I've been wanted to do to Frankie," he said as he reached me- barely inches away, "something wrong,", he said barely audible. He began to play with my hair with his right hand. His left hand began to trace my tattoos, "you're so pretty Frankie," he said moving closer, inches from my face.

His eyes looked heavy and lost, his jawline a bit sharp- but not as sharp as Mikey's, his skin pale, and his face sweaty.

I moved a bit closer to his face, almost closing the gap between us. He hasn't kissed me yet- why can't he just kiss me yet. He smirked, before leaning in and finally closing the gap. I kissed back right away of coarse- I mean I've wanted this for so long.

His lips tasted of cheap beer and cheesecake, and I love it. The feeling of his thin chapped lips against mine, it all felt so wonderful- so cliché. I knew Gerard and I weren't like that, so I slapped his ass. He yelped, pulling away from innocent no tongue kiss.

"Damn Frankie you got some spark in you," he said with a smirk, I laughed kissing his temple "let's see,".

I began to walk out hearing some laughter from the bathroom, and a 'Two play at that game Iero' . I smiled, but deep down inside I knew I wanted something more than a friends with be fits thing. I knew that Gerard was afraid of commitment, he'd never had a really relationship. But I also knew deep down that I just wanted his attention, I don't care if I'm his boy-toy I crave his touch. I don't care what he wants, I'll do it.

Notes

That's around a 1,100 words so I hope that's enough for all of you.

I have exams starting monday and im scared tbh ;_;

anyways ill update this after the 26th.

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