My Ferard Romance

(Mikey pov)
Four weeks later:

"UGHHHH!!! I can't take it anymore!" I yell to myself.
"Fuuuuuuck! I hate everything, my life is going downhill and I can't do anything about it" I say to myself, as I was punching the wall in my room.

I hate my room, I hate my house and I hate myself. My room is so dark and dreary, there are dents in the walls from where I have been punching the fuck out of it the past few weeks. Why is everything to me; first Gerard moves out, Kristen dumps me, then mom dies and now my dad, an drunk abusive asshole. I hate everything. I can't do this anymore. I don't know what to do with my life.

Dad's been harassing me and abusing me physically and emotionally. He's drunk practically all the time and he hits and punches me when I do something wrong everytime. I don't talk to my friends much anymore, I keep to myself. I don't really go to school anymore, cause I just don't really care about anything, anymore.

I've thought of this a few times and nows the time cause I just can't my life the way it is anymore. I know it's late at night, but I know it has to be done. And I know exactly where to go. I know that running away is not the answer and all that shit, but I can't live with that asshole anymore.

I pack my bag and I creep down the stairs to see if dad is asleep, and luckily for me he's passed out in front of the tv. I go into the kitchen grab food and his keys to the car and I carefully walk out of the house and I drive to the train station, I would go to the ferry port but they don't run at night. So train it is. I take it into Manhattan.

(Gerard pov)
Its been hard the last month but I've been getting better and I owe most of it to Frank, he as supported me and helped me through everything. And know that it's almost thanksgiving I've thinking about her, my mother, a bit more.

But I have gotten my life almost back there's just one thing that isn't and its Frank, we haven't been intimate for a long time and I can tell that it bothers him, by the way he talks to me and cuddles me. I have decided that it's time that I get that part of my life back.

I haven't heard from Mikey in a long time, I'm a bit worried about him but I don't want to bother him so I just of leave him alone. I text him here and there but he doesn't respond. I let it slide he's probably just still sad.

Anyway I have a big surprise for Frank. I know it's getting late but won't care. I go to lay on our bed and I call for him.
"Frankie!" I call out.
"Yeah, Gee what's up?" He says to me as he walks in.
I start to stroke his hair and play with it. Frank gives me a look
"Gee?" Frank questions.
I look at him and smirk.
"I'm ready Frankie" I say to him giving him a small kiss.
"Ready for what?" He asks me confused.
"Ready for us again, you know" I say to him stroking him and trying to rub him.
"Are you sure gee?" He asks me, picking up what want.
"Yes, I'm sure" I say to him.

(Mikey pov)
Sitting on this damn train is so boring and long. I wish it could go faster, but since there's nothing I can do about it but to just wait till it gets there. I really hate my dad, he's just ruining his life and mine. I have not sympathy for him right now.
"Oh shit! I hope he doesn't get mad that I took his car. Fuck, maybe I should have walked? Well it's too late now. Wait, what if he comes looking for me though? Ugh why does everything have to be so god damn difficult." I contemplate to myself on the train. This train is too slow.

I finally arrive in the city and I walk a few blocks until I arrive at their door step, I'm getting a weird feelings as if I should have called them. But it should be fine. I finally ring the bell and there's not going back. I started to cry and slid my back against the wall and sat on the floor.

(Gerard pov)
I all of a sudden hear the doorbell ring.
"Who could that be, at this time?" I asked looking at Frank.
He just shrugged. I walk over to the door and answered it.
"Mikey?!" I said.

Notes

Sorry it's been a while since my last update, I have been busy. I hope you all like this new chapter. Don't be mad I ended it on a cliffhanger. Anyway enjoy! =)