
Whatever It Takes
(Deleted Chapter/ Draft)
The ending of this chapter would be the same as the chapter before that, with Dan and William starting a fight and Gerard being able to escape. So it's not written down completely.
Enjoy.
"Catch!" William exclaimed, who was standing in the door and Gerard caught one-handedly two small glass bottles out of the air.
The black haired man had been chained to the bed post again after his late morning routine and was now sitting on the edge of the bed. He eyed up the items in his hands curiously.
Soon enough he realised he was staring at two tiny versions of absolut vodka bottles. Questioningly he raised his head and looked at William, after all it was 2 pm, an unusual time for drinking heavy liquids. "What's that for?" Gerard asked.
"I just thought maybe you'd feel a bit easier for our next shoot in a few minutes. Drink up, I'll get you in a bit." William ordered hastily and headed into the living room again.
Gerard's heart skipped a beat by hearing these words, the meaning was clear: "Get yourself numb, so you'll feel less pain“ They’d be shooting soon, that was the purpose of the innocent looking bottles in his now clenched fist.
William could've offered him poison as well, he wouldn't mind that much.
No messages from Frank, no ray of light in sight in his pitch black days of pain and despair, those small bottles really came as friends to him.
He unscrewed the small lid of the first one and threw his head back, the bottle's neck clamped between his teeth he emptied it at once, tossing the empty object against the wall where it burst to pieces.
Hopefully William would step in the shattered glass and cut his feet open, maybe that would save him from today’s or tomorrow's shoot, Gerard grinned bitterly and shuddered from the nasty aftertaste.
Nevertheless he opened the second one and drained it like the one before. He had to cough as the sharp sting of the liquid burned his throat.
The second bottle followed the first one and left the floor scattered in tiny but dangerous shards of glass.
Gerard dropped his head and watched the metal cuff that bound him to this hated place. Would he get ever out of here? Was anybody even looking for him? Or would he have to rot here until his body and mind were broken?
"What's that noise about Gee?!" Gerard's head snapped up as he heard William's voice cutting through the silence.
"Did you throw the fucking bottles around?!" William's eyes narrowed as he saw the mess on his bedroom floor.
"Slipped from my hand somehow, sorry" Gerard smirked a bit tipsily at the figure in front of him.
This earned him a slap across the face, but nothing but a small grunt and a following giggle came from Gerard.
"All you do is messing my apartment up you stupid bitch" William growled as he fumbled with Gerard's hand cuff "and I just wanted to be nice you know!?" Finally he had freed Gerard who was pulled to his feet then and thrown over one shoulder so he wouldn't hurt his naked feet.
Gerard groaned at the uncomfortable position, the strong shoulder pressing into his sensitive stomach, and he almost hit his head on the door frame as William entered the living room.
"I hope I'll puke all over you" he pressed angrily through clenched teeth, and was very quickly and not exactly tenderly thrown on the leather couch by his carrier.
His sight was swimming again through the concussion and he groaned and pressed his palm on the only one night old cut on his forehead.
"Serves you right. Just behave for once." William scolded from across the room, as he had gotten Gerard's collar, leash and special underwear.
"Fuck y-" "Watch it buddy!" William growled and stepped dangerously close, which made Gerard flinch, who had been expecting another slap.
"Dan, you can start filming already, I think our viewers would like to see the transformation… from a normal guy, to a pathetic whining whore in less than five minutes." William smirked down at Gerard.
Gerard hadn't noticed Dan's presence until now, as his eyes found the other man, who was bothered with setting up the cam he greeted him with an obscene gesture, after all he hadn't forgotten yesterday night…
Dan's answer was a nasty smile, which didn't make Gerard feel too good. He knew their camera man was still angry and didn’t feel satisfied with the punishment he had given him. As if knocking someone unconscious wasn’t enough…
Obviously he looked forward to film their next cruelty and see Gerard suffer.
Gerard saw the red light blinking and knew his nightmare would start over again, he really felt sick now, this mixture of stress, fear of the coming pain and humiliation, the bubbling vodka deep down in his stomach- all of that made him feel nauseous.
Like a deer in the headlights he watched the man towering above him, who held eye contact, his sight was slightly swimming right now, Gerard had to admit.
"Take your shirt off, whore." William growled, dominance thick in his voice, his demeanour had changed and Gerard sensed that he was once again the brutal monster he played in front of the camera.
Gerard gulped heavily as he was being addressed like that, but knew well enough that not following the other man's command wouldn’t help him, on contrary.
