Do or Die

Frank's pov


Mikey and Andy were really cool, Kellin was uncomfortable the whole time but I don't see why. We all talked for the whole break time, then we had to go back to our cells. I said goodbye to all of them before going to the cell, Gerard was already there. He was laying on his bed reading a book, it was pretty thick. I hopped up on my bunk and pulled the covers over my head, I was honestly extremely tired, I fell asleep letting the darkness take me.
"Why?" That's the first thing I heard when I woke up, I laid in my bed silently. "Get the fuck away from me." That was Gerard's voice, I remembered it from earlier, I leaned over the bunk, Gerard was sleeping, his blanket was kicked off and his hair was all over the place. "Don't take him away from me." He said hugging his pillow, he looked like a scared ten year old. All of a sudden he bolted up right, he was breathing heavily and he was shaking. "Fuck." He mumbled running a hand through his hair. He must've forgot I was even there because he got up, his orange jumpsuit was off and he was only wearing his boxers and his white shirt. He slid his shirt off and put it on the shelf, my breath hitched in my throat, he was so fucking hot without a shirt. He mumbled a it being to hot in here, yep he definitely forgot I was there. From the light in the wall way I could see his pale skin and his arms, they were covered in cuts and scars. That made me surprised, he was to perfect, he shouldn't be hurting himself. He turned around and noticed me staring at him, he just stared back and put his shirt back on. "Dinner time Gerard, oh he's still alive." The guard said looking at me, Gerard flipped the guard off, the guard unlocked out cell door and left. Gerard put his jumpsuit back on and left not looking back at me. Seeing him without a shirt on made me extremely turned on, fuck Frank calm down. I hopped off the bunk and made my way to the cafeteria, Gerard wasn't there but his brother and Andy were there. "Can I sit with you guys?" I asked standing a foot away from their table. "Yeah man, Gerard will be here any minute, he's just getting his medication." Mikey said taking a bite out of his bread the only thing that was good here beside the apples. I wonder what medication Gerard takes, I took some for my anxiety. Gerard came in and sat down next to Mikey looking extremely depressed, what's wrong. "Hey little dude, it's okay." Mikey said slinging his arm around Gerard's neck, Gerard just shrugged. Andy and Mikey talked about a fight that happened in the high security wing that morning, a guard got killed. Kellin came and sat next to me, he looked a little nervous but no one questioned him. "I get to see my daughter today." Kellin said happily, he didn't look like the kind of guy to have kids. "Cool man." I said eating my apple, I noticed Gerard was staring at me but I acted like I didn't notice. After eating we still had another ten minutes. "God I'm so happy, I haven't seen her for a while, her moms bringing her at seven." Kellin said pushing his hair back, I'm surprised he didn't cut it, he kinda looked and sounded like a girl but he was pretty cool. We all went back to our cells, Gerard was watching me the whole time at dinner. He was sitting on his bunk looking down at his lap, he looked up at me. "Hey." I said walking up the bunk and hopped on to my bed. "Hey." I heard him say quietly, I wonder why he didn't talk a lot, he voice was sexy as fuck. "So your name is Frank?" He sayed after a while, it made me jump because I didn't think he was going to talk. "Yeah, and your name is Gerard." I said looking down at him from my bunk, he nodded and looked up at me. "Yeah, the one and only." He said grinning a little, fuck he was hot and he was sassy. "Whatcha here for?" He asked, I was a little shocked he asked. "Broke into these people's home and killed them, you?" I said, Gerard didn't look shocked by my answer, he nodded. "Me and Mikey killed about twenty people." He said, now that shocked me, him and Mikey didn't even look like they could hurt a fly, well don't judge a book by it's cover. "Andy killed his whole family on Halloween then when he was covered in their blood he went trick or treating." Gerard laughed and shook his head, wow now that's a little messed up. "Everyone told me you didn't talk much." I said sliding off my bunk to lean against the wall next to Gerard. "Well your kind cute so..." Gerard said, he blushed extremely red when he realized what he said. "I thought you were cute too, actually sexy as fuck." I said back, my courage was at an all time high right now it felt like I could do anything. Gerard kept blushed and he hugged his pillow to hide his face. My adrenaline was kicking in, I walked over to Gerard and ducked down so I could look him in the eye. "You look cute when you blush." I said smiling at him, he blushed even more, I laughed and hopped back on to my bunk, fuck I had a boner. A waited until I could hear Gerard start sleep talking before I put my hand in my boxers. "Fuck." I breathed as I jacked off, Gerard was the only thing I could think of, his cute ass smile and him blushing. I came in no time, I cleaned off and washed my hands, Gerard was still asleep. "No." He said, tears were streaming down his face, why was he crying. "No, no, no..." He said tossing so he was hugging his pillow again, poor guy, he must be having a nightmare. I could hear guys in the other cell fucking each other, it was really gross. I sat at the edge of Gerard's bed and watched him toss and turn, he would mumble something and then tears would come again. I got up after a while and passed out in my own bed. "Wake up boys!" A guard yelled from outside of the cell, other prisoners yelled to sleep in but that wouldn't happen. Gerard was still asleep, his hair was ever where, and his blanket was wrapped around his legs. The guard slammed the door open but Gerard still didn't wake up. "Have fun with that." The guard laughed and walked away, what did he mean by that. I hopped down and shook Gerard lightly. "Hey wake up." I said, Gerard still didn't move, I shook him harder, he moved a little. "Wake up." I said again, Gerard's had was around my neck in seconds, he didn't squeeze though. "Hey, hey man it's okay, it's just me." I said, Gerard let go and sat up. "Sorry man, don't wake me up like that ever again, do it from the other side of the room. I kinda killed my last cell mate like that." Gerard said getting up and putting his jumpsuit back on. "He was Kellin's friend, that's why he's afraid of me." He said walking out, wow that's a little scary. I followed, I noticed some people that I didn't before, there was a lot of scary ass looking guys that were all eating at the same table. Gerard, Mikey, Andy, Kellin, and me sat at a table that was on the other side of the cafeteria. A lot of guys whistled at Gerard as he walked to the table, Gerard didn't react to any of them. "Hey isn't that the guy who killed all of those people?" A guy said to his friends, they all nodded and others blow it off. "Hey sweet thing." Another guy said, Gerard acted like he didn't hear them, we all ate in silence before a prison with a cool ass tattoo that was going over his mouth making it look like he was part skeleton came over. "Hey pretty boys." He said smirking at is, we ignored him and kept eating, the guy cleared his throat, still no response from us. "Are you all deft?" The guy said, still no response from us, I watched him look at us frustrated before waking away and bring his friends over. "Hey fuckers, who wants to have some fun?" His friend asked sitting in the table, and still no response, Andy looked extremely pissed, I could see Mikey trying to calm him down. "I said..." The man couldn't finish because Gerard's hand was around his throat and his fingernails were digging into his neck making him bleed. The guy tried to get Gerard's hand off of he throat. "Okay break it up." A guard said, Gerard slowly let go and the guy fell the the floor gasping for air. His other friends backed away and went back to their table.Gerard wiped the blood off of his hand and went back to eating like nothing happened. All of us were sent to our cells earlier, with no free hour today because of cleaning. Gerard didn't say anything the rest of the day, he got his medicine and then went back to his cell. At the end of the day when I got back to the cell he was already asleep.

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