Obsessed with you

Frank's pov


"Fuck Frankie, fuck me harder." Gerard moaned as I thrusted into him harder. "Your so pretty, my little princess Gee." I said tugging on his hair, I nodded and moaned my name. "I'm gonna come babe." I said thrusting into him a few more times before coming.
My alarm went off, I woke up sticky and gross, fuck it was only a dream. I've been having those kinds of dreams with Gerard for the past month now. I got up and got into the shower washing away my cum, wow Frank having wet dreams like a twelve year old. I got out of the shower and got dressed, I got my black skinny jeans on and my Smashing Pumpkins shirt on. I couldn't stop thinking about Gerard, he was the only thing on my mind all the time. I got a couple pictures of him and a couple pictures of me, him and Mikey all at the mall, Gerard had his mouth open and was smiling with Mikey on his back, he looked so cute. He hasn't talked to me once this whole time I've known him, and I haven't heard his voice either. My phone rang and I answered, it was Mikey. "Hey do you want it spend the night? I got movies and pizza." Mikey said, oh yeah it's Saturday today. "Yeah man, I'll be over in ten minutes." I said hanging the phone up and started to pack, I get to see Gerard all weekend. My mom dropped me off as I was greeted by Mikey who was putting a movie in already. Gerard was sitting on the couch with his knees up to his chest, how can he be so cute. "Hook me up with some pizza." I said as Mikey went over to the pizza and gave me a plate. "Gee, you want some?" Mikey asked, Gerard shook his head and watched the tv, the movie was going to start. Mikey sat in the chair next to the couch, so I sat on the couch next to Gerard, he didn't react. The movie started, Watchmen was on, Gerard watched the tv intently. "Gerard begged me to watch this." Mikey laughed taking a bite of his pizza. "It's my favorite." Gerard mumbled to himself, I looked at him a little shocked that I heard his voice, it was amazing, I wanted to hear him talk more. We all watched the movie in silence, Gerard pulled a movie over himself, it was really big so it covered both of us. I scooted closer to Gerard, he wasn't paying attention to me, all of his attention was in the movie. Mikey was also watching the movie intently not paying any attention to us. I put my hand under the blanket and rubbed Gerard's thigh lightly. His breath hitched in his throat and he looked at me terrified. He froze up and just looked at me terrified, I trailed my hand up with thigh and brushed over his crotch. His eyes widened even more and he moved away to the end of the couch, I scooted closer and trailed my hand up and down his thigh again. "Pl...please don't." He studdered bringing his knees up to his chest, I stopped and sat back frustrated, he made me so turned on. Gerard got up and walked to his room shutting the door behind him, Mikey didn't notice, I got up saying I was going to the bathroom, Mikey nodded and went back to watching the movie. I walked down stairs and opened Gerard's door slightly looking in. He was sitting on his head with his face beared in his pillow. I walked in and shut the door behind me, he looked up at me scared. "Please don't hurt me." He whispered hugging his pillow tighter. "I'm not gonna hurt you Gee." I said sitting next to him and put my hand on his thigh, he flinched away and whimpered. "It's okay Gee I'm here for you, I'll make you feel better." I whispered to him leaning over and kissing his lips. His lips didn't move against mine which I was disappointed in, he tried to pull away but I held the back of his had. He was shaking his slightly and tears were streaming down his face, I wanted him to feel better. He tried to push me away weakly but I got on top of him still kissing him. "Please stop." He sobbed against my mouth, I said up and looked at him lovingly. "I'm gonna make you feel better Gee, I've dreamed about his all month." I said kissing his neck, he cried and tried to get away weakly but failed, I hair want to show him how much I love him. I took the hand cuffs out of my pocket and cuffed his arms to the head board. "Please stop, please don't." He cried trying to get away again but his arms were cuffed down. I trailed kisses down his neck and slid his pants off, he didn't have a boner at all. He thrashed around and whimpered trying to get free. "Don't hurt yourself babe, I'm showing you how much I love you." I said taking the lube out and putting some on my hands. I took his dick and started to stoke it and I placed kisses on his thighs. He whole body was perfect, his pale skin looked so beautiful. "Stop, ple...please stop." He cried, he was getting hard, as I stroked him, running my thumb over the tip he let out a moan that he was trying to hold back. "Don't hold it back babe." I said leaning my head forward and licking the tip, precum was leaking out of it. He was fully hard now, I took all of him into me mouth and he let out a choked out moan. I