Hesitantly and with lowered eyes he pulled the old sweatshirt, which William had borrowed him since he had nothing to wear anymore, over his head.
He didn’t drop it, but kneaded the fabric with his nervous fingers, slowly daring to look up at William again.
Gerard could see a tiny smile play around his captor’s lips, he seemed pleased that Gerard hadn’t put up a fight again.
„Good boy, now tilt your neck so I can fix your collar“ William ordered and opened the silver clasp of the leather band, stepping closer.
Gerard sighed but followed William’s command. With a good yank the collar was fixed tightly around his neck by William’s merciless hands, making breathing a bit harder and intensifying the feeling of being a victim, taking away his humanity and degrading him to no more than being a slave. Gerard could feel his cheeks grow hot at the thought. He was ashamed and angry.
„Aw, you don’t have to blush my sweet whore, that’s nothing you have to be ashamed of, or is it because you’re getting finally into it?“ William chuckled and attached the leash to the collar, enjoying the despicable look in Gerard’s eyes as he stroked the man’s cheek softly with his thumb.
„Now strip off your pants, put on the jockstraps and get on your knees in front of me, better hurry we ain’t got all day!“ William’s tone changed abruptly and he slapped Gerard’s cheek lightly, making him jump and causing shivers running down Gerard’s spine.
He complied wordlessly, and tried desperately to find the big switch in his head which would turn off his reality for the next couple of hours and take him to another place in his mind, into nothingness and apathy.
Gerard was kneeling on the floor before William now, who was holding tight on the leash attached to Gerard’s collar. His hands were trying to cover his private parts even though that wouldn’t be working for long.
Finally William spoke up „It’s very important that everyone in a team works together, and you all know we had a little bit of trouble yesterday evening. Gee, you were the causer of all this, so I think an apology towards our camera man here would be just reasonable. Don’t you think so?“ the blonde haired man looked stern and demanding in Gerard’s widened eyes.
„Wha..what?“ Gerard stuttered unbelievingly, was William really proposing what he thought he was?!
„You should suck him off, Gee. That would be the least if you ask me.“ William crossed his arms before his chest.
Gerard could hear a mischievous chuckle from behind the camera and the distinct sound of a zipper being opened.
„No way- fuck, no!“ Gerard’s voice trembled as he raised his voice, „I won’t touch that nasty rat, no chance!“ waves of anger and disgust were pumping through his body, and he scrambled back, away from the last guy on earth he would like to give a blow job.
William stretched the leash, yanking Gerard forth again. Gerard cursed but his words were drowned in William’s booming voice. „You will not call him anything like that and you will apologise!“
„No..please, can’t I…tomorrow..or..“ Gerard couldn’t form straight sentences anymore, this situation was just too much. He was digging his fingernails into his thighs almost drawing blood, his eyes were wandering through the room, looking for anything to help him, but of course there was nothing and the room was the same escape-proof cell as yesterday.
He fucking loathed Dan, he was mean, cruel and liked to see Gerard being abused, humiliated and hurt, how could he suck him off, be so close to this person, so intimate?
He would feel more raped than ever if he had to do this, William at least was somebody he had liked and had enjoyed having sex with back then. He knew the tall man’s body and that there was at least a tiny bit of empathy inside his heart, Dan instead would want to make him suffer the more the better…
„You got a minute to comply, if you still don’t apologise I think I got to use the riding crop again. You didn’t like that much, did you?“
„Will, please…please! T-this is crazy, I… I thought o-only we…the two of us… Why would you…I..I can’t!“ Gerard’s whole body was trembling now and cold sweat was forming on his back and forehead.
„Thirty seconds“ William said tonelessly and waved for Dan to come over, who took the tripod with him, angling the camera perfect on the picture of misery that was Gerard.
„…Pleeeease.“ Gerard breathed desperately, barely audible, searching for William’s eyes, who seemed to avoid eye contact on purpose.
To cap it all, William pushed the handle of the leash into Dan’s greedy hand who took it eagerly and his devious smile broadened.
„Five seconds Gee.“ William said menacingly.
Gerard bit down on his lip and cast his eyes to the floor. He would rather be whipped than having to suck this bastard off.
„Time’s up…“ William enunciated the words clearly and his voice told Gerard that he was really angry now.
Dan looked over to William, and as their eyes met, William nodded shortly.
The smaller man handed the leash back to William and walked off in order to get the riding crop, while Gerard didn’t dare to move a single finger.
He felt tears welling up in his eyes, and shortly after they ran wet and hot down his cheeks, dripping onto his thighs.
