There's nothing left to Destroy

Gerard's pov

I yawned and stretched roling over to get more comfy but ended up laying on Frank. "Good morning." He laughed kissing my head, I sleepily yawned again wrapping my arms around his neck. "We missed breakfast again." He said poking my nose, I shrugged and kissed him. "Not hungry." I mumbled snuggling in, it kinda felt warm in here for once. "Same." He said running his fingers through my hair, the door beep. "We have visitors." Frank whispered, I groaned and pulled the blanket over my head. "Good morning love birds." Brendon greeted brightly, I just want to go back to bed. "Hey guys, oh hey Josh." Frank said politely, I could hear the edge in his voice, my body went rigged against his with the mention of Josh. Frank gently scooted me off of him so he could sit up, I sat up a few seconds later rubbing my eyes sleepily. I heard Josh's breath hitch in his throat, I tilted my head so my hair was in my face, I could see Josh watching me flustered. "Mega bed head!" Brendon laughed, Patrick followed leaning on Brendon as the laughed their heads off. I grinned at Frank who nodded in agreement. "Mega bed head." He laughed running his hand through my messy hair, I laughed and shook my head. "Earth to Josh, come in Josh." Brendon said waving a hand in Josh's face, Josh nodded still looking at me from the corner of his eyes as Brendon started rambling about this song that he came up with the other day. We all listened intently as Brendon went on and on about his new song, Patrick would add in some things that Brendon would skip over. I could still feel Josh looking at me but I tried not to pay attention to him, I shifted uncomfortably, Frank noticed and wrapped his arm around my waist. After Brendon was done talking we started little conversations about random things, mostly just comic books, bands, and some tv shows. "So why do you sleep in Frank's bed when yours is over there?" Josh asked sitting at the end of the bed, Frank noticed my discomfort and answered for me. "We're dating." Frank said then turned back to Patrick, I could tell he was still listening to our conversation though, thank god. Josh looked disappointed but a little hopeful, he shot Frank an angry look. "So you don't talk much?" Josh asked, I nodded and Josh scooted closer, Frank's grip tightened on my side. "Why?" Josh asked holding a part of the blanket in his hands, kinda playing with it, I shrugged. "Oh, do you play any thing? I okay the drums." Josh asked inching a little bit closer, to close for comfort buddy. "He sings." Frank cut in, I looked at him greatfully and leaned my head back on him. Josh glared at Frank, this was getting way to heated, I felt so awkward. "Okay so I was thinking that we could all play it and so how it sounds, I have the lyrics writen down." Brendon cut in, we all nodded besides Josh who was still glaring at Frank. Frank stood up pulling me up with him, Brendon handed me another copy of lyrics, they sounded pretty good. "So me and Gerard will sing while Frank and Patrick play the guitar, Josh can you listen and tell us what you think?" Brendon said excitedly, Josh nodded still not taking his eyes off of me, I just ignored him. "This is gospel for the fallen ones, locked away in permanent slumber. Assembling their philosophies from pieces of broken memories. Oh, this is the best of my heart, this is the best of my heart. Oh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat o my heart." Me and Brendon both harmonized, and Brendon signed for us to stop playing. "Oh my god that was amazing!" Josh said clapping, Brendon and Patrick hugged and Frank wrapped his arm around my waist, I leaned back and kissed him. Josh stopped clapping and glared at us, but smiled when he realized I was looking at him. "I think someone has a crush on you." Frank whispered, I sqeezed his hand hard and shook my head, he just shrugged. "I'm still working out the rest, Gerard your voice is amazing!" Brendon said giving me a high five, I blushed grinning widely. "Yeah." Josh said nodding his head and smiled widely at me, I nodded my head in thanks. Frank was talking to Brendon and Patrick so I was left standing in awkward silence with Josh, god no. "So why don't you talk?" Josh asked looking at me with interest, I shrugged and shifted uncomfortably. "Your singing is amazing." He said still looking at me with interest, it felt like he was profiling me, I nodded my head. Frank wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck, I smiled and leaned against him, Josh was fuming with anger. I felt Frank grin as he kissed my neck, he wanted to get Josh mad, and it was working. "Okay guys I'll work on this tonight and tomorrow and I'll bring it back. Bye." Brendon said taking Patrick's hand waved goodbye and then left the room, they didn't even realize what was happening. "Jos are you okay?" Frank asked liking at Josh conserned, but I could tell he was covering his amusement. "Yeah, I'm gonna go, bye." Josh said angerly and slammed the door behind him, Frank laughed. "You didn't have to get him mad." I said, I actually thought it was pretty funny though and started to laugh as well. "I just didn't like how he was staring at you." Frank pouted and tugged me onto the bed. "I only like Italian guys named Frank Iero." I laughed kissing his neck, he nodded and cuddled me. "Good because I only like this one guy, he has a really nice ass that I can't stop staring at and his thighs are amazing. I think his name is Gerard Way." Frank said practically hugging me to