sucked in and he moaned again, his whole body was shaking from him crying. "Pl...please stop...stop doing this." He sobbed as I practically deep thoated him, his hips bucked up and he whimpered. He came hard in my mouth, I swallowed all of his cum and then sat up smiling down at him. He was panting hard and his face was soaked with tears. "That wasn't so bad, I was showing how much I love you." I said kissing him, his body was limp and his eyes were shut with tears roling down his face. I unlocked the cuffs, he sat up slowly and pulled his pants up, his hands shaking. I got up and left the room, I went to the bathroom, jacked off, then went back to the living room, Mikey didn't notice me walk in and sit down. The rest of the day was pretty fun, we watched movies, ate junk food, and listened to music. Gerard didn't come out of his room all day, I really wanted to see him but I wanted to give him space. Me and Mikey stayed up till two in the morning, at about three Mikey fell asleep, we were watching Jeepers Creepers 2. I saw the kitchen light turn on, I sat up and quitly walked out of Mikey's room and shut the door. I walked into the kitchen, Gerard was making coffee, his hair was sticking up everywhere which made him look extremely hot. "Hey Gee." I said smiling at him and leaned against the counter, he looked up nervously and went back to mako his coffee. I came but behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist, he tensed up but didn't stop making his coffee. "Why did you do that to me?" He asked after a while, I nuzzled my cheek against his back. "Because I love you and I wanted to show you how much I love you." I said spinning him around to face me, I smiled up at him, he was so perfect. "If you love someone you should never hurt them." Gerard said looking down at me, tears were forming in the corner of his eyes. "I made you feel good though." I said reaching up and kissing him, he leaned back against the counter trying to get away. I sighed and let go of him, he turned back and got his coffee. "You looked really cute in your onesie." I said, he just shrugged and turned to walk back to his bedroom, I pouted when he left but didn't try to stop him. I went back to Mikey's room and fell asleep hoping that I wouldn't have any dreams. Thankfully I didn't have any dreams about Gerard.
"Gerard made waffles, wake up." Mikey said waking me up, I grumbled and sat up rubbin my eyes. It was seven in the morning, do they even sleep, Mikey was wide awake. We walked to the kitchen, Gerard had a different outfit on and was ready for the day. Me and Mikey were still in our pajamas, Gerard was drinking coffee like normal, with his black skinny jeans and a long sleeve Blink 182 shirt. There was a plate filled with waffles on the table, Mikey took some and dug in, I took some and started to eat. "Do you guys ever sleep?" I asked take a bite of y waffles, they tasted amazing. "Not really, I like staying up late and getting up early, Gerard can go days on end with out sleeping, I don't know how he does it. Gee aren't you gonna eat?" Mikey asked looking at Gerard concerted, Gerard shook his head. "I'm not hungry." Gerard said sitting next to Mikey with his coffee. "You didn't eat lunch or dinner yesterday, you need to eat." Mikey said pushing a plate of waffles in front of him. Gerard sighed and started to to eat making Mikey smile. "I need a shower." Mikey said getting up and putting his dish in the dishwasher and went into the bathroom. Gerard sipped on his coffee not looking up, I taped him with my foot under the table, he finally looked up. He looked scared and nervous as he looked at me, I smiled at him. He moving to get up, he walked past me to go to his room but I grabbed his wrist. He winced like I hit him and looked down at me scared. "It's okay Gee, just relax." I said standing up and and tucking a strand of hair behind his ear and he flinched away. "Please stop." He said trying to tug his wrist away, I didn't let go and leaned in kissing him. He pulled away and ripped his wrist away from me, he ran to his room and slammed the door shut. I went after him and stood outside his door, I heard crying so I walked in. Gerard was on his bed crying into his hands, I walked over and knelt down in front of him. "What's wrong?" I asked placing my hand on his leg, he didn't move away. "Why did you hurt me like that? You forced me to...to do that. It felt good and I didn't want it to." He cried, it made my heart hurt seeing him cry. "I love you and I want you to feel good Gee, I would do anything for you. I'm kinda obsessed with you actually." I said running a hand through his hair, he looked up at me shocked and a confused. "Why do you like me? I'm ugly, depressed, weak, messed up, I liked what you did to me when I shouldn't have. This is all my fault." He cried, I pulled him in to a hug, his body was limp against mine as he cried into my shoulder. He cried for an hour start and cried himself out, he pulled away his eyes