That Smell

Gerard's pov

I bolted up right in bed breathing heavily, my heart was racing and I was covered in sweat. "Gerard! Your awake!" Frank said getting out of his chair and crawling on to bed next to me, his eyes were red and puffy from crying. "What's wrong?" I asked once my heart rate was a little more normal, why was he crying? "Do you remember anything?" He asked sitting next to me with his legs crossed, I shook my head. My mouth was really dry, I was extremely hungry, and I was going to pee myself. I hopped out of bed and went to the bathroom, when I came out Frank was waiting right outside the door. "What happened?" I asked getting a little freaked out about all of this, what happened. Frank took my hand and led me to the the kitchen, I sat at the table while he got out eggs, toast, bacon, and coffee. "You killed the rapists that were camping in the woods. They were going to rap us but you stopped them, then you passed out. You've been asleep for the past two days, Gerard. You were shifting half way in your sleep, like a hybrid, you were growling and howling in your sleep." Frank said as he set a mug of coffee down in front of me. "I-I don't remember any of that..." I whimpered as I felt tears started to slide down my face. "What's wrong with me?! I'm so scared, Frank! I-I don't know what's h-happening." I sobbed and slammed my head against the table with enough force to crack some of the wood. I didn't feel any pain, I didn't feel anything... Frank wrapped his arms around my so I couldn't hit my head again. "Don't do that." Frank said as I tried to get out of his hold. I felt so weak... I felt like nothing... My feeble attempts didn't work so I leaned limply again him. My tears stopped, my heart broke, I wish my heart stopped... Frank let go after a while of just holding me, right when he let go I walked straight to the bathroom. I could just end it all right now... It would be so much better for all of us if I just leave... "Gerard?" Frank asked watching me dig through the drawers, I finally found what I was looking for. These wouldn't kill me because I heal to fast to bleed out. But these razers are made out of silver, they would make the healing slow so I could bleed out. "Gerard." Frank snapped making me jump, I looked back at him with the box in my hand. "Put those down." Frank said not making a move to come near me. I looked at the box and then back up at him, I slowly shook my head even though I wanted to obey. "Put. Them. Down. Now!" Frank yelled, I dropped the box on the floor, the sound practically echoed in the silent room. "Come here, now." Frank ordered, I slowly walked over to him with my head down, I stopped in front of him. "Look at me." I slowly looked up at him with wide eyes, he looked at me with a blank expression. "If you ever think like that again I will leave you here." He said in a low voice, I nodded and watched him take the razers and flushed them down the toilet. He grabbed my sleeve and led me to the living room. "Sit on the couch and don't get up until I tell you that you can." Frank orders in a stern voice, I quickly sat down and watched as Frank got ready for the full moon tonight. "I'm locking you in the cellar." He said as he took the ropes and chains out of the bag next to the door, I nodded and gulped. He doesn't trust me anymore, he thinks I'm a monster, I am a monster... I sat on the couch for four hours, watching Frank get everything ready. After he was done he went to the laptop with s few video cameras. "I'll be watching you through theses." He said when he noticed me watching him, the cameras turned on and then he went back into the cellar.

"Frank..." I whimpered as I started to shift, bones snapping, fur growing, blood pumping. He didn't answer me, he probably hates me, he doesn't love me anymore. With one final howl of his name, I was a wolf. I was chained and tied to the bars in the wall. I could smell Frank above me, I could hear him crying. I looked straight at the camera and just stared, I were at least a foot off the ground. I just hung there limply, I gave up on everything and my wolf knew that. I whimpered quietly, if wolfs could cry that's what I would he doing. Everything started to slowly fade away as my wolf took complete control. It was like my I was spectating in first person as my wolf took over. It thrached around, yelling as the rope dug into its skin making it thrash around even more. I can't fucking take this anymore! I focused on taking my body back, the thrashing stopped as the wolf started fighting against me. It wouldn't back down until one of us was beat into submission. "Back down." I growed as the wolf fought back even harder, I started to feel my body again. My nose was bleeding from how hard I was forcing back control. The wolf was started to back down, I'm in charge now, I started to shift back. I was human again. I was two feet off the ground and I was still chained to the wall.

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