My Ferard Romance

(Gerard pov)
The same day:

"Oh shit! we don't have any more soda left!" Ray stated looking into the refrigerator.
"Mikey want to come to the market with me I need something to wash the pizza down" He continued.
"Sure I'll come Ray" Mikey said.

As they leave I realized that their going to leave me here with Frank alone, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Just as they closed the door and left, I look over to Frank and he's already leaning in to kiss me.
"Phew, I thought they'd never leave" Frank says.
Next thing I know his lips are pressed to mine and he's trying to get his tongue into my mouth.
"Frank! what are you doing!" I ask.
"Just kissing a hot guy" I blush as he said that.
Then he continued kissing me and I let him. I start to feel something with Frank.

About 20 minutes later I heard the door unlock and I pushed Frank off of me just in time, when Ray and Mikey walk in with some bags.
"Um, what's going on here?" Ray asked as if he already knew. Then Mikey comes over to me and whispers " were you guys like making out or something" he asked.
"No!" I said.
"Then why are both your shirts off and your hair is all messy? Mikey asks.
I think to my self and I don't know how to get myself out of this situation, when Ray says "Um Mikey I think we're interrupting something why don't we see a movie." Saying it as if Mikey doesn't have a choice.

So they put down the bags and left to see a movie, leaving us alone again. Just like last time, just as they close the door Frank came at me again and I let him. But I didn't worry because the theater is two blocks away and movies are generally an hour or two long, so we had plenty of time.

Only this time Frank became a little more aggressive, not only was he kissing me, he was also sliding his hands up and down my body, and it felt good. I pull away long enough to say
"Frank, bed?" I ask passionatly.
And he nods "yes", so we go over to my bed.
And he quickly pulls his pants down and boxers to reveal a very erect dick.
"Frank your little friend is trying to say something" I joke motioning to him.
He stands there and blushes and I feel him taking my pants down, only to reveal a hard dick. Then he lays next to me naked, and he's so beautiful in every way. As we are kissing passionately I hear "Gee fuck me now" he said as he was trying to catch his breath. So I did as he commanded. And I'm glad I did.

Then I few minutes later I couldn't help but to wonder
"Frank, what does this make us? I mean I just met you a few hours ago and we're already doing this, I just want to know if you want to see me when you go back to school" I ask curiously.
Then he gave me a questioned look
"Of course I want this when I go back, I would take a ferry everyday to see you if I have too. I know it started quickly but it's so right." He explained to me and I felt better knowing that he truly wanted this.

Then I noticed that Frank was staring at my wrists my I quickly tried to hide them, feeling embarrassed I tried to change the topic but he is insisting to stay on this.
"Gee, would you do this to yourself" he asked in a concerned way.
I try and look away and ignore the question but
"Gee, look at me tell me why" he asked again.
I keep thinking of what I should say, but I haven't even told Mikey and if he finds out he'll be so upset. But Frank is still looking at me waiting for an answer.

"Ok, ok I'll tell you, just don't tell Mikey he'll be so upset if you did ok" I said to him. He looks at me as I explain.
"Frank, I had some rough times in high school and in the last year or so, and I don't exactly like myself, I doubt myself a lot and I always think that no one will ever love me and that made me depressed and I didn't know how to take out that anger so I took it out on myself..." I say as I start to cry, I can see that he is as well.
Then I hear him say "but I love you Gerard, and I don't ever want you to feel like ever again, I'm here for you"
I get up the courage to say "I love you too Frankie, and thank you for understanding"
And we just lay there smiling at each other.

About two hours go by and I heard Ray and Mikey come back and it's really late now about 11pm, and we quickly get some clothes on and try not to make things to obvious when they walk in.
"Hey, what's up guys?" Ray says
"How was the movie?" I ask quickly.
Mikey walks over to me, "the movie was good" Ray states and then Mikey nods in agreement.
Mikey is sitting next to me and he asked "what did you two do while we were gone?" He says gesturing to me.
"Oh we just sat here and talked about different things, right Frankie" I said quickly.
"That's all just talking, and now you call him Frankie? Since when?" Mikey said questioning me.
"He said he'd prefer that I call him that, ok Mikey. And yes we just talked and such" I say.
Then I notice that Frank gave me a look like I just blew our secret.
"Ooh, why does 'such' mean Gerard?" Mikey questions.
"Oh, um nothing" I quickly respond.
"No you guys weren't just talking you guys were doing something else and you don't want us to know" Mikey said.

I look over to Frank and he shrugged to me like "I don't care if you tell"
So I just leave it at that and say "I'm going to bed, goodnight" and I see Frank wink at me as I leave the living space.

Notes

Hope you enjoy !! (Credit to my friend for the chapter title)