William didn’t notice, because Gerard had lowered his head, so all he could see were the raven locks of hair, that seemed to have gone down flat, the moment William had told him how he should apologise.
Moments like these were the most difficult for William, he had to keep his hard stance though, after all they were earning money right now, he was doing it for all three of them, Gerard would maybe thank him once he’d hold those greens in hand, right?
William thought about checking the comment section, to see what the general tenor was. This would be a good way to give the responsibility out of his hands.
„You stay!“ He barked, pointing a finger at the still kneeling and motionless Gerard who cried unseen tears of fear and self pity. William dropped the leash, walking to the back where they had set up the laptop.
William had to smile as the number of views on their stream caught his eye, it was already the double amount from last time, even though they hadn’t even started yet! People really seemed to dig their shows, he thought with pride in his chest.
Even if he would hurt Gerard today, he would buy him something nice tomorrow, and make it up to him he figured, but now he had to earn it first…
William’s eyes darted over the comment section reading this and that. Most people were pretty turned on by their power play as a warm-up, and now expectantly waited for the main course.
Others were complaining William was too soft with his disobedient little whore and that he should have forced him to blow the camera dude.
All in all, there wasn’t a single concerned voice among the commenters, obviously it was the wrong website for that…
William felt relieve rise in him, those comments made him feel better with what they were doing to Gerard, and after all it wasn’t as if Gerard saw a cock for the first time in his life. Maybe it was time to stop treating him like a princess.
Self assured he walked back over to the spot he had left Gerard, pleased to see him not having moved a bit. The only change was that Dan, who had gotten hold of the riding crop, was now standing next to Gerard, teasingly stroking his naked back with it.
William would bet that keeping still was a huge effort for him, but obviously he wanted to show him his obedience, in order to get away with a lighter punishment. Well, he wasn’t having that.
„So my pet, I think it’s time for your punishment, Dan, go ahead, I’ll be filming.“ William announced and grabbed the steady cam ready to film. „Twenty should be enough D.“ William whispered in the other man’s ear.
Dan nodded shortly and bent down to Gerard, „Hope you’ll enjoy it, ‘cause I surely will, and don’t think I’ll go easy on you, whore.“ Gerard ducked his head further away from the nasty words which were hissed at him, he couldn’t stand to see Dan’s grin or feel the other man’s breath on his skin.
A second later Dan stood up again and Gerard felt the first burning sting on his back and he bit down on his clenched fist to stop himself from screaming out loud.
Then the next and the next, he endured them crouched over and tensed up, whimpering, tears were falling and the only noises were the crisp sounds of the crop smacking down on flesh and Dan’s wheezing as he put all his strength in hurting him the most he could.
William walked around the two of them, the steady cam in hand, zooming in and out on Gerard’s marred back and anguished face, dropping comments or an encouraging word towards Dan. Gerard tried to block out his presence as good as he could…
The blows seemed to come faster and faster, and Gerard just couldn’t take it anymore. He tried to crawl away, but was yanked back again by the leash, making him cough and his eyeballs roll inside his skull.
„Where do you think you’re going, bitch.“ Dan snarled at the shivering mess before him, the pleasure in his voice unmistakable.
„Maybe if you beg me, I’ll stop.“ Dan smirked, he knew he had only three blows left, but he liked to make Gerard believe it was at his mercy how much longer this punishment would take. He wanted to hear him beg, this would give him the satisfaction he needed.
„Y-you w-wish“ Gerard pressed through clenched teeth, he wouldn’t beg Dan ever, even if his back felt like it was cut open with a razor by now. Still they hadn’t taken away all of his pride, but to be honest, much wasn’t left anymore.
„You little shit…“ Dan growled and continued the slaps, this time more uncontrolled, so Gerard had to cover his head with his arms.
„Alright, alright that’s enough Dan.“ William had to stop the fuming Dan once again and meticulously indignant the other man lowered the arm with the black riding crop.
Gerard dropped to his side, panting, shaking, still looking boldly into Dan’s dark and narrowed eyes.
In Gerard’s mind, he had won. He had refused to blow Dan and endured the whipping without pleading the man to stop. Even though he was powerless in this situation he had still chosen his own way.
„You don’t think we’re already finished, right?“ William spoke to Gerard, who had slowly scrambled into a sitting position again, grimacing as felt the pain spread through his body.
„No…“ Gerard answered tonelessly and hung his head fearfully.
„You’re still going to suck him off.“ William grinned, walked over and turned Gerard’s hands on his back quickly, cuffing them tightly and forcing him on his knees again.
