There's nothing left to Destroy

Gerard's pov


Fuck! You can't leave me here! I stood there and watched the black van that dropped me off here leave. Two men took me by the arms and practically dragged me inside, I just looked down so my hair fell over my face. We stood at a door, it beeped and then we walked in to a seating area. "Oh yes Gerard Way." A lady with blond hair said behind the desk, I didn't look up when she said my name. She got up and another door opened. Deeper into hell we go, I though as the two men still dragging me led me to another room with people in it, please don't leave me here with crazy people! I struggled a little and took a step back, the men didn't let go but pulled me closer to the blond lady. "Gerard this is the lounge, it's were you can talk to others and play games." She said, I still didn't look at her but around the room. There were huge windows on one side of the room, a couple chairs, tables and a tv playing some cartoons. The men let go of me and I was left standing in the door way with the blond lady. "Your roommate will show you your room, his name is Frank. He's sitting on that chair over there drawing, they boy next to him his Tate." The lady said and gave me a little push into the room. I stood there for a full five minutes without moving, I just looked at the ground with my hair in my face. "Hi." I heard someone say, I tilted me head a little to see Frank standing in front of me frowning. I nodded still not speaking, he had a lot of tattoos and he had long dark brown hair, he also had a lip and a nose piercing. "You don't talk much?" He asked still frowning, I nodded again, why are you so weird Gerard? "Well I'm your roommate, so follow me. He walked away and I followed, he was pretty short for his age, I liked his clothing choices though, all black, it made him look hot. What the fuck Gerard, what did you just say!? I started to freak out a little, why the hell did you just call this guy cute?! Frank stopped at a door, room number twenty-one, the door beeped and he pulled it open. "Home sweet hell." Frank said stepping in, I followed, the room wasn't as small as I thought it was going to be. There was two beds, one had a Nightmare Before Christmas blanket on it and the nightstand had a black lamp on it. The other one had my bag with my stuff in it, there was a bathroom attached to our room. I went over to my bed and got my cloths out, I throw my Batman blanket on the bed and but my cloths in the nightstand and but my comic books in the second drawer. "I like your verity in color choices for your clothes." I jumped when he said that, I forgot he was there, I turned to see him sitting on his bed with his legs tucked up to his chest. "I nodded and went back to unpacking, I didn't have much so it didn't take long. "So why are you here?" Frank asked as I sat down on my bed and sat just like Frank. "I uh tried to kill my self…" I trailed off and rested my chin on my knees and looked down so my face was covered. "Me too." Frank said, I could see him through my hair rocking a little, he was looking at his wrists. "What's your name?" Frank asked still rocking, he was looking at me now. "Gerard, Gerard Way." I said looking up at him, he nodded and smiled a little, that was pretty cute, why do you keep saying he's cute? "I'm Frank Iero, that guy sitting next to me in the lounge his name is Tate Langdon, don't try to talk to him unless he talks to you. Don't try to touch him either unless you want your arm broken like the last kid." Frank said and got up, he walked over to the door and opened it. "Time for lunch Gerard." He said as he held the door open for me, I walked out and followed him to the cafeteria. "Hey Frank." A blond boy said and walked over to us, I think he's Tate. "Hey Tate, this is Gerard my roommate, he's new here so don't kill him." Frank said smiling at Tate. Tate laugh really hard and said hello to me, I just nodded. We got sandwiches, chips, and carrots for lunch, it looked okay but I wasn't hungry. I sat there at the table with Frank and Tate as they ate, Frank looked at me concerned. "Your not hungry?" He asked and took another bite of his sandwich. I shook my head and pushed to plate away, I haven't had anything to eat for the past five days and I'm still not hungry. Frank nodded and finished his sandwich, Tate give me a small smile. After lunch we had quite time, it just means you go to your room and do nothing for two hours. When we got to our room I went straight to my bed got under my blanket, curled into a ball and laid there. I heard Frank walk over to the side of my bed, he tapped my shoulder. I didn't move, I wanted to see what he would do. "Gerard? Are you awake?" I didn't say or do anything when he said that, he walked away and then came back to the side of my bed. He sat next to me on the bed, he was shaking a lot, I wonder what was wrong but for some reason I couldn't move. He laid down next to me still shaking, he was breathing heavily too. He moved closer to me, "Gerard are you awake?" he whispered, I didn't say anything. He moved closer and put his arm around my stomach, he was still shaking and still breathing heavily. I waited after a while until I heard him breath softly, he was asleep. I roled over to face him, his face was inches from mine, he looked so perfect. Gerard you definitely have a crush on him, I thought to myself and smiled. I watched him sleep for an hour before he moved a little, I closed my eyes to make it look like I was sleeping. "Your so cute when you sleep." Frank said as he pushed my hair back behind my ear. I was holding me breath, he called me cute! He got up I heard him walk over to his bed and sit down on it, don't leave, I pouted to myself, I waited a few minutes before rolling over to face to wall. I sat up the blanket pooled around me, I looked over at Frank, he was watching me intensely but looked away when I looked at him. I think your cute too Frank.

Notes

I hoped you liked this first chapter XD if you did please leave a comment telling me what you think <3 If you've never watched American Horror Story you need to, it's amazing!!! XD :)