Spirits of the Dead

Gerard's POV
This day has been quite eventful. But, really fun. The guys stayed over to finish the song and we're halfway done. We bought pizza and now it's just Frank and I cleaning the mess. I wanted to ask him what's up regarding towards Ricky, but what if he gets annoyed or offended? Fortunately my thoughts were interrupted by my sweet Frankie. 'Babe, you okay? He asked with his eyes yelling that he's concerned. 'I'm not okay.' I sighed and took a seat on my bed. Frank put his guitar away and made his way towards me with a sad face. 'What's wrong? Is someone bothering you?' He asked. I shook my head and carresed his face. 'No love, nothing like that. I'm just over thinking regarding to Ricky.' I said exhausted. 'Oh, why are you even thinking about Ricky?' He asked a hint of jeaolusy in his voice. 'No not like that! I'm just worried that you would choose me over him, that's all.' I said, looking at the ground. He raised up my head and make me look at him straight in the eye. Eye to eye. 'Gerard, let me be honest with you. Yes, I find him rather attractive, but just because I do it doesn't mean I want to spend my whole life with him! We've been through a lot, and I'm not going to let for all of our work in this relationship to be destroyed by a new guy. I love you so much that you don't even know. So, please, trust me. I won't ever do such thing.' He said, ending it with a sweet and full of love kiss. I kissed back and let myself melt within his arms. That was the moment I realized I was into deep shit, I was fully in love with Frank, Frank Iero. I want to spend my whole life with him. Create a family, and raise that family with him. I want to be old next to him and die married to him. Fuck, I truly love him. What If he doesn't feel the same way. What If he just like me? Fuck. I stood up and began to pace around my room, scaring Frank. 'Hey, what's wrong?' He asked. I began to think about what would happen if we break up and don't talk to one another. Or if he finds someone better than me. I would be a hopeless romantic. I suddenly felt a slap on my face that clearly stopped my thoughts. 'GERARD!' Frank yelled once again, just this time he had my full attention. 'WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG?!' He asked panicking. 'I love you, Frank. I would be hopeless without you. Hopeless Romantic. I want to marry you. Create a family with you. Raise that family and grow old with you. I want to be with you forever. I love you so much.' I said, not even minding the slap that he just gave me. I now felt better confessing my undying love for him since he looked like he could cry any second now. And he did. Although, he gave me another slap in the face. 'You piece of shit! You scared me to death! I would totally kill you right now, but that would mean that I won't get to see you ever again, and I don't want that. I too, love you so much. I want to get married with you, create a family, raise our family, and be old together. I would also be hopeless without you, you don't know how much you mean to me. God, Gerard, I sure do fucking love you!' He said tackling me to the bed and giving me kisses with a tear stained face. I smiled as big as I ever have. The man that I love, loves me back! We kissed until we realized it was getting late. 'I could stay over?' Frank asked. I nodded and began to undress myself, leaving only my boxers. Frank stared at me and did the same once he had sent a message to his mom. We ducked in my bed and embraced each other. I fell asleep with the man that I love in my arms.

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Yours, Bloodsucker.