Whatever It Takes

Frank had disappeared upstairs since Gerard and Mikey had entered the kitchen, he practically jumped upstairs, always taking three steps at a time.
He rushed into their bedroom, kicked the door shut and dropped himself on the bed.
Damn that was close, Mikey could have seen everything he would have had in mind to do to Gerard.
In fact he would have done a lot of things to him. At the moment he had freed Gerard from his pants he would have inserted his saliva slicked up fingers and stretched him hard and merciless while choking his disobedient boyfriend to keep him busy. Gerard would have tried to free his neck from Frank's tight grip with both hands so he wouldn't have had another hand to remove Frank's fingers with.
Frank knew that even with one hand he could’ve stopped Gerard's hopeless attempts to fight back, that kick he had received had been nothing more but luck, caused by his own carelessness for a second.
Frank shifted uneasily on the bed at the thoughts of getting Gerard ready for him, which aroused him and sent waves of desire and warmth through his body.
He felt his erection pulsing and growing at the thought of the forced sexual act he had almost committed, the frightened look on Gerards face and the power he had over the other man…

Through all the years they’ve been together Frank couldn't have found such feelings towards him, but now...now was different. Gerard's cheating had changed a lot, besides breaking his heart. He felt the urge and the lust to humiliate and punish the man who played him. Especially after his repeatedly interaction with this cheap whore, William.
Frank undid his fly and his hand slid inside his boxers, getting a grip around his hard cock. He bit down on his lip and started to stroke it slowly but pleasureful.
He wondered if he even could've gotten it up, to do what he intended to do to Gerard. They had horsed around as foreplay sometimes, playfully wrestled in the garden or in their bed for fun, until Gerard would've given up and subdued to Frank. But to really take someone with violence was a whole different story.
He guessed it wouldn't have been so much different though.
Frank pictured Gerard underneath him, his hand still wrapped around the other man's throat, kneeling between his opened legs as his now sticky fingers would leave Gerard's body.
They would’ve traveled to his own pants then and pull them down to his knees while spitting on his by now hard and leaking cock.
Gerard would've trashed around a bit more because he knew what would be coming now, he would’ve been in so much fear, maybe he would’ve started to cry again and choke out a few words to make him stop, but he would've smiled viciously and slid into the other male.

Frank thought about the face Gerard would pull at the invasion of his body, probably gritting his teeth and shutting his eyes tightly, and of the tight and warm sensation his boyfriends body would hold for him. Frank felt his heartbeat pick up as he pictured the scene, while moving his hand faster up and down his pulsing member, he moaned hoarsely and closed his eyes.
Frank would've fucked his disobedient little slut as long as he liked, he would have held Gerard’s hands down after he was fully inside him, or would've gotten a tight grip at the collar, who knows, he would've found his ways to make his boyfriend stay in place until he'd finished.
Maybe he would've pulled out in the last seconds before his orgasm and get himself off directly into Gerard's face. That would be even better he mused. Gerard hated it when Frank's cum got into his face. He found it degrading and unnecessary, and he would hardly do it, besides when they showered together and he wanted to please Frank.

At the thought of relieving himself directly into his boyfriends face against his will, Frank felt himself climax, and shortly after the sticky white ropes covered his shirt and hand.
He laid there in absolute silence, breathing deeply while his former rapid heartbeat started to slow down again. He realised that even though he just came, he didn’t feel satisfied at all, instead Frank felt an unknown disturbance pulsing through his body, which screamed for more.
He knew what his body ached for, and he could only relieve this ache if he threw their nosy visitor out of the house right now.
Frank got up from bed and headed into the bathroom to clean himself up and splash some water into his heated face. After he changed into a clean shirt he decided to join the brothers in the kitchen and usher the younger one out of his house, Gerard would stay…
He had to be careful with Mikey though, he didn’t want him to become suspicious of anything nasty going on between him and Gee. Mikey could be very protective sometimes, even though he was the younger one of the Way brothers. Maybe this had to do with Gerard’s partially effeminate behaviour, who knows.
Frank made his way down the stairs and swung the kitchen door open, through which he could hear Gerard’s nasal and edgy voice talking. The conversation died down immediately as Mikey and Gerard spotted him in the door frame. Two pairs of eyes rested on Frank, Mikey’s warily stare, and Gerard’s alarmed ones.
„Hey- how’s it going guys?“ Frank asked with a smile, acting the innocent, while taking a seat next to Mikey.
„Good…?“ I answered a bit timidly, I would have loved to continue my chat with Mikey in private, but with Frank here I didn’t know what to say and couldn’t make him leave either.
„Gerard just told me about the affair he had, I’m so sorry for you Frank.“ At the word ‚affair’ I felt myself blush and I lowered my eyes to escape Frank’s look. „I hope you two can find a way to sort things out, he is really sorry, he told me.“ Mikey’s eyes darted over to me, and he placed his hand on my shoulder, giving me a reassuring squeeze.
„Oh, I bet he is- (or will be…)“ ,Frank stated. The last few words were no more than a whisper but found their way to my ears. I swallowed hard and felt the fear rise in my chest, the fear that Frank would do something to me as soon as Mikey would leave the house. A short and killing glance from him and I knew that I was right. As much as I had hoped Frank would’ve calmed down upstairs on his own, I saw now that I wouldn’t be spared his revenge.

