There's nothing left to Destroy

Frank's pov

Gersrd walked into our room and went straight to his bed, he got under his blanket and curled up into a ball. I stood near my bed, my heart rate went up and I could barely breath, shit I'm having a panic attack. "Gerard? Are you awake?" I asked, Gersrd didn't move, he must be sleeping. I got my blanket off of my bed and went over to Gerard's bed. I sat on his bed next to him, I was shaking and breathing hard. "Gerard?" Still no answer, I laid down next to Gerard still shaking. I moved closer to him and put my still shaking arm around his stomach and shut my eyes. I feel asleep at some point, I moved a little and opened my eyes. Gersrd was inches from my face, he looked amazing. "Your perfect." I breathed and tucked his hair behind his ear. I should probably get into my bed before he wakes up. I got up taking my blanket with me and sat on my bed, watching Gerard sleep. After a while he sat up, the blanket pooling around him, his hat was striking up in some places. I forgot I was staring, Gerard smiled at me and I looked away embarrassed. He got up and walked over to the bathroom and shut the door, he looked so cute when he was tiered. He came out two minutes later with his hair fixed, he walked over to his bed and got a comic book out. "You like Batman?" I ask, he was reading a Batman comic and he did have a Batman blanket. He nodded smiling up at me, God his smile was adorable. He sneezed, which caused him to jump, now that was the cutest thing I have ever seen. His hair fell into his face and he looked a little scared for a second, that was odd. A nurse opened our door and walked away, it's dinner already? Gerard looked at me, waiting for me to do something. I got up and he followed, he looked scared again, and he was following me really close. "What's wrong?" I ask stopping and looking at him, he looked scared out of his mind. He looked down and shook his head, his hair fell covering his face. He was shaking now, he had his arms around himself and he was backing up. He bumped into a wall Whitehall made him jump, he just stood there shaking with his back against the wall. "It's okay Gerard, nothing will hurt you, not when I'm here." I said walking up to Gerard and putting my hand on his shoulder, he flinched when I touched him. He was crying now, his hands were at his sauces and his hands were balled into fisteds, he was still shaking. Then he hugged me, crying into my shoulder, I hugged him back letting me cry. "It's okay I promise." He said rubbing his back, he was calming down now and wasn't crying. I took his hand and led him to the cafeteria, he followed with his head down. "I'm going to get some food, do you want to eat?" I ask as Gerard sat at the table, he nodded his head not looking at me. I came back with two plates of pasta and a salad on the side. Gerard took a few bites before he stopped eating, he should probably eat he looks half starved. "You need to eat Gerard." I said and pushed the plate closer to him, he shook his head. "Please Gerard, for me?" He looked at me, then he nodded his head, he ate almost half of his plate, better than a few bites. Gersrd sat there as I ate, he didn't move or really do anything. After I was done I noticed that Tate wasn't there, he's never missed dinner even though he doesn't eat dinner or breakfast, he only ate lunch only if it was sandwiches. "Hello Frank, we know that your Tate's friend and we would like to inform you that he won't be here for the next five days." A nurse said to me, Gerard tilted his head when she said that but didn't move. "Oh okay, is he okay?" I asked the nurse, she nodded her head and walked away to the other nurses. After eating me and Gerard went to the lounge room to watch tv, we ended up just sitting on the couch looking out the windows. I heard a scream from the hallway, Gerard looked up and ducked down into the couch. I got up and walked over to the hallway, Tate was on his knees crying and yelling at a blond girl who was also crying. "Your all I have! Your all I want!" Tate yelled at the girl, she was crying even harder now. "Go away Tate!" She yelled and ran out of the hallway were a door was it beeped and she ran out. "Violet!" Tate cried out, guards came and dragged Tate away, he was thrashing around and almost broke the one guards arm. Gerard was behind me shaking a little, he tugged on my arm and led me to the couch and sat down. "I don't like it here." Gersrd said quitly and leaned his head in my shoulder. "I don't like it either." I said and ran my hand through his hair, he sighed and closed his eyes. I couldn't help but jist stare at him, he was so cute I couldn't stand it, his eyes were beautiful, his hair was soft, his smile was amazing, and his skin was perfect. I think I love you Gerard Way, and I think you love me back.

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