Gerard had placed himself gingerly next to Frank, who had followed his every move with hawk’s eyes. He kept his distance, he wanted to avoid skin contact as long as he could.
After all Gerard wasn’t snuggling up to his loving boyfriend in hopes for cuddles and kisses, no, he was awaiting violent hands, and violent actions. He didn’t want to look at Frank, who still eyed him up from head to toe, so he buried his head in his crossed arms, shutting everything out as good as possible.

Gerard’s body was somewhat unique, Frank had to admit. It made him shudder with lust to watch the thick but smooth body, sprawled next to him. The most outstanding thing about him was definitely his pale and tender skin, which gave him a ghostly glow in contrast to the dark sheets of the bed. There were no moles, no unwanted hair, no scars, not a single unpleasant distraction for the eyes which would marvel up and down the dark haired man’s body. All of this made him seem pure and free from any sin, although Frank knew that the exact opposite was true. He extended his coloured arm to follow the now concave curve of Gerard’s spine, prolonging it to trace his fingers over the welts and bruises he gave him this morning.
He felt the other man’s body stiffen beneath his touch, as he continued to stroke the damaged areas. Whit out any problems he could clearly count the welts, imprinted on Gerard’s flesh. Ten purple and scarlet streaks. Beautiful, he thought to himself.
As if electric sparks were biting his fingertips, each time he would touch Gerard, Frank felt his body getting loaded with pulsing energy, his sex drive back in the game. It wasn’t in the same way as before though, there wasn’t this strong feeling of wrath against his cheating boyfriend, not anymore, that anger had subsided as he noticed Gerard’s now obedient behaviour. He felt his chest swell with a dark pride that he dominated him again, he made him stay in the house, and took control.
He couldn’t wait any longer, he wanted to be closer, he wanted to take Gerard fully, invade him. The tight skinny jeans and sweatshirt that clung to his body, were the only barriers between his wish and him now.
Frank pulled his dark V-neck over his head and dropped it carelessly to the floor, revealing his toned and tattooed torso. Normally Gerard would instantly get lost in his tattoos, even if he had seen them a hundred times before. He would trace his fingers over the swallow’s tails and smile crookedly, awaiting the following act of intimacy eagerly.
But Gerard couldn’t see his naked and aroused boyfriend next to him,he was still hiding his face in his arms. The only movement he made were the evenly breaths of air, which made his chest go up and down, his legs were spread lightly.
Frank had to smile as he took in his posture. Gerard had subdued to him completely, waiting for him whatever he wanted to do, he clearly wouldn’t subject anymore. Frank got on all fours and crawled on top of Gerard, the inside of his thighs brushing against Gerard’s hips, while his hands rested next to the other man’s chest. Frank lowered his body a bit more so his tongue could trace the lines where Gerard’s shoulder blades emerged and grazed his teeth over them lightly. Even though the body beneath him stiffened again, he could hear a small groan, muffled through Gerard’s fortress of crossed arms.

The next day Gerard woke up in the small guest room again. His body was sore and aching and he didn’t feel like getting up at all. This time he was glad about sleeping separately though, he felt safer and didn’t want to be touched by Frank. Gerard moved his hurting body from his back to his right side, his black hair falling in his eyes, adding some darkness to the already lit room, now facing the door. As he heard footsteps outside the door, he panicked for a short moment, but decided quickly to act as if he was sleeping. He closed his eyes immediately and opened his mouth a bit, breathing lightly.
In the next second the door was opened and he heard the footsteps coming closer to his bed, making the wooden floor boards creak with every step. He prayed to god that Frank would just let him be once, and wouldn’t force him again to whatever he wanted to do…Gerard felt the bed dip and a warm body near him. „Gerard?“ Frank spoke calmly. „Hey, Gee?“ Gerard felt Frank’s arm on his shoulder, shaking him softly. „Huh…Guess you’re fast asleep, little sleepyhead.“ He flinched almost, as he felt a warm hand caress his cheek, moving further to his hair, and stroking him tenderly. What was going on here? Why was Frank being so nice all of a sudden? „I’m sorry for yesterday.“ He heard Franks voice say in a hushed tone, close to his ear. „ I didn’t mean to be that harsh with you, you know, when I found out again, and when Mikey asked you to leave..oh and the sex, of course. I know this excuse is in vain, because you’re sleeping and that doesn’t make the things easier or less painful for you, but I had to get it off my soul, really.“ Frank ended with a small sigh. „And I know I’m being too jealous lately, but what can I do? You have cheated and obviously would do it again and again… just show me once, that you love me, that I’m still important to you. Not because I make you do something, but because you want to do it for me.“ Frank’s voice sounded sad and thick with emotion, Gerard already considered to open his eyes, but then Frank would’ve known he had just been acting-„I miss us being a real couple so much Gerard, I just am your master, so I don’t fall apart completely, it gives me the feeling that I’ve got at least a tiny little bit importance in your life, a little bit of control. One day we’ll find back together again, one day you’ll understand“ and then Gerard felt warm and soft lips on his cheek, pressing onto him in a sweet kiss.