„Listen Frank, I thought about giving you two a little time-out from each other, maybe Gerard could come with me for a couple days and you both would have a little time to think about everything, sort out your feelings or whatever you need. I just have the impression, both of you aren’t feeling that well sticking together that much after… you know… What do you say?“ Mikey ended hopefully and looked from me to Frank.

My eyes lit up at his proposal and I already opened my mouth to thankfully accept his offer, when Frank chimed in hastily „Wow, Mikey, that’s a real kind offer, but I think it’s best Gee and I talk a bit in private about it, right?!“ he shot me a meaningful look and motioned to the door.
„Well…yeah, right…“ I muttered and got up from my place to join Frank, who was already on his feet.
„Okey, don’t take too long, I got a two hour drive back home, you guys!“ Mikey winked at us and slouched back in his seat.
„We’ll be right back“ Frank offered all too nicely and closed the door behind us on our way out into the living room.

„Look Frank, I think this is-“ suddenly two strong hands grabbed me harshly on the collar and shirt. Frank’s face was too damn near and he hissed at me „Listen up fucker, you aren’t going anywhere!! You think you can leave me here while you’re with your brother, miles away, fucking every dude in sight?!“ I was so frightened by his sudden actions and harsh words I couldn’t get any noise out of me. „You need to be controlled and therefore you stay with me, got it?!“ he started to shake me violently. „B-but Frank, maybe a l-little distance would really- ugh!!“- I gasped for air, my face distorted by pain, Frank had kneed me into the stomach. I doubled over and sunk to my knees. wrapping my arms protectively around my hurting body.
„No, slut. And that’s my last word! You’re going to get back into the kitchen and decline politely, tell Mikey we’ll work things out!“
I coughed a couple times and felt my eyes getting wet, while Frank towered above me. „Did you hear me or what??“ Frank grabbed my hair and bent my head harshly to face him. I whimpered and tried to blink my tears away, I was so afraid he would hurt me again, but he certainly couldn’t punch me in the face with Mikey being next door.
„Ye…yeah-h..I’ll tell h-him…“ I sniffed and bit my lip to stop it from quivering, looking into Frank’s deadly cold eyes.
„Good. And when you’re done explaining, you’re going to kiss me. You have to make it good so he’ll believe it. Not just a small peck, a real kiss. And don’t you dare start crying in there or you’ll regret it, I promise.“ Frank let go of my hair and pulled me up from the floor again. My whole body was shaking, and I still had a hunched stand, clutching my stomach with one hand. How should I survive the next ten minutes, how should I kiss this monster and make it look real?
„Smile! We’re going back in!“ Frank ordered and grabbed my arm to pull me along with him. Being forced to smile when you really could cry, hurt not just physically but mentally too. But if I didn’t act right it wouldn’t look too good for me either.

„Back again!“ Frank had put his fake smile on again, as he opened the door and sat down in front of Mikey, who obviously didn’t hear anything of our little "quarrel"…
I felt Frank’s elbow nudge into my side and I flinched a bit, I knew he wanted me to talk now.
I cleared my throat and Mikey looked at me with a small smile on his lips. „So, we talked a bit and I think it’s the best for us to just work our problems out together. You know, you can’t run from your problems, and I think we’re on a good path already to find back together. You really don’t need to worry Mikes.“ I forced a smile on my face and nodded my head to underline my statement.

„Gee, you’re not running from your problems, you’d just give each other a few days to think. Janine and I…“ „Sorry Mikey, but it’s really not necessary! I’m in love with Frank and I already planned something for this weekend anyways. So- everything’s fine.“ As I ended I felt Frank’s fingers grip my thigh forcefully, he wanted to remind me of the kiss. I closed my eyes and let out a shaky breath, then leaned over to him and fulfilled his command. I gave everything I had at this point, I let his tongue invade my mouth, moaned against him, I even brought one of my hands up and caressed his face with it. This was so fake and I didn’t feel anything but pain and embarrassment, I didn’t want my brother to watch this, I knew it was uncomfortable for him.

As Frank and I pulled apart I could see a slight hue of red on Mikey’s face. „Well, ok I got it“ he laughed bashfully and got up from his seat, fumbling around in his pockets. „I’ll gotta go now anyways, long drive home, yeah, uhm, but Gee, let’s meet for coffee on Wednesday, I’ll be in the city then.“
„Yeah sounds good!“ I answered and smiled, while I hugged him goodbye.
„Frank- take care!“ Mikey said and reached his hand out for him to shake it. „I will I will, be safe Mikes!“ Frank smiled back at him and waved a last goodbye. Then he was gone.