„Wait, what?! I thought you said I had the choice?!“ Gerard screamed in panic, trashing against the grip at the leash.
„No, I just said, that if you didn’t get onto it in a minute he’s going to whip you. But nobody said anything about you having the chance to choose between those two things.“
As Gerard opened his mouth again to protest, William grabbed his tearstained face harshly, pressing his fingers in Gerard’s cheek, forcing him to look at him. „Do it, or I’ll pay a certain someone a visit later. You wouldn’t want that to happen, right? Or are you a selfish little bitch, Gee?“
Gerard shook his head in defeat. Fresh tears welling up, he knew he had to obey this time.
Dan seemed to be already hard just from humiliating Gerard and with a swift move he pulled his cock out of his boxers, stepping in front of the kneeling man, who was held up in a sitting position by the restriction of the leash in William’s hands.
„Open up, Gee…“ Dan purred with satisfaction, taking the leash from William’s hands and pulling harshly, so Gerard’s face was only an inch away from his hardened cock.
Gerard closed his teary eyes shut and opened his slightly chapped lips slowly, he didn’t have to wait for long until he felt the pulsing member being shoved in his mouth, rubbing across his tongue.
He couldn’t suppress a gagging sound out of disgust, his body convulsed and his hair were standing on end at the intrusion.
„There, there..“ Dan snickered and patted Gerard’s head, pulling tighter on the leash until the head of his dick hit Gerard’s dry throat.
Gerard heard Dan moan obscenely and felt already so dirty and used he just wished to die right here and now.
„How about you use your mouth properly, bitch- start sucking!“ Dan ordered threateningly and smacked Gerard’s head shortly, making the kneeling man cringe.
Gerard closed his lips unwillingly around Dan’s cock and started unenthusiastically bobbing his head back and forth, emitting tiny whimpering noises in the process.
„Do it better!“ Dan growled and tugged harshly at the leash.
Gerard choked slightly as Dan’s cock blocked his windpipe and he nodded his head forcefully until Dan pulled back again and he frowned as he started again, this time the best he could.
Dan seemed to be satisfied and didn’t complain for the next few minutes until another voice cut in.
„Spread your legs, Gee, I’m going to prep you now.“ William said and put the camera back on it’s tripod, his hands on Gerard’s thighs, shoving them a bit further apart.
Gerard just made an incoherent sound, but complied. He felt gel being spread around and on his hole and two fingers pushing inside him, curling inside him and scissoring him open quickly.
His ass burned as a rubber like item was shoved into him too fast, and made him yelp out as William started to move it even deeper until he felt pretty filled up and hurting.
„That’s hot, Gee“ William moaned and slapped his ass cheek playfully, making Gerard flinch, pressing him deeper onto Dan’s cock.
„Your ass can just take anything it seems. And now I’ve got a nice idea…“ William grinned and stripped his pants off, joining Dan and pumping his cock lively.
„Over here!“ William ordered and Gerard knew what he had to do. With a wet noise he pulled off Dan’s cock, swallowing William’s instead. The two men kept sharing Gerard’s mouth, tugging at the leash or his hair, to tell him which one was next. Gradually Gerard’s jaw started to hurt like a bitch and saliva dripped down his chin, his tears still hadn’t stopped falling and he just hoped it would be over soon.
As William pulled away and walked off Gerard was more than glad, but was immediately guided back to Dan’s cock again. Noises of displeasure and exhaustion emitted from him just very reluctantly he kept sucking.
„Let’s move to the couch, D.“ William ordered and slowly Dan pulled out of Gerard’s mouth and tugged on the leash showing him to follow behind. With almost numb legs Gerard came to his feet and felt that walking was amazingly inconvenient with whatever was stuck in his hole…
„Just like last time, Gee. Bend down over the backrest and stick your ass up.“ William offered and pulled his shirt over his head.
„Can..c-can I have something to drink, please?“ Gerard asked intimidated and with a wrecked voice as he stood in front of the couch and glanced quickly over to William. His throat was dry and aching after the excessively use of his mouth.
„Sure, honey“ William’s furrowed brow had even out again as the awaited plea for mercy hadn’t come from Gerard’s lips like he had thought.
William headed over to the kitchen and came back with another two miniature-bottles of absolut vodka.
He unscrewed the lid and Gerard looked surprised and unwilling, after all he hadn’t asked for alcohol directly.
„What, not good enough for you?“ William snickered as he took in Gerard’s confused look.
„No, it’s just… nothing.“ Gerard swallowed and tilted his head a bit, letting William pour the liquor down his throat. Gerard grimaced and coughed, but William had unscrewed the next bottle already, helping Gerard to it as well.