All of this was over within seconds and Gerard was left behind alone again and totally dumbstruck. What the fuck was going on? It almost seemed to him, that Frank had some kind of double personality. A good and a bad Frank, fighting each other in one body for control. He opened his eyes quickly, furrowed his brow and touched the spot where Frank had kissed him.
Gerard wasn’t so sure he wanted to do anything nice for Frank in the near future, yesterday had just been too much. Maybe when his bruises were healed, and his body wasn’t sore anymore, he could pretend everything was fine and think about something special, but there was no way this would be happening now.
Memories of yesterday night flashed before his eyes, precise pictures, one by one. Frank’s angry face as he punched him in the stomach, the forced kiss in the kitchen, Mikey’s ashamed look as he left, and then nothing but darkness. The darkness he had chosen as he had buried his head in his arms, while he was laying sprawled out on the bed, waiting for Frank’s touch. He could still feel the strong hand gripping his shoulder while two fingers of the other one were already inserted in his hole, stretching him fast and somewhat efficient, the pain had been there anyways. The first thrust had been the hardest to take, it always was.
Gerard thought about the strange sensation of feeling Frank’s hard and slicked up cock line up and pushing his way inside him. He had groaned a bit desperately and had squeezed his eyes shut while biting his lip, maybe a little too hard, it hadn’t bled but it had been throbbing strongly for the next hour. Frank’s reaction had been a throaty, lustful moan, as he had entered him completely, his cock buried inside him deeply.
Gerard felt goosebumps creep all over his body as he got lost in the memory, he wrapped his arms around himself and pulled his legs to his chest a bit.
Frank hadn’t been brutal last night, but he hadn’t been too careful either, he was chasing his pleasure reminding Gerard now and then about his misbehaviour and how he deserved all of this.
This had probably been the hardest part for him, Frank’s dominant grip at his collar while he fucked him, reminding him of his recent status of being his slave. Gerard felt his face heat up, and he gritted his teeth, how should he be able to show Frank his love if he was reduced to being a slave, just a body for his pleasures. A body to be beaten and dragged across the whole house, to be abandoned as soon as Frank had climaxed and pulled out. They weren’t equal right now and love could never bloom from pure dependency or control.
Too many thoughts kept flooding his head, so he decided to just stop thinking and get up from bed. Of course his body was hurting, especially while walking, so he headed for the bathroom and started to fumble in the many drawers looking for the pain killers he knew were there.
As he finally found them he poured three pills into his palm and swallowed them quickly, three of them, he knew, would be enough to relieve his lower back from the pain within the next half hour and throughout the day. He closed the drawers and looked up, suddenly getting aware of his own reflection in the bathroom mirror. The stress he had had in the last few days clearly showing. There were dark purple and red circles under his eyes, which made him look like he hadn’t slept for days, his black hair was messy, and hanging into his eyes, his normally round face looked much more defined and edgy, for he didn’t eat that much at all.
Gerard huffed a little as he climbed on the broad rail of the bathtub, which was opposite to the washing basin and the mirror. Up there he had a better look at himself, curiously he turned around and pushed his boxers down to his knees. His eyes widened at the sight before him and he gasped as he took in his black and purple backside. His pale skin was littered with welts from the morning before, no wonder he had problems walking… Gerard felt anger wash over him, he pulled his boxers up quickly and turned around again, now facing the top of the cupboard. Even though it was pretty dusty up there he leaned over and gripped tight while hanging his head between his arms, just to hold onto something. He had a deep frown plastered onto his face, Gerard was so mad about the things Frank did to him, and really mad at himself for being so weak and dependent. „Fuck you!“ he yelled angrily and punched the cupboard’s top side with force. Suddenly there was a small metallic sound as something fell to the bathroom floor. He opened his eyes and carefully climbed down from the tub, kneeling down on the floor to look for the mysterious object. He saw something tiny and dark beneath the cupboards and reached out for it. As his hand wrapped around the small metallic object his heart almost stopped. Gerard knew what it was, and why it was hidden at all. It was a tiny black key, the key to his collar.
