Obsessed with you

Gerard's pov


"Fuck babe your so tight." Frank moaned thrusting into me, I laid there limply under him. He kept hitting my g-spot every time and it was extremely hard not to moan with him. I bit my tongue when he thrusted harder, God no. He came panting heavily, he slid out and laid next to me, his cum tricked down my legs. "Here." He said taking a towel and wiping it off, my ass hurts so much. "Now your turn." Frank said taking his tube of lube out and putting some on his hand. He took my dick and started stroking, I roled my head over so I didn't have to look at him. "Come on babe I know you like it." Frank said running his thumb over the time, because the universe hates me I let out a little moan of pleasure. He smiled down at me and kissed me, I didn't kiss back, his tongue slipping into my mouth. He broke the kids and trailed his tongue down my chest, he stopped at my hips and nipped me a couple of times. My hips bucked up when his mouth was around my dick, control your self Gerard. My stomach muscles tightened, I was going to come soon, I don't want to. I came and he swallowed all of my cum, that made me want to throw up. He put his boxers back on and put mine on for me kissing my thighs before laying next to me. "Good night babe." He said kissing my cheek, I didn't say anything and closed my eyes, Frank was alseep in no time.
I woke up with no one in my room, I had a small head ache that would probably get worse over time. I sat up and walked over to my dresser, I took my pills and whent into the bathroom. My razed blade was still on the counter from last time which was a day ago. I looked down at my pale, cut covered arms, just adding more to the collection. The blade moved easily over my old ones, twelve more red streaks stood out on my skin, twelve cuts of misery and sorrow. I wiped the blood off and whent back to my room, I pulled my onesie on, zipped it up, and walked upstairs. "Hey, I made eggs and toast." Mikey said greeting me with a hug, I smiled at him and took a piece of toast, I would do anything to make him happy. "So what do you want to do today?" Mikey asked sitting next to me eating his egg sandwich he made. "Movies and popcorn?" I said taking a bite out of my toast, Mikey nodded and ate his food. I put out dishes away as Mikey picked the movie out, I made popcorn. When I walked into the living room Mikey was sitting on the couch, I sat next to him and gave him the popcorn, he put Jeepers Creepers in. I hummed along to the song every time it played, it was pretty catchy.
Ugh I fucking hate Monday's, I hate everyday but Saturday and Sunday. "Cheer up Gee, we are watching movies in History today." Mikey said cheerfully and ruffled my hair that already was fucked up. "See you later little dude." Mikey said giving me a hug before going into his first hour, I went to my first hour and sat down, Frank wasn't there, thank god. The teacher started a lesson that I already know about so I didn't pay attention like normal. I sketched the whole time, the bell rang in no time, time flies when your having fun. For the whole day I didn't see Frank, he must be sick, I'm glad he wasn't here today. Art came around, no one talked to me in this class, they were all zoned into their paintings or friends to notice me. I just finished my fourth painting, it was a skeleton laying on a hospital bed with the person who died standing over it. I still had twenty minutes to kill so I started painting things on my arms, I wrote 'Did you miss me?' On the top and on the bottom it said 'Cause I missed you.' I looked down at my work, I got a lot of blue and black paint on my hands but it didn't bother me. The bell rang and I left art and make my way to lunch. "Hey Gee!" Mikey greeted my and slung his arm over my shoulders as we walked to the cafeteria. "Hey fags!" A jock yelled, all of his friends laughed, I kept my head down and walked with Mikey. "Don't listen to them Gee, their stupid and probably insecure about themselves." Mikey said as we sat down, he packed me a lunch and put all of my favorite in it. "Wow thanks man." I said looking through my lunch box, I got a Poptart, a pear, and some cheddar cheese chips. I ate the Poptart and half of the pear. Mikey watched me approvingly before eating his own lunch, anything to make him happy and stop worrying about me. After eating I said I needed to use the bathroom, I got up and went. When I was washing my hands the door opened and shut them I heard the door lock, I looked over to see Frank standing against the door. "Hey babe sorry I'm late." He said waking over to me and pulled me down into a forceful kiss, he tasted like alcohol. "Frank you've been drinking." I said pushing him away, hopefully he wouldn't get mad, oh how I was wrong. He slammed be against the wall and pulled me down into another kiss, his tongue practically choking me. "You were disrespectful, I'm going punish you now." He growled unbuckling his belt and sliding his pants off, he forced me to my knees. "Suck me off." He commanded, he was fully hard already, I shook my head and tried to back away but he grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled me forward. He forced my mouth around his dick and held my head in place as he thrusted into my mouth. I choked multiple times, he was making me deep throat him. "Fuck babe that feels good." He said roling his head back but kept thrusting himself into my mouth. Tears were streaming down my face, this honestly hurt really bad. After a while he came in my mouth, I was seriously going to throw up, he let go of my hair and I ran to the toilet throw my lunch and his cum up. "Thanks babe, I needed that." He said behind me, he moved my hair away from my face as I through up. I got up and rinsed my mouth out, my mouth still tasted like him. He was smiling at me when I turned to face him, his pants were back on. "Why?" I whispered, my voice was fucked out, and my thoat hurt, I slid down the wall and started to cry. "Shh it's okay, I was just punishing you for being disrespectful." He said in a matter of fact way, I hated him so much. After a while I stopped crying and went back to the cafeteria, Mikey greeted us and looked concerned when he saw me, I sat down next to him and rested my head against the table. "Sorry for being late, I had a doctors appointment." Frank said sitting next to me and rested his hand on my thigh, I didn't react. "No problem man." Mikey said taking a sip of his water. Frank kept looking at me like normal my last hour, I just sketched random animals on a peice of paper. I texted Mikey and told him to meet me at my car, he texted back right away saying he would. When the bell rang I got up right away and got to my car not stopped by Frank or anyone. Mikey slid a minute later, I pulled out of the parking lot and put some music on. "Hey Gee, are you okay?" Mikey asked concerned, I nodded my head and pulled into our driveway. When we got into the house I flopped down on the couch and watched whatever was on, Mikey sat next to me. "Gee please just tell me what's wrong." Mikey pleaded, I turned to him, tears were welling in my eyes, then I just broke down into Mikey's arms. "I can't take this anymore." I sobbed into his chest, he held me as I cried. "Tell me Gerard, I'm here for you no matter what." Mikey said calmly, that made me feel better that he was there for me, he always was. "Fr...Frank has been...he's been raping me for the past three months...he forces me to do things with him." I sobbed, Mikey's whole body went stiff, but he didn't say anything, he just held me, so I continued. "He raped me at school today in the bathroom...he made me...suck him off. I'm so messed up...I...I have pleasure when he does things to me." I cried besring my face into his chest. "Gerard your not messed up, anyone would have pleasure if someone was doing those things to them. If someone is touching you like that it's your body's reaction to that. Why didn't you tell me this sooner?" He said moving so I had to look at him. "Because I deserve the pain he gives me, I fucked up." I cried, Mikey shook his head and hugged me tightly. "You don't deserve any pain Gerard. Your so talented and amazing, your not fucked up Gee, your my brother and my best friend. If I lost you I wouldn't know what to do, we can fix this Gee." Mikey said running a hand through my hair, I nodded and cried until I cried my self out.

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