Oh Baby Let Me In

Frank's P.O.V: I watched as Gerard walked out of the nurses office. He was leading his brother out of the room. I looked away as he looked at me and faked a cough and winced in pain. I was fine really I just wanted to make sure Gerard was too. I waited till he left the room and got up to leave but of course the nurse stopped me. "Why are you here?" She asked. I turned to face her. "I was feeling sick but now I feel much better." I smiled and walked out quickly. I needed to talk to Ray and fast. So I made my way outside to a tree we usually sat under and texted Ray to meet me here now. No more than 5 minutes later Ray sat next to me. "What's so important that you have too drag me out of class?" I looked at him and then ahead of me. "I think I like someone." I said biting my lip. "Who is it?" He asked. I shook my head. "I'm not ready to say." I answered. He went to say something but I quickly spoke again. "So I noticed Mikey isn't in your art class. I thought he was in all your lessons?" "He is. He does extra credit work so he does projects in the higher Art classes and stuff. Ones that want to do that in college. Or some form of Art." He explained. I nodded. We sat in silence after that. Ray went to speak but the bell went and he headed to our usual space to meet Brendon. ---------- Ryan's P.O.V: If I'm completely honest I don't like the way Brendon treats Gerard. It makes me feel like he's hurting him because he still wants him and not me. I know it probably sounds silly but that's how I feel. I think he wants someone who can actually talk to him. Not having to sign. He hates studying sign language for me. I can't help but feel guilty even though he was the one driving that car when he was far too young. It was his fault we crashed and I lost my voice. Probably the only reason he's with me. Guilt. Maybe he doesn't love me at all. Frank's P.O.V: I walked over and sat next to Ryan. He looked upset. Brendon wasn't insight at all. Which was of course unusual. He was always with Ryan. "You okay man?" I asked the always quiet boy. He started to sign something. Luckily I'd had to learn sign language for a friend in lower school. "It's nothing. I'll be okay. Thanks for asking Frank." I nodded dropping the subject. I didn't want to pressure the poor kid. I looked to Ray who just shrugged. We all got talking as we waited for Brendon. ------ The bell had long gone by now and I was making my way to English class. I took my seat next to Brendon and noticed a black notebook. Brendon looked angry and muttered "I'm going to kill that fag!" He noticed me and smirked. "Look what I found in that fag's locker." I looked at the covers. It had drawings of aliens in white on. "What is it?" I asked. "It's his diary. There's something about you in here too." That peeked my interest. "What does it say?" He flipped the page and began to read the writing. "Today was the same as always. I found out that the punk kid is called Frank Iero. He scares me just as much as Brendon. It's just a matter of time before he beats me too. I can't get the looks he keeps giving me, out of my head. What do they mean? Why does he keep watching me? Why does he have to be everywhere I go? Probably planning what he's going to do to me. I wish he'd get it over and done with. The wait is killing me. Maybe that's why he's doing it. He's fucking good. Go Gerard. You've managed to get another fucking psychopath to want to beat the shit out of you. Everyone loves beating the freak that is Gerard Arthur Way. Awesome" I frowned a little. "That little rat!" I spat out. How dare he call me a psychopath? I was pissed off with him now. I had no idea what I was going to do to him. I spent the rest of the lesson thinking about Gerard. Brendon started laughing so I looked towards him. "Listen to this then." He said and cleared his throat before doing his best gay Gerard impression. "I sometimes wonder what my life would be like if I someone loved me. He'd hold me and protect me from the Brendon's of this world. We'd sit in my backyard and watch the stars as we cuddled together. He'd turn and press his soft lips to mine. I'd tangle my pale fingers in his black and red punk hair...... WAIT. WHAT? How the fuck did I end up thinking about Frank again?" I shushed him and then felt a smile creep up on my lips. Brendon frowned. "Why are you smiling? You're not a fag too right?" He asked disgusted. I shook my head laughing. "Looks like Gerard's going to get real close to my fist." I said before getting my bag and walking out the classroom. I half expected Brendon to follow me but he didn't. I saw Mikey walking down the hallway alone. Now's my chance before the bell goes. I walked up to him and pushed him against the wall. Fear was in his eyes. "Ray's in love with y-" "Hey! Get off my brother!" Gerard's voice interrupted me. I groaned in annoyance. Really? Now? I turned to him as he got closer and let go of Mikey. "I'd change your locks on your locker if I was you. Brendon knows your code and if you check it you'll find something missing." I said before glancing at Mikey mouthing the words 'Talk to Ray.' Before walking off towards the classroom again and waiting for Brendon.

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