There's nothing left to Destroy

Frank's pov

We said goodbye to Tate, Voilet, Brendon, and Patrick, they gave us all hugs. "Don't forget to visit!" Brendon said cheerfully, I was gonna miss him being loud and happy all the time. "We won't, we'll come every week." Gerard said giving Patrick a hug, Patrick looked sad to see us go but he was happy for us. "Bring us some comics." Patrick said trying to lighten the mood, Gerard nodded and stood next to me, I already said my goodbyes to everyone. "Let's go." Mikey said taking Gerard's hand and squeezing it lightly, Gerard and I followed Mikey to his car and we both got in the back. Mikey put a CD in and Gerard instantly started to sing along, the words flowing smoothly through his lips. "What?" Gerard asked looking at me questionly tilting his head to the side. "Your cute." I said kissing him, he smiled and kissed back, Mikey wasn't really paying any attention to us. "So uh... What will mom and dad say when they see me?" Gerard asked shifting nervously, Mikey faltered a little and looked at us through the mirror. "Well uh... I moved out and got my own place, mom and dad kinda... disowned you." Mikey said, Gerard's whole body began to shake, tiers were roling down his face. "I...I thought they wo...would forgive me..." Gerard stuttered bearing his face into my chest, I rubbed his back soothingly, Mikey looked at me sadly and then back at the road. We drove until we got to a fairly larg house, it had a fenced in yard, and a front and back pourch. "Home sweet home." Mikey said taking our bags and unlocking the front door, I led Gerard into the house. "I'll show you your room, there's the kitchen and living room, all of your stuff is here Gee." Mikey said showing us the rooms, he opened a door in the hallway, there was a dresser, two bedside tables with lamps, a king sized bed and a tv. Gerard was still holding onto me, he looked around the room and nodded. "We can get your stuff from your house too." Mikey said talking to me, I nodded and led Gerard to the bed, he crawled under the covers and tugged my hand. "Later, thank you so much Mikey." I said, Mikey smiled and left the room shutting the door behind him. I crawled into bed with Gerard, I pulled him on me and he rested his head on my chest. "They hate me." He whispered as a fresh wave of tiers came. "Shh it's okay Gee, they don't hate you." I said softly, he didn't respond but kept crying, I hummed softly and he relaxed a little. After a while he was asleep, I slowly got up not waking him and walked to the kitchen where Mikey was. "He's asleep." I said sitting at the table, I hated seeing him cry. "That's good, has he not been eating?" Mikey asked giving me a mug of coffee, I took a sip. "He doesn't really eat, he's ribs are showing, I'm so worried about him, he barely sleeps because of his nightmare. If he wakes up and I'm not there he thinks that I left him. He's so self conscious and thinks he's fat and ugly when he's not." I said pouring out all of my feelings to Mikey, he listened intently. "He's always been self conscious, shy, sleep deprived, and didn't really eat that much." Mikey said trying to reassure me, it didn't really help. "I've never seen him get this bad, he was an alcoholic and he was extremely self destructive." Mikey said drinking his coffee, I nodded and thought about Gerard. "I should probably go see if he's still asleep." I said getting up, Mikey didn't respond as I left, I opened the door slowly, he was still asleep. I walked over to the dresser and pulled it open, Gerard's shirts were in there and the others had his other clothes in them. "Frank?" Gerard asked sitting up slowly, I walked over to him and sat on the bed. "I'm here." I said, he sat up and stretched raising his hands above his head, he looked so cute. "You need to eat." I said poking his nose, pouted and held his arms out like a child wanting to be picked up. "Come on." I laughed picking him up, he wrapped his legs around my waist, and he nuzzled my neck with his nose. I carried him to the kitchen and set him down on a chair. "Hey Gee." Mikey said giving Gerard a hug, he hugged back happily, I'm glad he's in a better mood. "I have waffles, muffins, and eggs." Mikey said, Gerard brightened at the mention of muffins. "Muffins sound good." He said, Mikey smiled and got them out, they were the jumbo ones you get at the store and one weighed a pound. "Chocolate chip." Gerard said taking a huge drink of coffee, he relaxed into his seat and I gave him his muffin. I've never seen him eat so fast, the muffin was gone in a minute with his third cup of coffee. "I don't know how I even functioned without coffee for that long." Gerard said as I gave him another cup which he drank happily, he must've forgot about earlier with his parents disowning him. We could all talk about that later, but right now we just need to settle in, Gerard looked very comfortable already. "Crap I'm gonna be late for work." Mikey said looking at the clock, he looked over at Gerard concerned. "You can go, it's fine Mikes, me and Frank will be here." Gerard said hugging Mikey, he nodded and got his jacket on. "Call me if something happens, my phone number is on the fridge." Mikey said before shutting the door, Gerard finished his coffee and got up, he leaned his head against mine. "What do you want to do?" I asked as we stood there, Gerard brought me closer and shrugged. "Mikey got all of my movies, we could watch them?" He said kissing my neck, I was getting turned on really fast. "Or we could fuck?" I said tracing the waistband of his boxers, he nodded and I picked him up bringing him to our room. I crashed out lips together, he opened his mouth and I took the invitation happily. I laid him in the bed still kissing him, his breath hitched in his throat as I rubbed him through his pants. Everything could wait until later, right now it was just me, him, and nothing else.

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