If I was dead

Frank's pov

Gerard finally fell asleep, well he actually cried himself out in my arms. I slowly got out of bed tucking the blanket around his sleeping body. I made my way to the kitchen where moms been since we've been home. "Hey Hun, how is he?" Mom asked without looking up from here laptop, probably looking up more phone numbers for child services. "He cried himself to sleep, I tried calming him down but after that..." I sighed pulling a chair out and sitting next to her, a notebook filled with phone numbers was next to her. "You know you are the best mom ever, right?" I said hugging her, she stopped typing and hugged me back. "It's just... It means a lot that you are doing this for him." I said against her shoulder, she rubbed my back soothingly. "Gerard didn't deserve anything that has happened to him. He's a talented, younge, amazing kid, I got ahold of Mikey's service worker, their getting him out of there soon." She said, I hugged her tighter. "You should get some sleep hun." She said, I nodded and got up saying a goodnight as she went to her room with the laptop and shutting the door behind her. I'm not that tired, might as well watch some tv. I sat in the couch and turned on some random late night horror movie marathon. I slowly started dozing off halfway through the second movie. "F-Frankie?" I snapped out of my sleepy state as Gerard slowly walked in, he wiped his cheek with his sleeve. "Yeah babe?" I said patting the spot next to me, be shuffled over and sat next to me. He sniffled and started to cry I pulled him into my lap as he buried his face into my shoulder. "I-I woke up a-and you weren't th-there and I-I thought you l-left me." He sobbed clinging onto my shirt. "Shh babe, I'm right here and I'm not leaving. Mom is getting Mikey out of there." Gerard sat up looking at me with his red puffy eyes. "R-really?" He stuttered leaning forward, he moved so his legs were on either side of my thighs. "Yeah babe, we are going to get him back." Gerard wrapped his arms around me holding on tightly. "I love you babe." I whispered as he nuzzled his head against my chest. "I love you too." He said pulling me in for a kiss, I tangled my hand in his hair and tilted his head back deeping the kiss. I stood up as he wrapped his legs around my waist. I walked back to my room kicking the door shut behind me as we still kissed. I trailed kisses over his jawline until his shirt stopped me. I quickly pulled it off of him and I pulled my shirt off. "Your so perfect." I said sucking on his collar bones making him moan softly. I pulled his pants and boxers down to his knees, he kicked them off the rest of the way. His shaking hands pulling my pants off, I pulled them off the rest of the way. An idea popped into my head making me smirk. I got off the bed getting the condoms and lube then I flipped us over so Gerard was on top. "Uh..." Gerard looked down at me confused and blushing like crazy. I pulled the condom and lube on and did the same for him. "I want you to ride me." I said pulling him for another kiss, he blushed even more. "B-but am I to heavy?" He stuttered looking down at my chest, I shook my head and trailed my hands over his hips making him shutter. I slowly slid a finger in making his hips jump forward. I stopped and he nodded for me to continue, after stretching him out for a few minutes, his body shaking, I pulled them out. I pulled his hips up and he slowly slid down, he was still so tight. "Oh god..." He moaned as he sat all the way down, I held his hips firmly and started moving him. His body twitching every few minutes when all of a sudden he cried out. "Right there, hmm." I mumbled angling him so I hit his spot every time, his nails dug unit my chest. My hips snapped up making him cried out again, his sounds were driving me crazy. "Oh fuck, I'm so close." I moaned bring him down faster, his head rolled back as he panted heavily. His grip on my chest tightened as he came. He fell forward a little as his back arched up, his body shaking as he whimpered. I slammed in one more time before coming hard, I road my climax out making him shake even more. I slowly pulled out of him, my whole body feels like jelly. "That was amazing." I said kissing his head, he sleepily nodded, I pulled him closer as he snuggled against me. "Mmhmm." He yawned nuzzling his head against my side.

"I'm going to pick Mikey up now." Mom said kissing my head, I nodded and looked behind me at Gerard's sleeping form in bed. "He's going to be so happy." I said smiling, mom nodded and left. I crawled back into bed pulling him against me, he stretched and snuggled against me. "Good morning." I said kissing his head, he mumbled it back pulling the covers over his head. "Mom is picking Mikey up." Gerard instantly sat up throwing the covers off. "He's coming today?!" Gerard said looking at me with wide eyes, I nodded and he tackled me in a hug. "Moikeys coming today! Oh my god I'm so happy right now!" He said nuzzling his head against my chest.

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