CHAPTER 5 - MIKEY POV

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Ray and I make our way inside school and head to PE, without even looking back at Gerard and Frank because we both want to get to class. which might sound weird except we are so bad at sports we have not had to play in over a year, so instead we sit under the bleachers and just hang out.

So we both quickly walk through the halls, and then the changing rooms until we are outside on the track. We wait to be registered by the teacher and then he gives us a nod dismissing us. I walk side by side with Ray trying to get as close to him as possible until we are under the bleachers and hidden from those on the track.

"Hey mikes you okay" "Yeah, I guess except it is fucking freezing" I say whilst shivering He laughs his adorable laugh and then takes off his coat and wraps it around me. I already know I am blushing super red but my crush just gave me his coat and it smells just like him. "Thanks Ray" I say still red from embarrassment "That's okay mikes" he says smiling god he was so cute.

"So what shall we do?" He says "Um I don't know" God could I sound anymore lame and boring "I know!" He says grinning mischievously "Let's play Truth or dare" "Um okay sure" oh my fucking God truth or dare what if he asked me about who I have a crush on or something.
"Come sit closer to me and let's play, I will go first." I hold his coat in place as I move from the end of the bench to right next to him so that our legs touch slightly. "So mikes truth or dare?" "Uh truth?" I stare at his perfect face whilst he thinks up a truth "Okay I got it, when was the last time you had sex with a girl?" Shit. "I um I haveneverhadsexwithagirl" "Wait mikes you speak to fast and mumble what did you say?" I take a deep breath " I have never had sex with a girl" I stare at my shoes and wait for him to start laughing instead he pats my shoulder. "Hey don't worry about it there's no rush I haven't had sex either. one day you will have sex with a girl just wait."

The next thing I say was not meant to be said out loud especially not in front of Ray. "What if I don't want to have sex with a girl?" CRAP CRAP CRAP did I say that out loud oh god i did. I feel my face burn up and I just want to get away I try to get up and run but Ray grabs my arm and pulls me toward him. Ray stands up and pulls me into a hug I press my face into his chest and I think I am crying but I feel safe with him. Ray then pulls back slightly but is still holding my arms "mikes if you are gay I don't care I will still love you" I nod my head whilst starring at my shoes still lightly crying "Hey Mikey seriously I don't care in fact I don't want to have sex with a chick either" My head shoots up so fast my neck hurts I know I look totally shocked but I can't help it. "Wait wait you're" I say shakily "Gay" he says finishing my sentence confidently "yeah I am" I instantly start grinning like a Cheshire Cat and no matter how hard I tried I could not stop.

"Do you want to carry on playing Mikes?" "Sure" I say sitting back on the bench even closer to Ray than last time but he does not seem to mind. "Shall I go now" I say as he had a go last time. He looks like he is contemplating something for a second before smiling slightly. "No I want to go again" Ray says whilst turning to face me "Okay that's fine" I say looking into his eyes. "Truth or dare?" He says looking slightly, nervous? Fuck it I think "dare" He leans in closer to my face so we are only inches apart. "Kiss me" he whispers in a husky voice I smile so big it hurts. Did Ray actually jut ask me to kiss him?! The butterflies in my stomach are going crazy. He leans even closer and our lips our brushing against each other's "Absolutely" I whisper onto his lips I push my lips onto his and my god Ray's lips were so warm we only kiss gently for 3 seconds before he pulls away and stares into my eyes both of us are talking through our eyes again and once He sees I am happy we kiss again and try to deepen it both of us wanting to explore each other's mouth.

I feel his tongue slide over my bottom lip and I obediently open my mouth deepening the kiss our lips attacking each other's and our tongues dancing for dominance. We are both breathing heavily not caring about oxygen only wanting each other. We are both blushing and suddenly I am burning up and I don't think it was due to a sudden temperature change. I think Ray is thinking the same thing cause he pulls of my (well his) coat and throws it behind us before he reattaches his mouth onto mine.

30 seconds later he pulls away frustrated "Not close enough" I am confused for a second until he pulls me onto his lap. "Much better" we both smile and then carry on kissing passionately and because of this new position change my jeans suddenly feel uncomfortably tight. I start squirming slightly trying to relieve the pressure whilst still kissing Ray until I think he notices my movement "you okay?" He asks smiling down at my face "Yes" I breath out my god this is so embarrassing please don't let him notice. "Really" he says cocking his eyebrow then not so discreetly staring at my lap then back into my eyes. I turn red from embarrassment trying to will my problem away. He pulls me further into his lap then says " don't be embarrassed your not the only one" I look down at his lap and realise he's right. I shift my eyes and stare back at his face. We both chuckle lightly before we carry on making out and this time I can Definitely feel the hardness in Ray's Skinny jeans because of how close i am sitting in his lap.
I can see Ray now starting to squirm too. I run one hand through his hair pulling his face closer to mine. Then I push his face away he looks at me confused but I have an idea I attach my lips to his neck and start sucking and biting at his tender skin causing him to moan and squirm even more until he is squirming so much I am afraid of falling off his lap. Whilst still biting his neck I run one hand up his thigh and over the tent in his jeans. "oh my god" Ray Moans He is making such dirty but beautiful noises I want to hear more. I start massaging his erection through the fabric of his jeans and the noises he makes cause my problem to only get worse. At this point Ray is no longer able to kiss, his eyes are fluttering and his mouth is in a perfect o shape. I marvel at his beauty whilst still rubbing his lap until I decide to try something I rub my crotch over his pushing down in his lap and his hips instantly Buck up. At this point the only noise he is making is moans and my name mumbled under his breath.
I carry on rubbing my crotch over his until my jeans are becoming too tight and painful. Ray seems to be in the same position as his jeans look so tight they could rip at any moment. I reach into his lap and undo his zip and button causing him to moan loudly in relief he opens his eyes and looks at me, his eyes full of passion and love.
He reaches his hand to my zipper and pulls it down. I instantly feel relieved also.

He smiles down at me and I have never felt so happy. Despite the passion and urgency we both lean in and gently kiss for a few seconds before he slowly reaches his hand into my trousers and starts stroking me through my boxers. I moan embarrassingly loud but Ray does not seem to care he carries on stroking me and I decide to pleasure Ray at the same time. I grab him through his boxers and quickly start stroking him. We both start stroking faster and faster and as we do our breathing also gets faster and more erratic. Until I feel a heat gathering in the pit of my stomach I stare into Ray's eyes and I know he is also close two strokes later we both shout each other's names loudly then collapse on each other riding out our orgasms.
We pull our hands out of each other's clothes and just lay against each other. I listen to his heartbeat decreasing and calming down, I look up at him again and peck his lips. Ray just smiles and rubs his hands over my back pulling me into a hug. And for once I am so fucking glad I chose dare.

Notes

HEY GUYS IT'S RAE SORRY I HAVE NOT UPDATED IN A MONTH I HAVE BEEN ILL AND ALSO SLEEPING BETTER SO I COULD NOT WRITE UNTIL THE EARLY HOURS OF THE MORNING LIKE I USED TO BUT I AM BACK TO MY OLD WAYS AND NOT SLEEPING SO I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS NEW CHAPTER ( I EVEN INCLUDED SMUT)
SO AS ALWAYS KILLJOYS KEEP RUNNING ^-^