I can't take it anymore

Gerard.'s pov

"We're here!" Frank said excitedly as we poled in to a parking spot in front of an Italian restaurant, Mikey stayed at home so me and Frank could have a day alone. It was noon and we didn't eat breakfast so we were pretty hungry, so we went to the restaurant we were parked in front of. Right when we walked in we were greeted by a old, very loud, old Italian lady. "Welcome, oh you boys are so skinny, you must eat." She practically dragged us to a table and gave us menus, she had a very thick Italian accent. We ordered, the placed was pretty empty besides a couple in the back, me and Frank, and a group of girls sitting two tables away from us. We got our food in five minutes, that was pretty fast, and there was like a pound of food both of our plates. Me and Frank stared wide eyed at our mountains of food, we should've just split it. "Eat, eat, there's more." The older woman said happily and walked away to the other customers. "Uh hey Gee I don't think I can even eat a third of this." Frank said smiling and leaned on me as he took a bite, we started to eat it was amazing. Neither of us even ate half of what was on our plates, we sat there and looked at the plates and laughed. "Hey Gee those girls keep looking at us." Frank said awkwardly and snuggled into me more, I put my arm around him and started to pet his hair. "Their probably jealous that your with me." I said and he smiled and blushed snuggling even closer to me as I ran my hand through his hair. The waiter came back smiling happily at us and looking at our plate still piled with food. "Oh my you didn't finish, these kids these days don't eat like they used to." She said and got our plaits out of the way, we walked out holding hands as we passed stores and shopped a little. Frank looked so cute in his oversized sweater and black skinny jeans, he saw me staring at him so I smiled widely, he wrapped his arm around my waist. "Fags!" Someone shouted when we past a group of kids, Frank looked at them angrily, his hands were shaking. Fuck he was angry, I tapped him so he would look at me I shook my head and tugged him to keep walking. He stopped and stormed up to the kid who said that, the kid was about a foot taller than Frank. "What the fuck did you just call us you little cunt?" Frank said angrily getting up in the kids face, the kid took a step back and looked down at Frank a little scared, "Nothing." The kids voice shook as he looked at his friends who didn't say anything. "That's what I though, get out of here before I kill all of you." Frank said as the kids practically ran away like stared like scared little kids. Frank was still shaking a little but he stopped when I put my arm around him, he smiled at me as we kept walking. We went into a comic book store, all together we got about twenty comic books, and some posters. We also went to this really cool clothing store, they had a lot of band merch, we got five shirts each. When we were done shopping it was six, we got dinner at the same place we got lunch, this time ordering one thing and splitting it. A different waiter seated us, a girl with piercings and blue hair, she was really nice. "So were are you two from?" She asked as she gave us our food. "New Jersey." Franks said leaning his head on my shoulder as he looked up at here. "That's pretty far, are you guys here for vacation?" She asked as Frank took a bite of the food so I had to answer. "Well we came to Boston for our honey moon." I said looking at Frank who smiled when I said that. "Oh my gosh! That's so cute, congratulations!" She said happily, me and Frank laugh at how exited she was . "My name is Alex by the way." She said shacking my hand, Frank gave her a fist bump, he didn't really like touching new people. "I'm Gerard and this is Frank." I said smiling at her as she shook my hand. "If only Johnnie proposed to me." Alex said looking down and then back up again. "I was so nervous when I proposed I thought I was going to pass out," I said as Frank laugh, Alex started to laugh so I joined in. "So Johnnie is your boyfriend I'm guessing?" Frank said as I took another bite of food, God we're not going to finish this either. "Yeah, he sings, me and him are actually in a group on YouTube its called My Digital Escape." Alex said smiling. "Wait I've seen you guys, oh my gosh I love your YouTube channels, there amazing! Johnnie is an amazing singer." Frank said freaking out a little bit, we watched them all the time, I guess because Alex dyed her hair and was wearing glasses we didn't recognize her at first. "Its so cool meeting fans, I'm pretty far from home because I'm visiting a cousin and she works here and needed some help." Alex said as she signed something that Frank asked her to sign, he was fangirling so hard right now. "We watch all of your videos." Frank said excitedly, now he was getting hyper, he's like an energetic bunny this was gong to be fun. We were there for about two ours, Alex, me, and Frank all had a great time. "Kyle, Brian, and the rest of the group would love you guys!" Alex said happily, she gave us her phone number so we could contact each other, Frank was so happy he looked like he was going to explode. We left and drove home, today was pretty fun, we should do that again. Frank was past out by the time we got home, the lights were all on inside, I carried him in and put him on the bed in our bedroom. Everyone was gone except for Mikey who was passed out on the chair with Jazz laying next to him on the ground asleep with the dogs. "Gee?" I heard Frank say as we rolled in bed and hugging the pillow tightly, I was getting my pjs on, he was sleep talking, I walked over and took his shirt off of him so he was more conferrable. I got in bed next to him, he sat up and looked at me with wide scared eyes. "What's wrong Frankie?" I asked as he stared at me, he looked around the room and got up walked over to the door and walked out of the room. I followed him to the storage room, he walked in and turned the light on. He was sleep walking, he walked to a box labeled 'old toys' and opened it, he took a bear out of the box and hugged it. He looked like a little boy who had a nightmare and was hugging his bear for comfort. He then walked back to our room and got back in bed, I got on an laid down next to him. He moved closer to me and took my arm and put it around him. "Don't let go." He said softly and shut his eyes, he was still hugging the bear tightly. "I will never let go Frankie." I said quietly kissing his head and then going to bed.

Notes

Thank you for reading, sorry for the shorter chapter today, If you don't know who My Digital Escape is look them up on YouTube they are amazing <3 XD Leave a comment telling me what you thing <3 The title of this chapter is from a song, you should also check that out :)