weren't red or puff after crying for that long. He looked like a lost child, and he was distant like he wasn't there. "Do you want to go to bed?" I asked him, he nodded and I helped him up and pulled the covers back, he sat down and took his shirt off, he had fresh cuts all up and down his arms and sides. He pulled the blanket over him he kicked his jeans off. I leaned over and kissed his head, I turned to leave but he grabbed my wrist. "I'm afraid with what I might do to my self it in alone, can you get Mikey?" He whispered, I nodded and went to go get Mikey, he was straightening his hair. "Gee needs you." I said a little mad that Gerard didn't want me, Mikey nodded and ran to Gerard's room. "Gerard what..." When I saw what made Mikey stop talking my heart stopped, Gerard had a razor blade sticking out of his arm next to a lot of new cuts. Mikey ran in and sat down next to Gerard who was on the ground, he was staring down at his arm. "Gee? Can you hear me?" Mikey said calmly, how was he so clam about this, Gerard didn't respond. He picking Gerard up and sat him on the bed, he got a towel, took the razor out and wrapped Gerard's arm. "Okay Gee, just go to bed." Mikey whispered and laid Gerard down he still didn't respond, after a while Gerard was asleep. "Does this happen often?" I asked watching Gerard sleep, he looks so peaceful, Mikey nodded and pushed some of Gerard's hair back. "He has really bad depression, I'm just glad he's not bleeding to death. When he does this he's in a daze and out of his mind, he says stuff he would never say." Mikey said sitting on the bed next to Gerard, we were in there all day and night. We took turns watching him, at about two in the morning I woke up and walked to Gerard's room. "Hey Mikey I'll watch him so you can go to bed." I said quitly, Mikey got up thanking me and making me promise that if anything happens wake him up, he shit the door behind him and I was left with Gerard. I sat down next to him, he was roled over, I got really cold and crawled under the blankets with him. I forgot he only had his boxers on, they were Batman ones. I watched him sleep, his mouth was slightly open and his hair was covering one of his eyes. I reached out and moved it away, he shifted slightly and wrapped his arm around me pulling me closer in his sleep. He held me tightly in his arms, I snuggled in and listened to his heart beat, he was so warm. I wrapped my arm around his waist, his chest was so smooth. After a while of just me stroking his jaw line he moved again. "What happened?" He grained unwrapping his arms from around me, he looked really confused and dazed, his eyes were glazed over. "You passed out Gee." I said touching his face, he leaned into my touch and nuzzled my hand. "I feel so dreamy." He said looking around, he fell over into my lap and giggled. "I think I'm stoned." He giggled looking up at me and smiled, I smiled back and petted his hair. "What's your name?" He asks trailing his hand down my cheek, I held his hand there for a second. "Frank." I said kissing his hand, after I did that he looked at his hand were I kissed it. "Your really cute." He giggled like a little school girl, he made me heart melt. "I think you're really cute too." I said leaning over so I was inches from his face, he looked up at me and bit his lip. Then he closed the gap between us, he kissed my hungrily, his lips moving against mine. "I'm really horny." He said kissing me again, I saw his boner through his boxers. "I can fix that babe." I said taking his hard dick in my hand and started to pump. "Fuck that feels good." He breathed, he moaned loudly as I did it faster. His dazed look was fading but he didn't stop moaning and saying my name telling me to go faster. He came and fell back in bed panting heavily. "Thanks Frankie." He said smiling up at me, I smiled at the nickname he gave me. He sat up and got on top of me sitfing right on my boner, I let out a gasp of pleasure. "Fuck me." He said grinding down on my dick again, I nodded and practically ripped my pants off of me and he took his boxers off. He got a tube of lube out and stroked some on my dick, I moaned as he did that. "Don't you need preping first?" I asked as he lined him sled up with me, he shook his head. "Nope, already did it earlier." He said smiling down at me, I nodded and he sat down, he was so tight around me. "Fuck babe your so tight." I moaned as he started bouncing up and down and my dick. "Your so big Daddy." I whined but then laughed because he was acting, that made me so turned on. "I'm gonna come." I moaned loudly, I couldn't hold it back anymore and came inside him. He pulled away and laid down in bed, I got a towel and cleaned up, he cleaned the cum that was on his thighs, then he slid his boxers back on, I put my cloths on and sat down next to him. "Your the best fuck I've ever had." Gerard yawned and fell asleep next to me, I smiled down at him and kissed his head

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