frank said he was sorry about a thousand times but i didn't see why.
my neck had healed and frank was okay.
"frank its 4 in the morning im going to bed" i said yawning
"okay im sorry."frank said pouting
i got up and said "THAT'S IT FRANK" i started walking to the kitchen. frank didn't move but he was crying......a lot
i went into the kitchen and grabbed something sharp and walked into the bedroom. i took the knife and frank saw it and he started talking "do it i deserve to die" and with that the knife hit my wrist releasing a maroon color liquid. frank looked up
"w-what are yo-you doing"
but i didn't talk i tackled him and put my wrist up to his mouth. he tried to move away but i got a few blood drips in his mouth and franks lovely hazel eyes turned blood red
"gerard get off me before i hurt you"
"no you will drink some" i had said very sternly
frank started to thrash while saying "don't make me hurt you"
"NO frank i'm doing this not you" i opened his mouth to see his fangs and shoved my wrist into them he stopped and tried to get my wrist out of his mouth but i made sure it stayed there. i felt frank start drinking but he was crying . When i started wiping tears away frank pulled away from my wrist.
"please don't do that again"frank said whimpering
"i won't as long as you stop apologizing"
"okay"
"so now that i'm done i'm going to bed"
"okay"
frank picked me up and put me on the bed but when he went to leave i held on
"yes gerard"
"Stay with me" i said barely above a whisper
with that frank laid down with me
and we fell asleep
together

and i wasn't afraid

Notes

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hey peeps
i lost access to the story somehow so yeah that sucked but i got some shit planned for this and my other fic

ALSO BEWARE SMUT AND TRIGGER WARNINGS FOR THE FUTURE