Trying To Love Again
CHAPTER JUAN
Chapter one…
“Oh well then…Of course. Well that’s very good.” I end the phone call and take a deep breath looking around my red room stained with paints. I’m sitting on a small black futon and the carpet is pink from the previous owners of the house. I take one last look. All the punk band posters, the stained & broken closet doors. I burst out of the large black door and straight to my mom’s room almost screaming her name when I see her sitting casually watching television.
“I just got a call from the hospital on the home line.”
She looks up from her pink bedding. She makes and ‘oh no’ face
I burst. “YOUR’E PREGNANT?????????? EVEN AFTER MIKEY??”
I grab the television and throw it across the room smashing the screen and chipping the sand color paint. “How could you? Who was it with this time? Was it the neighbor? Or the fucking hooker who pretends he’s a girl for costumers?” I mock her and she just sits in utter shock “I-I it was with Sam” my mouth opens wide and I swear it almost hit the floor. “You fucking cougar! He’s my best friend you bitch! What were you doing getting that intimate with my best fucking friend?” I grab the flower vase I made for her two years ago and smash it against the wall behind making it crash right above her head nearly hitting her. “so you get pregnant even after what happened with Mikey, and the person just so happens to be my best friend?”
She rolls her eyes “Gerard how many times have I told you learn to control your anger and forget about Mikey it wasn’t even my fault I was drunk”
“YEAH MOM BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOL”
Seven Months later……
It’s been a month and my mom has had the baby.
Last night she…She ditched us.
In the middle of the night I woke up from bandit crying so I went down stairs to get a bottle and out she went throwing her brown hair over her shoulder and giving me one last look of apology before walking out. “You bitch” I whispered before she left.
The next morning I called up an old friend who had already finished high school while I was still a junior...
“Hey ray, remember the baby my mom had a while back?” I ask “Oh yeah Bandit! I love that chic!” I smiled a bit at the affection ray had for my sister. Honestly ray was the sweetest guy you would meet out there.
“uuhm I hate to ask but is there-“ “yes of couuurrrssseee ill baby sit bandit!”
I chuckle a little and tell him what time to be over.” A bit before 7 would be fine”
After thjhat i head over to school messy haired and baggy eyed.
“Oh well then…Of course. Well that’s very good.” I end the phone call and take a deep breath looking around my red room stained with paints. I’m sitting on a small black futon and the carpet is pink from the previous owners of the house. I take one last look. All the punk band posters, the stained & broken closet doors. I burst out of the large black door and straight to my mom’s room almost screaming her name when I see her sitting casually watching television.
“I just got a call from the hospital on the home line.”
She looks up from her pink bedding. She makes and ‘oh no’ face
I burst. “YOUR’E PREGNANT?????????? EVEN AFTER MIKEY??”
I grab the television and throw it across the room smashing the screen and chipping the sand color paint. “How could you? Who was it with this time? Was it the neighbor? Or the fucking hooker who pretends he’s a girl for costumers?” I mock her and she just sits in utter shock “I-I it was with Sam” my mouth opens wide and I swear it almost hit the floor. “You fucking cougar! He’s my best friend you bitch! What were you doing getting that intimate with my best fucking friend?” I grab the flower vase I made for her two years ago and smash it against the wall behind making it crash right above her head nearly hitting her. “so you get pregnant even after what happened with Mikey, and the person just so happens to be my best friend?”
She rolls her eyes “Gerard how many times have I told you learn to control your anger and forget about Mikey it wasn’t even my fault I was drunk”
“YEAH MOM BLAME IT ON THE ALCOHOL”
Seven Months later……
It’s been a month and my mom has had the baby.
Last night she…She ditched us.
In the middle of the night I woke up from bandit crying so I went down stairs to get a bottle and out she went throwing her brown hair over her shoulder and giving me one last look of apology before walking out. “You bitch” I whispered before she left.
The next morning I called up an old friend who had already finished high school while I was still a junior...
“Hey ray, remember the baby my mom had a while back?” I ask “Oh yeah Bandit! I love that chic!” I smiled a bit at the affection ray had for my sister. Honestly ray was the sweetest guy you would meet out there.
“uuhm I hate to ask but is there-“ “yes of couuurrrssseee ill baby sit bandit!”
I chuckle a little and tell him what time to be over.” A bit before 7 would be fine”
After thjhat i head over to school messy haired and baggy eyed.
Notes
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@Goat
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2/21/16