Frank woke up in and shot out of the bed. He looked at the clock and seeing it was 9:20 he began to panic.

"Gerard I know this is hard to understand but- I'm Frank your boyfriend. And you were in a car accident, you lost your short term memory and- well babe you can't remember shit. I know I know this is hard to understand but, I'm here for you. Im not leaving,".

Frank looked out to the living room seeing Gerard tears dripping down his face watching the video. Frank walked quietly to the bathroom before Gerard turn around and heard him.

"Okay today is October 23, and we're going to a comic shop, gee aren't you excited," "hell yea babe," Frankie moved the camera so it was visible to see them kiss

. "Frank, did you make this," Gerard asked softly. "Mikey made one that was very depressing so I made a new one," Frank walked a couple steps closer to Gerard before Gerard ran up close to Frank giving him a hug.

"Frankie tell me about yourself," Gerard said holding the camera. "I'm gay. I work a the bar called Romance. I'm failing medical school. I'm around 5 something. I'm 24, I love coffee. I make you cry every morning but I make you smile the rest of the day," Gerard giggles in the back ground.

"Please never leave," Gerard said crying. "I won't, I love you," Frank said.

"Awe look at the gayness," Mikey's holding the camera behind Gerard and Frank zooming in on there hands, "much gayness. G to the A to the Y. What's that spell? gay!," Mikey begins to cheer.

"This may sound crazy, but I love you too," Gerard moves away from Frank picking him up bridal style to the couch, sitting him down next to him, turning off the tv, then grabbing his phone.

"okay gee this is all. Byebye,".

"I wanna know more," Gerard said turning on the camera on his phone. "Let's use mine," Frank giggled grabbing his IPhone 5 off the coffee table. He chuckled. "Oh okay," Gerard blushed.

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*the actual event of Gerard accident*

Gerard left his coffee shop as usual, "chemical" which had an unusual name that made Gerard smile. He played with the cigarette in his mouth walking to his girlfriends house, Lindsey. He now was for sure he was gay. He walked over to his house to break it off. Lindsey Iero. Had been his experiment to see if he was bisexual. He'd never been with a girls he wanted to see what it was like it was a bad mistake... Something he'd regret.

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Frank moved his hips to the music playing, while he made breakfast, pancakes. Gerard's favorite.

"Hey babe, is this your journal?," Gerard walked in, still not dressed for the day, but Frank wasn't either. They were both wearing sweatpants, Frank was wearing Gerard's which had a school symbol, and were also over sized. Gerard's were baggy green sweats.

"No gee it's yours, you started that yesterday when you write about your day and well you know," Frank answered dancing to the rig to put away the milk.

Gerard stared at Frank biting his lip while he cooked, he found Frank's movements, beautiful and attractive. Something he found amazing for his eyes to watch.

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Gerard pulled out his keys to unlock Lindsey's place to let himself in. Opening the door, he looked around for her, to break the news quickly and leave her alone. "Hey Lindsey," Gerard shouted threw out the apartment looking for her, "in here," she shouted from her room.


He walked in to her room to see her sitting on the bed reading, People's magazine. Her room was very feminine. She had pink walls, purple sheets with a lighter purple for the blankets on top. White book shelves on both side of the bed filled with magazines, and CDs. Her closet was to the left of her bed filled with dresses and skirts and random tees. The closet was full, so when Gerard spent the night he had to keep his clothes in a pile by the book shelf. She didn't think he needed any room.

"I have to tell you something," he muttered. "I gotta say something too," she whispered back, "you go first,". He sat down next to her on the bed, "as you know I'm bisexual- well I thought I was, but I'm not. Im clearly gay. I'm so sorry but this isn't gonna work. She began to cry, "I'd be okay with this but I'm pregnant!,".

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"The you're amazing at cooking babe," Gerard smirked as Frank tried to sit down across from him, as he walked to the kitchen to get his plate Gerard grabbed him by the hips sitting him in his lap. Frank's face turned red, "hey don't be nervous it's me," he looked at Gerard with a mouth full of pancake, he sighed. "You're such a dork, but your my dork,". Frank kissed Gerard softly. "I wanna see about that," Gerard smirked.

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Gerard sat there's speechless. "How," Gerard looked at her in complete and utter shock. "Oh do I have to explain!," she screamed. "I.. Can't right now," without think Gerard made a run out of the house..

The feeling of regret and guilt fled his body, without drinking he had no way to control it. He hadn't taken a sip of beer sense 2012 Green Day's tour. But this over whelming pain of wanting it off of him. He needed to gone.

Gerard entered the bar underneath his apartment building, Romance. He used to come there every day, until he got sober.

The bar was a basement, it had black walls and in the right corner was the "bar" which took up most of that side. Beside it, around four feet away was a small little stage. Where there was a TV by and one in each corner. The where seats at the bar, and there where booths seat around the walls. The rest was open for fights, and small parties

. "Gerard! Long time no see!," shouted the owner.

"Yep.." Gerard mumbled.

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Gerard woke up from his nap. He sat up on the couch and saw Frank getting ready to leave, "where are you going," Gerard asked. "My sister Lindsey needs help with her kid, I'm gonna go help, wanna come?" He asked. "Of coarse," Gerard smiled.

Notes

hey guys and gals and non binary pals, sorry i was grounded but her you go.