There's nothing left to Destroy

Gerard's pov

I yawned and stretched, why was it so God damn cold in this room. I roled over and curled up into a ball bringing the blanket over my head. Someone sneezed next to me, I roled over to see Frank having a sneezing fit. His face was scrunched up and his body shook even time he sneezed. After he was done I started to laugh, he looked at me and laught too. "Good morning Gee." Frank said kissing my cheek, I pouted a little when he poled away still smiling. The door beep led and opened, Patrick and Brendon walked in ready for the day of doing nothing. "Good morning love birds." Brendon sang as they walked in, Frank greeted them putting his shirt on and getting out of bed. "It's freezing in here." Patrick said rubbing his arms, he had a oversized red sweater on and a black fedora with his glasses on. Brendon had the same black skinny jeans that we all had and a grey and black striped long sleeved shirt. I sat up in bed, God I really needed to cut my hair, it was definitely longer than my shoulders now, Frank's was the same. I was wearing my clothes from yesterday, I did have them off when me and Frank were in bed but I put them back on because I was cold. I got up and changed my shirt to a black long sleeved shirt. We all walked to our table in the cafeteria, it was weird not having Tate and Voilet sitting at the table waiting for us, me and Frank sat next to each other with Patrick sitting next to me and Brendon next to Frank. Frank got me a muffin, my favorite, I took a large bite out of it. Frank watched eat happily, then he ate his muffin and his peach. "I'm glad that your eating again." Frank said wrapping his arm around my waist, I nodded as I finished the whole muffin, that's the most I've ate in one meal. Patrick didn't touch his food at all, he just watched me and Frank with a small grin. Brendon was humming to himself as he ate his muffin. After eating me and Frank went to our normal spot in the lounge and cuddled on the couch. Patrick sat on the other side of the couch with Brendon next to him. "Back to the steer were we began feeling as good as lovers could you can. In to a place were thoughts can bloom, in too a room were its nine in the after noon." Brendon sang quitly as he read a book. Patrick was tapping his foot to the beat of Brendon's singing as he continued. "That's a really cool song." Frank said when Brendon was done. "Oh wait I was singing that out loud?" Brendon said confused, we all laught and nodded our heads, he just shrugged and laught with us. "Hey what's so funny?" A patient said walking up to us, she was twitching a lot and looked like she hadn't had a shower in weeks. "Nothing." Frank said smiling at her, she shuffled away to a chair and sat down talking to her self. "Alrighty everyone go to your rooms now." A nurse called, we all stood up and went to our rooms, Brendon and Patrick waved goodbye and then shit their door, we did the same. Frank took my hand and led me to his bed, I sat down and he sat on my lap facing me. He wrapped his legs around my waist and kissed my passionately, I fingers ran threw his long hair. He pushed me back so I was laying down with him on top of me. He drow away panting heavily, we were both out of breath, he took his shirt off and helped me with mine. "Your amazing." Frank said looking me up and down smiling widely, I smiled back and held his waist. He leaned over and kissed every part of my body and ended at my waist. I was so turned on it wasn't even funny, he was driving me crazy, every time he touched me I moaned loudly. He took my pants off and he did the same, I could feel even inch of his body on mine now, it felt amazing. He brought me to my breaking point so fast, moments later I was climaxing, moaning loudly and out of breath. He climaxed at the same time, he laid next to me panting heavily. After a few minutes of cuddling we got out clothes back on and laid in bed together. Frank's head was on my chest and my arm was wrapped around him. "I can see that you two are having a fun time." Someone said, it scared me so much I squealed and almost fell out of bed. Frank and I sat up in bed, I was holding on to Frank shaking slightly. "Hey guys." Tate said stepping out from the shadows on the other side of the room. "Tate? I though you were fucking dead!" Frank said confused, Tate nodded. "I am dead, me and Voilet killed our selfs the other day. But now I can't leave, neither can she, we are stuck here in this hell." Tate said walking over to us and sat on the ground in front of me and Frank. Me and Frank looked at each other confused and a little scared then back at Tate who sat on the floor smiling up at us. "Wait, so you are dead? And you are a ghost, so is Voilet." Frank said running his hand threw his hair, Tate nodded and looked over at were he came from, Voilet stepped out and sat down next to Tate. "Did... you guys... see anything?" I asked, my voice was shaking so much. Him and Voilet shook their heads, thank God. "We just got here." Voilet said resting her head on Tate's should. "Wait so if you guys are still here than that means that Andy..." I was shaking violently when I said that, I was holding on to Frank