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I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Summary

After saving Mikey in the hallway Amber is brought into a life full of friendships she never expected. Could this change her plans for the future or will the boys save her from herself.


Characters

Amber Bryar

Amber Bryar

Bob Bryar's adoptive sister.

Bob Bryar

Bob Bryar

Amber's older brother.

Frank Iero

Frank Iero

Friend's with Mikey and Gerard.

Gerard Way

Gerard Way

Mikey Way's older brother.

Mikey Way

Mikey Way

Gerard's younger brother.

Ray Toro

Ray Toro

Friend's with Frank Iero.

Chapters

  1. Escape from it All

    Amber wakes up Bob after a night out drinking.

  2. Hell

    Mikey and Gerard's first day back at school.

  3. Lab Partner

    Gerard meets Frank.

  4. Being Who I Am

    Amber stands up for herself.

  5. Going Home

    Mikey breaks down at school.

  6. Drive

    Gerard takes Mikey home. Frank joins them.

  7. Newark

    Amber does the one thing that still makes her feel alive.

  8. Shy and Depressed

    Mikey thinks over his day.

  9. The Mysterious 'She'

    Gerard gets drunk.

  10. Hail to the Kings and Queens of Basement Royalty

    Amber hangs out with Ray

  11. Texas Chainsaw Massacre

    Mikey and Frank watch a movie.

  12. Vampire

    Gerard gets an unexpected guest.

  13. Mysterious

    Gerard and Amber talk in her car.

  14. Redheaded Savior

    Gerard has car problems.

  15. To Get To The Other Side

    The best morning the Way boys have had in a while.

  16. Fight

    Mikey's morning take an unexpected turn.

  17. Battle Wounds

    Amber looks after Gerard and Frank.

  18. Croquet

    Bob makes an offer that the boys might not be able to refuse.

  19. Practise

    Frank and Amber try to teach Gerard and Mikey how to play croquet.

  20. Beginners Luck

    Croquet and Gerard Way don't exactly mix.

  21. High on Life

    Gerard is pouting.

  22. Sneaking Out

    Amber decides she doesn't want to be at home.

  23. Jedi Master

    "You're doing it fucking wrong."

  24. Sleep Over

    A look inside Frank Iero's head.

  25. Lasagna

    Mikey Invites Amber to stay for dinner.

  26. No Time for Love Dr. Jones

    The gang head downtown.

  27. Movie Marathon

    In which Gerard Way sounds like a serial killer and Mikey kisses Amber.

  28. Confused

    Frank's behavior freaks Gerard out.

  29. Waffles

    Frank still struggles to tell Amber how he feels.

  30. Breakfast and Movies

    Amber introduces the guys to a new way of eating waffles.

  31. Between a Rock and a Hard Place

    A look inside Ray's head.

  32. Run Away

    Amber takes Gerard to Newark.

  33. The Kiss

    Gerard ends up at Frank's.

  34. Coward! Bitch!

    Gerard loses it.

  35. I'm Sober I Swear

    Frank comes to talk to Gerard.

  36. Telling Frank

    Amber lets Frank know how she's feeling.

  37. Changes

    Amber starts something with....

  38. Why Not Frank?

    Mikey voices some of his fears.

  39. Telling Gerard

    Frank lets Gerard in on a secret.

  40. Winnie Pooh

    Mrs. Way walks in at the worst possible moment.

  41. What Mom Thinks

    Mikey gets upset at Frank and Gerard

  42. Chores

    The gang helps Frank out with house chores.

  43. Place Where You Belong

    Amber joins the guys at Frank's

  44. Bass

    Ray gives Mikey a gift.

  45. Changes

    Amber's acting different.

  46. Bit of a Handful

    Amber doesn't need to be babysat.

  47. It's Time

    Frank tells Mikey something concerning.

  48. Band?

    Frank makes a proposal that's almost impossible to turn down.

  49. Mortal Combat

    Amber confesses something to Gerard that could change everything.

  50. Breaking Hearts

    "I love you too, Amber."

  51. No Hard Feelings

    Frank finally has what he's always wanted.

  52. Hospital Bed

    Frank drinks his Chemistry experiment.

  53. He's Alive!

    Mikey refuses to let things between him and his friends be awkward.

  54. Amber's Story

    A shocking discovery online forces Amber to tell everyone why she hates hospitals.

  55. When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Get Gerard Way

    Amber makes everyone T-shirts

  56. Better From Here

    Frank gets out of the hospital

  57. Gerard Way Does Not Wear Speedos

    "Emo scum."

  58. Three Cheers for Fucking Sweet Revenge

    "That's a change I'm willing to take."

  59. The Anthem of the Underdog

    "I'm sorry you had to see that."

  60. Fight Night

    "Let's beat these bitch's arses."

  61. Screen Fades to Black

    "I love you guys."

Comments

@KidFromYesterday
Yay!!! Thank you, this story has been really great, as well as your others!!

Olive Olive
10/2/16

@Olive
I might come back and do like a five years later type thing but I've got nothing planned for right now. I do have another fic I'm working on and the first chapter should be up tonight or tomorrow if you're interest.

OMG!!! IS 'IM NOT OKAY( I PROMISE)' REALLY OVER? It was my favorite for so long and it's sad to see it end

Olive Olive
10/2/16

Wht about Kill the Lights By Set it Off for the last chapter where you didn't have a song for it?

Olive Olive
9/24/16

I love this

Maddd Maddd
4/25/16