A thousand thoughts were buzzing through his head. Should he unlock it? Frank wouldn’t find him if he unlocked it. He could go out pretending to have a smoke, then drop it behind the house and leave. But he couldn’t just leave, all of his things were here, besides Frank told him if he wanted to leave he could. The only thing that trapped him here wasn’t the collar but his dependency. Anyways, he could sneak out over the day and Frank wouldn’t notice at all, have a little of his freedom back, just for the fuck of it. Maybe if William hadn’t been such an asshole last time he’d seen him they could’ve meet up again. Some pleasurable human contact would really be a nice change for once, he could… „What’s up with you there on the floor?“ a harsh voice cut through the silence and Gerard jumped.
„…I…I uh I fell down, the floor was a bit slippery“ I stuttered and turned around slowly to face Frank, who stood in the door with his arms crossed, I tried my best to hide the small key behind my back. „Are you sure? Because I didn’t hear a loud thud but some other noises. Some yelling and something else.“ his eyes narrowed and he stepped closer to me. „What’s behind your back?“ „What?“ I quickly stuck the key in the waistband of my boxers and hoped it wouldn’t fall to the floor at my movements. I showed my empty hands to Frank, who still had a sceptical look on his face.
„Come here, babe.“ Frank said with an unreadable expression and held his hand out to me to pull me up from the floor, I swallowed heavily but took it. He gently pulled me up and wrapped his arms around my waist as he buried his face in my neck, littering it with soft kisses. „You know Gerard, you’re a really bad liar, and I always know if there’s something fishy with you“ Frank breathed against my neck while his hands left my waist and gripped my hips so hard it hurt and made me wince slightly. „You can either hand me the key and apologise to me, I won’t be that mad at you if you do.“ he pressed warm open mouthed kisses to my collarbones and cheek, while still holding me in place harshly. „Or you can be extremely stupid and continue with your lie, then I’ll have to punish you again, and this won’t be too nice, my love.“ As he ended my tense body was covered in goosebumps and I closed my eyes, a pained expression on my face. „Oh, poor Gee“ Frank cooed, „I’m always one step ahead, ain’t I?“ he let go of my body and stepped back, his hand locking with mine. „So?“ he pressed, and squeezed my hand a little. At this point I knew I had lost, so I slid my hand behind my back and grabbed the small key, hidden in my boxers. I handed it to Frank with my head down. „I’m sorry, Sir.“ I mumbled timidly, fearing his next move.
„You should be. I’m sure you had already some nice plans to fool me, right?“ Frank gripped my chin and tilted my head so I had to look him straight in his angry eyes. „Sneaking out without me knowing, meeting William for sure“ he rolled the name off his tongue pronouncing every letter, I blushed hard and bit my lip, feeling the urge to run, run and never come back. Frank’s jaw tightened as he saw his assumptions confirmed by my reaction, and in the next second there was a crisp noise ringing through the small bathroom. I tried to suppress a groan as I clutched my cheek with one hand, gritting my teeth together at the burning pain. „You really make me hate you, Gerard.“ Frank spat at me and turned around on his heels, switching the lights off and slamming the door behind him, so I’m left in the pitch black bathroom.
Even though Frank had been violent again, I feel remorse pulsing through me and I rush out of the room, finding Frank sitting on the bed, his head hanging low twisting and turning the small black key with his fingers.
As I storm into the room Frank looks up and I can see that his eyes are red and moist. „Frankie, I’m sorry!“ I exclaim with a pained expression and pounce on him, straddling his waist as I pin a very surprised Frank to the bed. „I’m sorry, I’m sorry I hid the key from you, I’m sorry I wanted to sneak out…please don’t be sad!“ I take his head in my hands and kiss him urgently, sliding my tongue into his mouth, and feeling relief wash over me that he lets me. We kiss heatedly, only pulling apart for air and more whispered sorrys from me.
„Frank, let us be normal just for a while, let us be a normal couple“ I pleaded with watery eyes as I continually kissed his face while resting above him. „I’d like that too, Gee.“ Frank mumbled in a hurt and small voice, nothing like before. „Then let me make you feel good babe, okey?“ I breathed, as I kissed his now closed eyelids softly, my hands roaming his tense body. „What do you m-“ „shhh- just let me show you“ I said as I put a finger on his lips to silence him. „Just close your eyes and relax a bit, I’ll promise I’ll make you feel so good babe…“ and then I pulled his shirt above his head, so I could plant soft wet kisses all over his chest, teasing his nipples lightly with the tip of my tongue, while fumbling with his belt. It seemed as if Frank wanted to say something once or twice, his face a mixture of pleasure and protest, but he never spoke up.
