I should have never been driving

Trying to recap on yesterday's events made my entire body feel like no amount of showers could ever wash away the dirt. I'm not going to let it take a hold, not again. I'm not long to allow myself to be a victit. It's not fair on myself and it definitely isn't fair on Frank, it was humiliating enough for him to see me be weak. He's done nothing but look out for me and I'm not about to repay the guy I love with distance.
The covers around my face smelt like Frank, they smell like love.
The first thing I noticed when I woke up was that the room was completely empty, Frank was nowhere in sight. I looked over to the alarm clock on the nightstand and it was 6:30am, I've slept for sixteen and a half hours straight.
I pulled the covers off my bare body, Frank must have taken off my jeans, I remember him taking off my shirt to patch me up. I was stripped down to my boxer. Next to the alarm clock there was painkillers and a glass of water. I decided it was best to take the pills. I sat up slowly and put them in my mouth before washing them away with the water and then slipped out of bed to go and find Frank.
As soon as I stepped out of the door and closed it behind me I heard gagging noises coming from down the hall, I followed the sounds until I reached the bathroom door. I knocked a few times "Frankie? That you?"
"Gee?" I heard between gagging noises. I pushed the wood of the door to find him kneeling in front of the toilet. His almost tanned skin was pale, there was sweat clusters on his torso and bac. His body was covered in bruises and abrasions. He was hurt, real bad... It was surprising that he was able to carry me yesterday. It must have hurt like a bitch.
I knelt down next to him slowly, avoiding more pain on both our parts. I rubbed the small of his back, dodging the bruises. He looked up at me, his face full of fear. There was a trickle of blood coming from his nose. After a few more minutes of gagging and vomiting he wiped his mouth and nose and flushed away everything he must have eaten in the last week. Getting to his feet slowly he put down the toilet lip and proceeded to sit down.
My eyes wandered to the purple graze above his belly button. "They kicked me in the junk, who does that?!" He said, breathing heavily. "Are you alright?" He said slowly. I inhaled, I didn't care if I wasn't. I don't care if yesterday was humiliating. I need to at least appear strong, for him at least, "I'm alright, I'm not going to dwell on it. It just makes it harder" I say sitting back a little, leaning against the bath "you talk with experience.. " he said, his brow furrowed.
I stared at the bruises on my thighs "mmhhm" was all I could muster. Leaning forward slowly he cupped my cheek and pulled it up to look me in the eye. "This had happened before?" He asked, his breath shaky. "Do you mind if we just drop, I don't like bringing up the past" I said honestly. I'm not going to dwell on that shit when I've found just about the best thing to ever happen to me "I'm sorry" he said, looking down. What did he have to be sorry for? "For what?" I asked, genuinely confused. "I promised you, I promised I'd never let him hurt you and I couldn't do anything" his head bowed. I sighed, "what could you do? It was two against one, you did everything you could"
his eyes looked weary. "You did everything you could. you didn't leave me there.. You helped me. You fucking made it your mission to safeguard me" I said in a reassuring voice, "I love you, okay?" I said, lifting up my head. "I. Love. You" before he could say anything I leant forward and planted a sloppy kiss on his lips..
'we were leaving tonight, we would be together and we would be safe' I repeated in my head.. 'Safe'
He stood up with one swift motion, a small whine coming from his mouth as our lips were still connected. Pulling me to my feet I felt our bare torsos touch.
He was clammy but that didn't stop me from trying my absolute hardest to pick him up "you're gonna have to stay still in order for this to work" I breathed between kisses. I'm not sure how much pain this was going to inflict but at this point in time I would put my hands in glass just to be close to him. Without his touch I feel cold.
I put my hand beneath his thigh and lifted it and got him to push off with his other leg slowly.
After a minute or two of adjustment his legs were wrapped around my waist. "careful" I whispered into his ear as I felt the mussels in my stomach retract in a violent motion, causing me to lean backwards into the door. His kiss was powerful, the kinda stuff you see in the movies, I had everything I needed in this one moment.
I had everything I ever wanted and I wasn't about to give it up. His presence made it possible to forget any pain you have.. To forget that the world is an awful place.
I used my elbow to open the door, turning around to kick it fully open with my foot. "You should probably pack for this weekend" I said between kisses, carrying him to his room. He just replied with a feint "mmhm" I pushed down the door handle with my fingers and used Frank's back to push the wood of the door. I pushed him down on the bed slowly.. Avoiding hurting either of us more. " I love you" he said pulling me closer so that his face was buried into my neck.

Notes

Hello my lovely's
I hope you're enjoying this fanfic.. I had to go back and edit this one because of the spelling mistakes and lack of quality.
y'all keep being y'all :)