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My Ferard Romance

Self-Doubting Mikey

(Gerard pov)
Two weeks later:

"Good morning" I hear Frank say as he strokes my hair.
I smile at him, and I lean over and kiss him.
"Good morning" I say to him back.
We got up and go into the kitchen, Mikey was already up and making the coffee.

So Mikey has been with us for two weeks and honestly I love having him here. He's had a couple of panic attacks and nightmares that have concerned me but he says he's ok so I'll let it slide for now, but if it happens again I'm taking him to see someone. He says because of the abuse from dad. I understand but I want to help him cause I don't want him to have to suffer. Frank and I have held off because we didn't want to make Mikey uncomfortable. As much as I want us, I think of Mikey and I change my mind. I know Frank is frustrated with me about this but Mikey's my baby brother.

"Frank, I know your frustrated with me, I know how much you miss us, because I miss it too, but I have to say thank you for your patience with me, and I appreciate all of it and I was worried you'd leave me." I said to him.
"Babe, I could never leave you. I love you too much gee, and I'm not frustrated I know what your going through you and Mikey are my life and family now. Yes I miss us but I don't want to force you." He responded.

As we got into the kitchen, Mikey was drinking his coffee.
"Good morning Mikey" we said.
"Morning" he said.
We had our coffee and then I had to go to school, so I got dressed and headed off to school. I think Frank has school too. I know Mikey dropped out so he's staying at the apartment. I told him that he should get a job if he's not going to go to school but I don't know if he's going to or not. I kissed Frank goodbye and I hugged Mikey and I left to go to class.

(Mikey pov)
Gerard left to go to class, Frank ha another hour before he goes to class so I hang with him for a while. It's been a long time when it's just been just the two of us hanging out. And honestly it's nice.
"So Frank how are you and Gerard doing?" I asked.
"Well it's going alright, we hadn't had sex in a while if that's what you mean." Frank says to me.
"Actually that's not what I meant, but ok? and since you brought it up why is that?" I ask uncomfortably.
"Well Gerard's been greiving at the loss of your mother and then you showed up and he doesn't want to make you uncomfortable so. But it's cool, I understand family is very important to him. And I know he loves you a lot and he'd do anything but for you." Frank answers.
"So I'm getting the way of you guys' relationship?" I said disappointed.
"No no no no, your not in our way we want you here Mikey" he said.
"Well I got to go Mikes, it takes a while to walk to school I'll see you later ok" he said to me.
"Ok" I say to him. He said bye and left.

Now I'm here al by myself again. I don't like being alone, but there's no choice they go to school and I don't. Maybe Gerard's right, maybe I should get a job to help them out since I'm going to be to live here with them. And it'll get me out of here for a few hours while there at school. I'll think about it and look around. But for now I sit here and watch tv.

Two hours later:
Since there's nothing on tv at this time I decide to make some lunch, but there's not much here. So I eat a little bit of what is here which is all vegetarian crap. I go to my room to take a nap, but I heard a knock at the door which was weird. So I go over and answer it.

"Dad? What the hell are you doing here?" I ask.
"No I think a better question is what the fuck are you doing here, and not with me huh, bitch?" He said pushing me into the room. Then he let himself in.
"Look your supposed to be with me at home and not here ok, and your supposed to be at that fucking school too. They called and said that you haven't been there. You're coming back with me right now, you little bitch" he said.
"NO!" I yell at him.
"I've taking enough of your shit for the last time" I say back.

He hit me and said fine and left, I crawled into my room and laid on my bed, I finally fell asleep for a while.

I woken up by a familiar voice.
"Miiiikey?" The voice said.
"WHAT!!!" I was startled.
"Oh Gerard it's only you" I say.
"Of course it's me Mikey, who else would it be?" He said as if he was joking.

(Gerard pov)
"Mikey are you ok?" I ask.
"Yeah I'm fine" he says back.
"Are you sure?" I ask him.
"Yes" he said.
"Ok but if you want to talk I'm here" I said.
"Gerard, I want you and Frank to get your realationship back, I'm sorry I'm in the way of that" he said disappointed.
"Mikey your not in our way-..." I was cut off.
"Yes I am and I want you guys to get back to the way you were. So you guys go out and have a romantic night all to your selves. Ok?" He explained to me.
"Mikey where is this coming from? Thanks but I don't think so" I say.

We were cut off when Frank came through the door.
"Hi sweetie!" I said to Frank, kissing him.
Trying not to think about what Mikey and I were talking about.
"Hi Gee" he kissed me back.
"Hi Mikey" he said waving at him.
Frank walked into the kitchen to get something to drink. I follow him and I think I'll do what Mikey suggested and I'll try to be cute with him and hopefully he'll pick up on the cues.

"Hey Fraankie!" I say in a cute way.
This is so uncomfortable and awkward.
"Yeah" he says in a casual tone.
"Want to go out to dinner just the two of us?" I ask.
"What about Mikey?" He says.
"Uhh... Ok, how about I make us something and we can-..." I was cut off by him.
"That sounds good" he interrupted.
"Fraaank, your killing the mood" I say to him.
"What mood Gerard?" He said confused.
"The fucking mood I'm in" I said to him.
"And that would be..." He says
"Frank I'm trying to be sexy with you and your not playing along and understanding what I'm saying" I complain to him.
"Oohh, I'm sorry Gee, I didn't realize" Frank apologized.

Then Frank pulled me into a kiss. Led him into our room and we fell on the bed and we took our clothes off. We laid there kissing for a while. It felt like we didn't even have a break, it felt so natural and sensual. As Frank was kissing and bitting me neck, I moaned out "Frank, fuck me". And without hesitantion he did as I commanded. I missed this a lot and I think it brings us closer in more ways than one. The heat and passion that we had in the beginning of our relationship, was now restored between us. I was so anxious that I was going to lose Frank, but I don't worry anout it anymore.

"BEST.SEX.YET!!!" Frank said after a while.
"I know right" I said to him.
Frank and I were just laying there in bed as a sweaty mess, we were lightly kissing each other between breathes.

We got dressed, and went out to the kitchen and to get some food prepared. I call out for Mikey.
"Mikey what do you want for dinner!?" I yell to him.
"I don't care!" I get from him.
"That doesn't help!" I yell back to him.
"Just make something!" He says back to me.




Notes

I'm sorry it took me so long to update, I wasn't in a good state for a bit, and I was really busy with school stuff. Anyway I hope you all enjoy this chapter! =)
Comment anything.

Comments

Sorry it's taking me a while to update, I've been busy. I'll update tomorrow I have just finished writing the next chapter and I think you'll all really like it.

OX_killjoys OX_killjoys
3/24/16

aww good for them

aww good for them

loved the update xx

Frerard Forever Frerard Forever
3/14/16

Cool. But also very sad