Trouble

I can't believe I said it... I admit I liked him... I'm such an idiot...

''Frankie? Are you sure you feel that way?'' Gerard questioned.
''I don't know...'' I sighed
''I like you too Frank, but... Isn't it too soon for you, I mean you just got out of a relationship..'' He lectured, making me feel bad.
''Gee, just stop, I like you.. I don't know why, maybe that's why I didn't feel anything from that kiss..'' I paused.
''Are you sure that's how you feel? I need to know'' He picked my hand up, smothering it in warmth..
''I'm sure..'' I confess.
I leaned in for a kiss, but it didn't happen.
''Whoa.. Frankie, it's too soon for you..'' He pushed me away.
''No it's not, Gee!'' I shouted.
''Look, Frank, I have to go..'' He got up and opened the door, and left.

Why the fuck frank? Why did you do that?

I sat up, feeling like a fool.
I'm so stupid... What have I done?

I sat curled up in a ball, in my room...
''So stupid..'' I whispered to myself.
My eyes were leaking.

I got my phone and tried calling Gerard, but no answer,
Fucking hell, he probably hates me now..

Notes

Tired and not gonna update, cause I have exams, so sorry if this is a shitty chapter.