so I didn't fall over. "No Andy isn't here, he went straight to hell." Tate said as he rubbed Voilet's back. I wasn't shaking as much now, that really relieved me a lot. "Why are you guys stuck here?" Frank asked, Tate shrugged. "I can become invisible now, and I can move stuff and no one can see me." Tate said getting up, vanishing and then reappeared on my bed. "That's cool." Frank said laughing a little, Voilet vanished and showed up next to the door. "Patrick and Brendon are coming." Voilet said and vanished again, Tate waved goodbye and then vanished as well. The door beeped, Brendon and Patrick walked in and greeted us. "Hey guys, why is it always so cold in your room? It's the coldest room in this place." Brendon said rubbing his arms, Patrick was slumped down and looked intensely sad. "Hey guys." Frank greeted back still holding my hand. Patrick waved and sat on my bed on the other side of the room and wrapped his arms around his legs. Brendon sat next to him putting his hand on Patrick's shoulder reassuringly, Patrick didn't move. "So uh what's up ?" Frank asked after a moment of silence. "Nothing, just bored again, I seriously have this song stuck in my head." Brendon said "Back to the streets where we began. Felling as good as lovers could, you know. Yeah we're feeling so good. Pickin' up things we shouldn't read looks like the end of history as we know. It's just the end of the world." Brendon was taking his foot on the ground as he sang. "I wote this song like three years ago and it's stuck in my head, I just wrote a new one today. We've waited so damn long were sick and tired. I won't leave any doubt or stone unturned. I got a collet full of chemistry for your company. So maybe tonight I'll be the liberty." Brendon said still tapping his foot and hummed the rest to himself, Patrick was watching him now snapping his fingers to the beat. I laid my head on Frank's lap, he played with my hair, I was really tired and yawned. Brendon's humming, Patrick's snapping, and Frank playing with my hair made me fall asleep. "Where am I?" I asked into the darkness that surrounded me, no one answered. Hello!" I called out, still no response, I walke blindly into the dark. All of a sudden I was standing in the middle of my room at home, Mikey was laying in my bed crying. "Mikey what's wrong." I asked and sat down next to him, he jumped and moved away. "Leave me alone Gerard! You fucking monster!" Mikey yelled at me throwing a pillow at my head, I ducked out of the way. "Mikey what did I do? What's happening?" I asked and got up to stand at the end of the bed looking at Mikey who was shaking. "You don't remember!? You don't fucking remember what you did!?" Mikey yelled at me, I was so confused. "I don't understand, what did I do?" I asked, the whole room was shaking now. "You... you tried to..." That's all Mikey said before I fell through the floor into darkness, I cried out as I fell. "Gee wake up! Gerard wake up! It's only a dream!" Frank said shaking me, opened my eyes and stared up at Frank. I sat up and ran to the door, I need to find Mikey, I need to get out of here. I was having a panic attack as I tried to open the door, it wouldn't open. "No... no... I need.. to.. to get out." I cried intk my hands and slid to the floor. Frank was at my side in seconds holding me, the room felt like it was closing in on me, I couldn't breathe. I tried to take a breath but I only made a choking sound, Frank was held me close and started to hum. "Focuse on my Gee, don't think of anything else but breathing, it's okay, just breath." Frank said softly, I calmed down little and I could breath again, the room stopped spinning. I noticed Brendon and Patrick were gone, they must have left when j was asleep. "Fra... Frank?" I asked after a while. "Yeah?" He answered. "Am I... a monster?" I asked, Frank stopped rocking us and looked me straight in the eyes. "No your not a monster. Your Gerard my amazing, cute ass boyfriend, who I'm crazy about." Frank said tucking some of my hair behind my ear, I smiled and bearded my face into his chest. He was so warm, and he smelled like soap, it was a comforting smell. He helped me up and we laid in bed and cuddled for the rest of quite time. The door beeped and the nurse told us it was dinner time, wait dinner I slept through lunch, oh well. Frank took my hand and led us to the cafeteria, Patrick and Brendon were already there eating mash potatoes, some weird looking chicken that they both didn't touch and some vegetables. Frank set a plait in front of me, I was honestly really hungry. "We didn't see you guys at lunch, we thought something happened." Brendon said when Frank sat down to eat. "Nope just didn't want to come to lunch." Frank said then took a bite of his food, I was almost done with the mash potatoes. We all ate in silence until Patrick started to tap the table with with is hands like a piano. We are so alike, it's kinda weird but I feel like we are just one big weird family in some ways.

Notes

Thanks for reading <3 Stuff will happen in the next chapter, this chapter was seriously just my rambling. idk any more XD and I kept setting this chapter off, that's why it's so long, sorry bye (•_•)/