„Good boy, now get on the couch.“ William purred and pushed the small of Gerard’s back slightly, nice enough to not come across one of the many welts that covered the pale man’s back.
Gerard wiggled into the same position like last time and took a deep breath, bracing himself of what was to come.
Dan who had played with himself in Gerard’s absence, placed himself in front of his face again, holding his cock out, the steady cam in his other hand, smirking down on Gerard, who regretted looking up to him deeply.
„And action“ William grinned and moved behind Gerard’s spread legs, pulling the item out of his stuffed hole, that already had accustomed to the object placed inside and so it just stung a little as William removed the dildo.
„Beautiful baby“ William moaned at the sight of Gerard’s red and gaping hole, ready to be filled up again.
He spit into the palm of his hand, slicking up his cock and rubbed a bit of the saliva left over Gerard’s entrance, who flinched and whimpered fearfully.
„There you go, baby“ William smirked as he guided the tip of his cock into Gerard’s shivering body, spreading him even more for he was bigger than the toy.
Gerard groaned loudly and shut his eyes close, William hadn’t given him time to adjust but moved right away and Dan pulled on the leash again, forcing his cock back inside Gerard’s mouth.
„Look so good with all of your holes stuffed properly, Gee. Can’t get enough of that sight…“William praised and slammed his cock in Gerard’s stretched hole over and over gripping down on his cheeks hard while Dan didn’t give him an easier time with fucking his mouth.
The only good thing that Gerard could find about this situation was that the alcohol finally kicked in and he felt everything a little less painful or real. His lips became sloppier and his sight was swimming, he didn’t felt the slaps he took from Dan, who wanted to urge him to a better performance.
Gerard just let out a muffled giggle at the angry face Dan pulled and was cheeky enough to move his hips in the right position for William to aim at his prostate.
Why shouldn’t he at least try to enjoy it, he thought and hummed appreciatively as William penetrated him the right way, the pain wasn’t there anymore and the vibrations from his throat seemed to please Dan immensely.
William of course noticed the change in Gerard’s behaviour and let his hand wander down to Gerard’s crotch. As he felt the raging boner beneath the black fabric he ripped the jockstraps off joyfully so they pooled around Gerard’s knees.
Finally Gerard was being reasonable!
William decided to make him cum when he was finished, and he felt like that could be any second, especially after feeling Gerard’s hole clenching around his erection with anticipation. He’d give him four shots straight before every shoot from now on, he decided happily.
„I’m gonna fill your little hole up real good babe“ William moaned, sweat forming on his forehead as he thrusted steadily in Gerard’s responsive asshole, throwing his head back and closing his eyes as he came long and hard. His hips stuttered and he gripped tighter to Gerard’s hip bones, the man below him moaning louder now after the thrusts had been coming that forceful he felt like he would burst any second.
As William pulled out of Gerard’s used pink hole, cum was dripping thickly from Gerard, making it’s way slowly down to his hardened balls, and William thought he hadn’t seen something so beautiful in ages.
He made sure to focus the camera on this scene and as he watched it through the camera lens he felt his cock twitch again. Maybe he should fuck him once more?
Dan came over, his cock looking spent as well and he gestured William to follow.
Both men walked back to the couch where the exhausted body was still draped over the back rest with spread legs.
Gerard’s face had spurts of cum over it, his breathing was shallow and parts of his tousled hair was sticking to his sweaty forehead. He had his eyes closed, emphasising his beautiful dark lashes and the pink eyelids. He looked so spent and so beautiful at the same time.
„So, Gee, do you want to cum as well?“ William asked teasingly and aimed the camera on him.
Gerard stirred and his eyelids fluttered as he opened his eyes. His swollen and cum stained lips trembled and as he looked William into the eyes he felt his cock hard and throbbing between his legs.
Notes
There will be a few chapters until the story is finally finished, stay tuned, and maybe leave me a nice comment, would really make my day :*!!
@Gee'sCLUELESSgirl!
Hey, thanks a lot for reading :D Yepp that's true, anything needs to end at a certain point. Haha I know, it's a pretty fucked up relationship to be honest, well I hope you'll like the end though :* I'll give my best! <3
@Originality-At-Its-Finest
Hi there! Thanks for reading and leaving your opinion on this! Yeah it could get to a critical point with this secret between Mikey and Frank, that's for sure. I hope you'll like my ending though. :)
I'm fine actually, bit of stress at the moment, but that's okey. Hope you're good as well! <3
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