Never forget how beautiful you are

You know the worst thing I hate? My life... As much as I complained, I couldn't get out. Well, today was the first day of high school, so fuck my life. I dragged myself out of bed, I stomped to the bathroom, with my towel and clothes. I turned the water on, letting the water rush down, I put my hand under the shower head to feel the temperature. It was fine. I hopped in, letting the water rush down my back, leaving a red burn.
After my shower, I hopped out and let myself dry. I got into my new band t-shirt, my newly ripped skinny jeans and my converse with band patches on them. I rushed into my room to grab my flannelette and I pulled my sleeve down to hide my arms. I trotted down stairs, and sat down at the table.
I grabbed a pancake, and syrup. ''Lily. Do you have everything?'' Mom asked, from across the table. I nodded. As soon as I heard the honk coming from outside, I knew it was the bus, I ran out not hearing a goodbye from my mum. I ran onto the bus, people stopped to stare... I looked down, and walked to the back of the bus, where the cheerleaders sit. ''You don't belong up here'' They stuck gum in my hair. I decided to ignore it, cause surely, they had something shitty happening in their lives. ''Are you listening?'' The blonde one slapped the back of my head. I clenched my fist, my veins were popping out, making visible blue lines on my hand. ''Is the emo getting sad?'' They teased, chuckling in the process. as soon as the bus stopped, I got up, pulling my sleeves down.
I saw my bestfriend Alex standing at the school entrance with her boyfriend, Johnnie. After they noticed me, Johnnie waved, I ran over to them, giving them both a hug.
''Lily, how was your summer?'' They asked.
''I got a tan'' I sighed.
''Fuck, sorry to hear that'' Johnnie smiled, as we walked into the school.

We arrived at our lockers. ''Lily, what's your first class?'' Alex asked. I got my class list.
''English'' I stated, clearly.
''Ooh! Look out for a Gerard way! he is really awesome'' Johnnie suggested.
''Thanks for the advice, Johnnie. But... I don't really trust people...'' I sighed.

After me Alex and Johnnie chat for a bit, I went to english, when I walked in, I saw preps and jocks, then one lonely person in the back, in the dark. He had black hair, he was wearing a starset t-shirt, he had black skinny jeans. He looked down. I walked up the back, soon noticing my scars were showing, so I quickly pulled my sleeves down.

Notes

First Fetus Gerard way I have written about. soo... I'm proud '.'