The door flew shut and they were alone again. Gerard stood close by the door, hanging his head so his dark hair covered his face. He knew Mikey had been his one and only chance to get away from Frank, still he didn’t seize it.
He didn’t move at all as he saw the motion through the corner of his eye. Frank stepped over to him, reaching out for Gerard’s arm. As his fingertips touched the other man’s uncovered forearm and caressed it smoothly, Gerard’s hair stood on end.
„Do it“ he whispered through clenched teeth. „I won’t fight back anymore.“
This seemed to put Frank off track. He hadn’t seen this coming, in fact he had already prepared himself for chasing Gerard around the house until he’d finally overpower him again and fulfil his fantasies from earlier…This was a different situation.
„How do you k-„
„How do I know what you want to do to me? Well it’s not that hard to figure it out after you already tried it before. Besides I read it in your eyes, they were screaming it at me.“ Gerard ended shakily and shot a disappointed and reproachful look at Frank.

The fingers that were softly caressing Gerard’s forearm stopped immediately and developed a tight grip around his wrist, which made him flinch.
„Then come“ Frank said coldly and pulled him upstairs. In fact Gerard didn’t need much pulling, he was walking bravely behind Frank, trying to calm himself with steady breaths, he would not be afraid, he would stand his ground.
Frank stepped into their bedroom and turned on the light switch, it was pitch black outside till now. He yanked harshly on Gerard’s arm and the other male stumbled into the room, yelping quietly in surprise, but catching his balance right in front of the bed. Frank closed the door and turned to Gerard, who made eye contact, watching cautiously. „Don’t look at me!“ he barked and Gerard lowered his stare abjectly to the floor.

The black haired man just stood there as his clothes were removed harshly by his angry master until nothing but the black collar touched his skin.
„I want you to shower and shave, you smell terrible, hurry up!“ Frank ordered sternly and dropped himself on the bed. Gerard had to use all his force to stop himself to talk back, who wouldn’t smell after a day like this, biting his underlip he went into the bathroom. He couldn’t take another beating and his situation was worse enough to be honest.
„Leave the door open!“
„K…“
„What was that?“
„Nothing, I mean yes, Sir!“
„Good. I’m watching you.“
Gerard stepped into the shower and waited for the water to heat up properly. He let his mind wander and think of all the action he got today. Altogether this had been the longest day ever, the beating, the useless hunt for the package, his meet up with William, the post office, returning home, Mikey, half of those events seemed to be days and days away. But they just have happened hours ago, and now Gerard felt the tiredness pulling on his eyelids, so he closed them and leant his forehead on the damp tiles while the now hot spray washed over his strained body.
Poor Mikey, he practically threw him out of the house, only to cover up Frank's lies. Mikey just wanted to check if everything was alright, take care of his brother, and that was how he thanked him. Gerard sighed loudly, feeling guilty and sad.
Moreover his head felt dizzy and his limbs felt heavy, somehow he couldn’t find the nerve to start washing his body properly, not to speak of shaving. He just wanted to vanish in the hot steam, or dissolve himself into water and body gel and escape down the drain. But he was made from flesh and blood and escape wasn’t a question.

„You’ve got 5 more minutes, you’d better be finished by then or I’ll come over and get you.“ Frank’s voice entered the hazy bathroom from afar.
„Huh, uh- yeah…I’m almost ready…Sir!“ Gerard’s eyelids flew open as Frank’s voice shook him out of his trance and he hastily started to wash himself as good as he could then shaving cautiously to not cut himself.

„Now that’s a lot better, you’re almost looking human again“ Frank smirked teasingly at his boyfriend as he entered the bedroom. Gerard crossed his arms and rolled his eyes, remaining silent though.
Frank didn’t see Gerard’s small rebellious act, he was busy switching on the little lamp on the bedside table. As he turned his face back again he had picked up his sombre demeanour from before.
„I’m really pissed Gerard… that night I found out and confronted you with the photographs wasn’t even a fucking week ago and you still managed to write and meet up with that motherfucker in the meantime. What do you think how I feel? And now you would have almost disappeared without a second thought with Mikey for who knows how long, if I hadn't stopped you! I can’t see you trying to fix things at all, it’s just you trying to not get caught again, not very successful either.“ Frank’s eyes narrowed as he spoke his mind, his hands were unconsciously fisting the sheets.
Gerard didn’t bother to answer, he certainly knew his intentions behind his own actions, but Frank would never understand them. He was way to jealous to be reasonable, no words from Gerard could change his perception of the actual situation. The only thing he could do, was acting as if he was dearly sorry and let Frank do with him what ever he wanted to. He sighed at the thought and stared down at his hands, which had started to knot.
„Nothing to say huh?“ Frank growled and Gerard’s head snapped up again and locked eyes with the fuming man before him.
„What do you want me to say? This happened and it wasn’t my fault at all, I’m sorry though you had to find out again.“ Gerard was growing tired of being accused, he was tired of standing in the cool room with nothing more but a towel, while his still wet hair bled icy drops down his spine. Certainly it was way past midnight and he wasn’t in his best condition either, if Frank wanted to hurt him or teach him another lesson, he should get right onto it and spare him this conversation.
„Fine.“ Frank hissed through clenched teeth. „Get on the bed, face down!“
Gerard’s eyes widened at the order his heartbeat picking up fast, hammering in his chest, all his senses screamed at him to run, but nevertheless he dropped his towel and obeyed coyly. There was no escape from all of this, not yet, Frank knew that, he knew it.

Notes

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