death and nuzzled my neck. "You seriously can't stop staring at my ass?" I asked laughing, he nodded. "It's amazing, I stare at it all the time." He said sqeezing my butt playfully, I laughed and kissed him. "Josh was looking at it earlier, so I assumed that he thinks it's pretty amazing too." Frank said looking angry. "I seriously can't even talk to him, he makes me feel really uncomfortable." I said thinking about what happened earlier and how awkward I felt. "I could tell he was making you feel awkward, that's why I was answering for you." He said rubbing my back soothingly. "Thanks for doing that, your a life saver." I yawned and snuggled into him sleepily. "Someone's tired." Frank said softly, I nodded and slowly felt my self falling asleep. I woke up probably about an hour later to Frank talking to someone, I could tell he was trying to be quite and he sounded extremely angry. "Josh why are you acting like this? Gerard isn't your boyfriend he's mine, you just met him, you don't even know him." Frank said angry, oh god he was taking with Josh, I pretended that I was still sleeping. "Well I don't see why he can't at least talk to me, Brendon and Patrick said he talks to them." Josh huffed, I think they where near the door but I couldn't see them because the blanket was covering my face. "He talks to them because their his friends, he barely even talks to me. You guys just met, and if he wants to talk to you he will, he's shy, like I mean really shy. So hair give him space." Frank snapped, I hope this didn't get out of hand. "Okay fine." Josh huffed, I heard the door close and Frank sighed, I heard a loud bang so I sat up. Frank punched the door, it had a little dent were he punched it. "Frank." I said jumping out of bed and ran over to him. "Oh I'm sorry that I woke you up, did you hear any of that?" He asked as I led him to the bed, I nodded my head. "When you asked why Josh was acting that way." I said looking at his hand, thankfully it wasn't broken just bleeding a little bit. "Oh, my hands okay." Frank said as I got up and got a band aid from the first aid kit, and put it on his cut. "So why was he here?" I asked looking st the clock, it was two in the morning I just wanted to go back to bed. "He was mad that you wouldn't talk to him, and he was mad that I talking for you." Frank sighed running his good hand through his hair. "Well it's true, I'm really shy and social awkward, and I have social anxiety." I said laying back down in bed resting me head on Frank's chest. I woke up to the sound of rain against the window, stupid ass rain. "Wake up sleepy head." Frank said kissing me head, I groaned and beared my face in his chest. "I'm starving." Frank said running his hands through my hair, my stomach growled, I didn't realize how hungry I was. "Same." I said sitting up and stretched. I got dressed putting my black skinny jeans on and my black sweater, Frank got his black skinny jeans on and his red and black striped shirt on. He took my hand and led me the the cafeteria, I groaned when I saw Josh sitting at our table. Frank led my to the other side of the table next to Patrick, then he went to get food kissing me on the head before he left. I felt Josh staring at me but I didn't look up, I rested my head on my arms that were on the table. I was still tired, God I was always tired and my stupid medication didn't help. "Here you go." Frank said setting a plate down in front of me, I sat up and yawned, yay muffins, I cheered up a little. Frank had his arm wrapped around my waist and I automatically leaned against him as I ate my muffin happily. I looked up to see Josh glaring at Frank, Frank noticed him looking at him so he kissed my cheek I smiled at Frank. I shot a glance at Josh who looked even angrier, Frank was seriously going to bring him to his breaking point. "Stop." I whispered, Frank shrugged and sqeezing my thigh playfully, and gave me the 'I don't know what fly mean' look. I sighed and giggled then back to eating my muffins, Frank got us four muffins to share, I already ate three of them he was eating some toast. "Everyone this is an announcement, we will be having a movie night because of the rain. We will be playing Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, one of my favorites." A nurse said brightly, I groaned, I hated that movie. "How about we don't." I mumbled loud enough for only Frank to hear, he laughed and rubbed my back. "It's not that bad." Frank said kissing me, I nodded my head. "Yes it is." I mumbled pulling away and poked his nose, he grinned widely. We got up and went to the the lounge, the screen was already set up and had some nature documentary about tigers, me and Frank sat on the couch and watched, Frank had his arm around my waist and kissed my head every thirty seconds but I didn't mind. Patrick, Brendon, and Josh sat in the other couch, Brendon and Patrick were cuddling and whispered quitly to each other the whole time, that was pretty cute. Josh just sat there and acted like he was watching the tv, I could see him watching us the whole time, it was making me really self conscious. I pressed into Frank's said more and beared my face in his side, Frank put his arm around me protectively and I relaxed a little. "It's okay Gee, I'm here." Frank whispered, I nodded but kept my face beared and I shut my eyes tightly, my breaths were coming in short little gasps. "Do you want to go back to the room?" Frank asked, I nodded still trying to stay call, my heart was racing and my body was shaking violently. He pulled me up