As I pull down his tight skinny jeans I notice he isn’t wearing any underwear and a crooked smile breaks out on my face. His cock is already hard and leaking precum, and I feel the need to sink my mouth over it and swirl my tongue over the top, but I don’t want to rush things, especially when I’m the leading part for once, so I just get rid of my shirt and pants quickly and crawl back on top of him, kissing him deeply while I cup his face. Frank’s moans drive my crazy and I grind my crotch in his, our dicks rubbing together and giving us the much needed friction. I feel Frank getting a bit impatient and I decide to trace my kisses down south. As I reach his dick I lick a stripe over the head, which makes Frank shudder and groan, as his hand gets tangled in my hair, pressing my face down on his length. „Oh god Gee, that’s so hot, I love watching you suck my dick, take it all in babe…“ he groaned and bucked up as he closed his eyes again. I struggle at first as he pushes his full length inside my mouth, but after a while I adjust and blow him hard and messy, the gaging noises can’t be helped. I feel Frank getting closer and closer, as he still has his fingers tangled in my hair, moaning in pleasure, but I have other plans with him now, and pull off.
Frank let’s out a disappointed whine as the wet heat of my mouth is gone, looking confused, but I smirk at him and push his legs to his chest and diving down again to circle his hole with my tongue. I hear him make surprised gasps at first, which soon turn into moans and groans as his hands fist the sheets tightly.
„How does it feel, Frankie“ I ask as I look up to him through long lashes. „G..Good..damn…ugh!“ he screams out as I push my finger inside his ass, sliding it in and out and quickly adding a second one. While my fingers are working him open I move my face to his balls and press it onto them. I love the feeling of his balls and the shaft of his cock all over my face and I lick and suck on everything I reach while speeding up the movement of my fingers to a point where Frank comes totally undone beneath me.
I know I have to slow down a bit, otherwise the fun will be over far too soon, so I remove my face from his crotch and position myself between his legs which are still pushed up to his chest. „Now relax baby, I’m gonna put it in“ I tell him while spitting in the palm of my hand to slick my rock hard and throbbing erection up. „Be gentle okay Gee… I haven’t bottomed for ages“ Frank grips my arm to get my whole attention and looks at me with fearful eyes. „Of course I will, babe“ I coo at him, but in the same moment nasty thoughts flood my head. Did Frank show me any mercy last night, let alone care for my wellbeing or pleasure? No, not at all. He rather punished me with his cock, forced himself on me, when I really didn’t want to be touched by him. I have to think about the painkillers I had to take just minutes before and the anger I felt against him and his methods. Why shouldn’t I have my revenge on him? I push inside him harder than I planned, I feel his muscles giving way to the intrusion and I slide inside him, bucking my hips up until the last inch of my length is buried inside him.
„Ahh fuck Gerard! I told you to go slow!“ Frank let out a pained scream and his grip on my arm has gotten harder, his nails biting my flesh, while his other hand is placed on my lower body trying to push me off him. „I’m sorry Frankie, but I got carried away, you’re so hot when you’re lying there with your legs spread so far apart, your hole stretched and ready for me. I couldn’t resist.“ I tell him with a light smirk on my face and start to kiss his neck softly.
„Yeah whatever, just slow down now“ he groaned and his grip loosened around my arm. I hummed in approval and started to move, and damn it felt like heaven, Frank’s tight hole wrapped around my cock, his cute face that scrunched up with every thrust he took, being the top was amazing. After a while I started to tease him with pulling out all the way until his body jerked at the sudden loss, then pushed back in as far as possible, which always ended with half screamed „oh fucks“ and „oh my gods“ from Frank. „Gerard…you’re killing me with this“ Frank groaned as I had done it several times. „Would you prefer something else, babe?“ I smirked at him while pushing a dark strand of hair out of his heated face. He nodded with closed eyes, almost reduced to despair. „How about this…“ and I gripped both of his wrists, pinning them over his head while connecting our lips and pounding into him relentlessly. We exchanged hard and biting kisses, filled with pure lust and slightly pained noises when I’ve gone too far with Frank, but they turned soon into moans again.
I felt myself getting closer and closer so I let go of Frank’s wrists, to stroke his cock, which was already leaking so much precum, there was a small puddle of it on his stomach. „Mmmhh Gee…“ he groaned at the contact and dropped his head to the side while biting his lip. „Oh fuck Frankie…I love to fuck your cute ass, you’re so fine babe..“ I felt the familiar heat rise up in my lower body as my thrusts got sloppier but harder. And then I came hard and intense in Frank’s ass, my pulsing cock filling him up with all I got. I was riding my orgasm out with closed eyes, enjoying every bit of it, until I finally dropped myself on his chest, twitching through the aftershocks, still I didn’t want to pull out. His chest was all sticky and Frank was breathing heavily too, so I guess he just came when I was too far gone to notice.

„Frank…?“ I croaked. „Hmmm?“ „Did I make you feel good?“ „Yeah babe…you did well“ Frank said and kissed my slightly sweaty forehead. „Good.“ I said with a smile in my voice and drifted off.

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