There's nothing left to Destroy

"Don't leave me!" I cried out as Frank walked away from me smiling happily as he walked into the woods. The shadows ate him as he backed away still smiling. "Frank! Please don't leave me!" My cries died away to a whisper, I fell to my knees in the dirt and cried. Frank left me, I have no one, nothing, I am nothing, I am worthless. I cried angerly into my hands, I hatred my self for letting Frank get hurt, it was my fault. I woke up in my new, cold ass room, I was shivering it was so cold in here. I had tears rolling down my face, my throat was hurting a little, I must have been screaming. My nightmare really shook me up, I was shaking. I sat up and looked at the clock, it was one in the morning, I only slept for an hour. I roled my sleeves up and looked at them, there was cuts, bruises, and bites all over them. I couldn't feel the pain anymore, one of my cuts were bleeding, I watched the blood role down my arm and land on my lap. I sighed and got up, the floor was freezing, I walked over the the bathroom. When I saw my self in the mirror I didn't even recognize my self, my hair was down to my shoulders, my eyes looked dead and soulless, I had dark rings around them, my skin was almost white I was so pale. "You look dead." I said to my self in the mirror as I walked out again and sat on my bed staring at the wall. I haven't left my room in five days, I haven't ate anything either, still wasn't hungry. The nurses tried to get me to eat but gave up after the second day. My medication was doubled because the doctor said I was still in shock about what happened. I felt numb most of the time now, I couldn't feel pain, I couldn't feel anything anymore. I heard the door beep, a nurse opened it and stepped back. Frank ran in and jumped into my arms, my heart stopped when I saw him. He hugged me tightly, I was holding on to him for dear life. He nuzzled his head into my neck, God it felt so good to hold him again. "Gee..." He said said softly into my neck. "Frankie, I've missed you so much." I said kissing the top of his head. "I never want to leave you again, I love you." He said looking up at me smiling widely, he looked so tired. I leaned in and kissed him passionately, he melted into me. His hair was also down to his shoulders, he was wearing his black and grey long sleeved shirt. He was moaning softly as I kissed him, his noises were so cute. I was on top of him now as we kissed on my bed. In a matter of seconds we both had our shirts off, and were kissing again. Frank was running his fingers through my hair as we kissed, I moved down to his neck, he moaned loudly. I could feel he was turned on, God I could hear it, he made me turned on when I see him. "Gee..." He said panting heavily as I kissed his neck. He was holding the sheets as he came to his breaking point, he yelled my name as he climaxed. I smiled up at he when he got his breath back. "That was amazing." He said as I laid next to him smiling back. "I love you Frankie." I said kissing his cheek, he smiled even wider and kissed my lips softly. He laid on me and rested his head on my chest, I started to hum a song that I wrote before coming to this hell. "What song is that?" Frank asked and sat up to look at me. "It's a song that I wrote befor coming here, it's called Bulletproof Heart." I said, Frank got up excitedly and ran over to his bed and got on his knees to get something underneath it. "I know they would put it here." He said as he poled out a guitar case and opened it, there was a sleek black and red guitar that had a piece of take on the end that said Pansy. "I didn't know you could play." I said surprised as Frank brough his guitar over and strummed it. "Sing the first line to your song." Frank said starting at me, I never sang in front of anyone before. "Gravity, don't mean to much to me. I'm who I got to be. These pigs are after me, after you. Run away like it was yesterday. And we could run away, if we could run away, run away from here." I sang, Frank was looking at me amazed, I was blushing really heard. "That was amazing, your singing is amazing Gee!" He said happily as he looked back down at his guitar and started to play a beat that went with the song. The door beeped, it scared me so much I jumped almost a foot off the ground. "Oh you're up already, well we wanted to check on you guys to see if you were okay, breakfast is ready." The nurse who opened up the door said and then left. I looked at the clock, it was already seven. Frank got up and put his guitar away, he got his shirt on which was thrown across the room earlier with mine next to it. Frank walked over to me and held my hand tightly, he led me to the cafeteria and sat down at our table. I haven't been in here in a week, Tate and Voilet looked happy to see us. Frank came back with a two muffins and fruit, I honestly really liked muffins but I want hungry like normal. Frank took a bite of his and handed me one, I shook my head and leaned on his shoulder. "You need to eat Gee, do you want me to feed you?" Frank asked as he took my muffin and unwrapped it, he then held it to my lips. I took a small bite, he looked happy that he got me to eat. "Eat the whole thing." He said handing me the muffin, that was an order, I could see it writen all over his face when he said that. I nodded and took another bite, it honestly tastes really good. For the first time in months I actually felt a little hungry, I ate the whole muffin. Frank looked at me proudly when I was finished. "Hey love birds, did you hear what I said?" Tate asked, me and Frank shook our heads. "These are two new patients coming during lunch today." Tate said to us, I wonder what they will be like, I thought. "Two more poor souls joining us." Frank said looking down at the table sadly shaking his head. "Yeah." Tate said looking at Voilet who nodded. When breakfast was over me and Frank went to the lounge were I draw on a note pad and Frank watched. I draw a girl sitting in a chair in the dark with her hair and hands covering her face. She was crying blood, the darkness around her was filled with skeletons watching her, crying as well. "Can I have that?" Frank asked when I was done, I nodded and handed him the picture. "I'm gonna hang this on the wall when we get back to our room." He said smiling down at the picture. After a while of watching pointless cartoons, lunch was ready. Frank led me in by the hand, Tate and Voilet followed hand in hand as well. "Hello everyone, before we eat lunch k would like to introduce you to two new friends," the nurse said to everyone in the cafeteria. "This is Patrick," she said pointing to a short blond guy, he was shorter than Frank. "And this is Brendon." She finished pointing at a taller boy with brown, short hair, he looked the same height as me. They both stood there at the door frame, they both looked scared. "Should I go up there and see if they want to sit with us?" Frank asked, I nodded, we both got up and walked over to them. "Hi I'm Frank Iero, and he's Gerard Way." Frank said introducing us to the guys, they both nodded. "I'm Patrick Stump." The blond said quitly and smiled at us shyly. "I'm Brendon Urie." The guys with brown hair said smiling at us, we smiled back. "Do you guys want to sit with us?" Frank asked them, they nodded, we led them to our table and sat down. "This is Tate and Voilet, don't try to talk to him unless he talks to you first, that's his girlfriend Voilet." Frank said to Patrick and Brenton, the smiled at Tate and Voilet who smiled back. Frank led Patrick and Brendon to the lunch line to get food, they came back with sandwiches and chips. Frank set down a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with potato chips. "Eat at leases one half of the sandwich Gee." Frank said to me, I nodded and did what he said. Patrick and Brendon were watching us, I looked down at my sandwich and took a bite. "So uh Frank are you and uh Gerard dating?" Patrick asked looking at Frank and then back at me. "Yes." Frank said leaning on me smiling happily at Patrick. "Cool." Patrick said smiling back at Frank and me, Brendon looked a little sad but smiled at us. "I use to date this one guy named Ryan..." Brendon said trailing off and zoning out. I think we are starting are own little group now, we were all outcasts in our own ways, but that's okay.

Notes

Sorry for not updating in a while, I have exams XP it sucks but oh well. If you like it please leave a comment, your support means so much to me <3 thanks for reading :)