with him and led me to our room, no one noticed us leave besides Josh, but he didn't try to stop us. "It's okay Gee just breath, I'm here." Frank said sitting down in bed I crawled into his arms and hugged him tightly. "I... I'm sor...sorry." I studdered still shaking. "It's okay babe, I'm here for you." He said softly kissing my head, I nodded calming down a little. "I... hate panic att...attacks." I studdered as my body stopped shaking uncontrollably, I was still fighting to breath. "I do too, did he cause this?" Frank asked sounding angry but kept his voice soft, I nodded weakly. "Josh has a lot of problems, I can't believe he did this to you." Frank said sounding even more angry. "He just kept on looking at...at us and he make me...me feel really self conscious. I started to freak out." I said sitting up and looked down so my hair was covering my face. Frank held his hand out and pushed my head is so I was looking at him, he smiled at me sadly. "Your beautiful." He breathed running his thumb over my lips, he leaned over and kissed me gently. I kissed back, his tongue ran across my bottom lip and I opened my mouth slightly. He pushed me into bed still kissing me, his hand trailing up and down my arm giving me goosebumps. He took his shirt off and tugged on the bottom of my shirt, he slid it off of me. "Perfect." He breathed trailing his hand over my chest and stomach, I giggled because it tickled, and he smiled widely. The door beeped and we both jumped. "Fuck." Frank said, he didn't have any time to get off of me before the door swung open. "Oh uh, I didn't know you guys were doing that." I heard Josh said sounding angry, Frank's body was blocking my view him and his view of me. "Yeah, uh, can you leave?" Frank asked he looked at me and smirked then looked back at Josh, the door shut. "Oh my god that was amazing, you should have seen his face." Frank laughed, I sighed and pulled him down to kiss me again. "Just shut up and fuck me." I said as he kissed my neck, he grinned widely. "I'll fuck you so hard you won't be about to to walk for days." He said taking our pants off. "Yes please Daddy." I breathe, he bit my neck and I moaned loudly. "Fuck babe, your all mine, all Daddies." Frank growled biting my neck leaving hickies and bite makes all over my neck and shoulders. "Yes Daddy." I moaned as he thrusted into my roughly. I moaned loudly as waves of pleasure and a little bit of pain were shot through me with every thrust. "Fuck babe so tight, moan for Daddy." Frank growled biting my neck again, another moan ripped out of my chest. He slammed into me even harder sending a mixture of pleasure and pain shoot through me, I probably won't be able to walk with out a limp for a while after this. He gripped my sides tightly, I'm gonna have bruises there and on my thighs. "Oh babe, I'm gonna come." Frank said maoning loudly as he came, he rode his climax our and I came second later. We collapse in bed panting heavily, we were sticky with sweat, and cum. "I'm definitely gonna have a limp when we go to the movie tonight." I laughed kissing him, I grinned widely at me. "We both need to shower before that." He laughed gettting up and walked to the bathroom. "Wanna join me?" He asked looking at me sheepishly, I nodded and followed him into the bathroom, he turned the shower on. The shower was hair big enough for the both of us to have enough room to move around without bumping into each other. Frank took the shampoo and rubbed it in my hair then his, we washed each other's bodies. It was really relaxing and I get completely comfortable. "God your ass is amazing." Frank said sqeezing my butt playfully, I laughed and kissed his cheek. We got out, dryed off and then put our onesies on, Frabk whistled at me and made howling noises. "Hey hotness, sexy thing." He called, I held my sides as I laughed at his cat calls, he stuck his tongue out at me still smiling widely. "Sorry your just so cute in that thing that I just can't." He laughed picking me up and spinned around, he set me down and that's when I felt it. "Oh god, my ass hurts a lot." I said rubbing my butt. "Told you so." Frank laughed. "Sorry, did I hurt you a lot, did I go overboard?" He asked concerned, I shook my head and smiled. "That was the best sex I've ever had." I said kissing him, he led me out of our room to the cafeteria for lunch, Josh watched us as I sat down, Frank kissed my head and I watched him get our food lovingly. "Hey." Josh said, I fake smiled at him and tuned to Frank who set a plate with a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and chips. I ate half of my sandwich and some chips, I gave the rest to Frank. "Are you guys excited about the movie?" Patrick asked, Brendon nodded, Frank shrugged so did Josh, and I groaned. "Come on Gee it's not that bad." Frank said rubbing my back, I just groaned and set me head on the table. "I finished the song Gerard." Brendon said handing the lyrics to me, I read them over and nodded, this song was kick ass. "I sent a letter to my parents and they said their bringing my keyboard and another guitar." Brendon said and took a bite out of his sandwich. "We're a band now." Frank laughed, I laughed too and read the song lyrics again. We all got up and went to our rooms, we all said we were going to practice when the keyboard and guitar arrive. "My ass hurts." I laughed sitting down and relaxed when the pain went away. "It was worth it though." I said, Frank smiled widely nodding his head in agreement.

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