My Ferard Romance

(Gerard's pov)
Three weeks later:

Over the last few weeks the summer has been boring, but I'm spending lots of time with Frankie, just hanging out. We want to go on a trip together but we don't know what yet. Frank is over and we're discussing a trip we could potentially take.
"So Gee, about the trip, where would you want to go?" He asked curiously.
"I don't care, anywhere you want to go Frankie" I said back.
"I've got it!..." He paused.
"Yeah?" I questioned.
"...we could take a road trip and that way we don't have to pick a certain place and just be spontaneous" he said.
I look at him like he's crazy. Then I thought about it, and realized that's a pretty cool idea.
"Yeah, that could be a really cool I idea, I like it." I said back to him.
"So that's it then, we'll rent a large RV type truck and put a mattress in the back with some blankets and just be together." Frank added.
"Sounds great, I can't wait, when do we want to do this Frankie" I asked him.
"Um, I would say when ever we can get the truck rental" he said.
"Oh, well sorry Gee, but I have to be home, we'll talk more about it tomorrow ok" he said. Then kissed me on the lips and he walked home. I called the rental place and asked when we could possibly rent one of there RV like trucks.

~The next day~
I'm going to pick up Frankie at his house and we're heading over to the mall.
"Hey Frankie!" I said as he's getting into the my car.
"Hey Gerard" Frank says in a sexy way.
A few minutes later we are now at the mall, we love to hold hands as we walk together, and we go in.
We love to go to the mall and hang out there because we go to our favorite store, to no surprise, 'Hot Topic'. It's the best store ever, they sell all sorts of alternative wear and things. And our favorite part is their selection of band merch. We select some t-shirts, I got a misfits one and a smashing pumpkins one, and Frank got an iron maiden and misfits one too. We also got some really tight fitting jeans with rips. Once we finish purchaseing we went to the food court and have lunch together.

We sat at a booth and I told him that I called the rental place. "Frank, I called the rental place for the truck and they said that we can rent the truck for next week and all they want to know is for how long we need it" I said to him.
"Oh,ok that's great! So how long would we want it...," he thought.
"Yeah that's all we need to work out then I'll call them back and we can have the truck." I added.
"Cool, so how long would we want it?" He asked back
"um, ... " I thought.
Then his face lit up.
"I would say that we go for somewhere between two and three weeks long. He said. I looked at him as his eye widened.
"Are you sure? That's an awful long time to be on vacation Frank" I said concerned.
"Yep, I'm sure, that way it gives up time to be alone, and it will give us time to see if we live together. Because I was thinking that maybe we could move in together, if this goes well, would you want that Gerard?" He said to me.
I look at him in awe and say " that's so sweet Frank, of course I want that and that we should definitely look into that after" I said.
He leans over the table and kisses me. I think people were looking at us since we're still in the mall, but I don't care.

We we finished our food and we walked around, still holding hands. Then at about 3pm we we decided to leave the mall and head home. In the car on the way home Frank said
"should we tell our parents that we possibly want to move in together soon?"
i think to myself for a minute
"We should wait a little while, at least until we get back from the trip, that way we know if out relationship is strong enough to withstand each other 24/7." I said to him.
"Ok, that's a good point" he said.

I arrive at home and I ask Frank if he wants to come in. I can tell that he's in a weird mood, and it was bothering me I want to know what's wrong, but I don't exactly know how to ask him.
"Come on Frank" motioning to him to come in.
He follows me in, and we go down to my room and he sits on my bed and just stares at nothing.
"Are you ok Frankie?" I asked concerned.
"Yes" is all that I get out of him.
"Come on baby, you can tell me anything, we're alone here" I reassure him.
He just looks at me and starts to cry, and I feel my heart sink for him. He then leans onto my shoulder.
"What's wrong Frankie?" I asked again more sympathetic.
He looks up at me from my shoulder and he mumbles out
"my mom, that's what" he said.
I looked at him concerned.
"What did she do?" I asked.
I can see that thoughts and emotions flood into his mind.
"Ok, so, my mom and I just found out that my dad has been faking his death for 10 years and she started drinking heavily again, and that's when she becomes abusive to me..." He looks away from me and started to cry again on my shoulder.
"You mean she's done this before? Awe, is that why you want to go for two weeks and then move in together, to get away from that, I don't blame you, I would too and I want you to know that I would NEVER hurt you in anyway Frankie, I love you to much." I stated to him.

I couldn't believe my ears I felt my heart sink, and I couldn't help but just to squeeze him into a tight hug.
"Kind of, that's one reason, but it's also that I love you Gerard" he mumbled.
"I love you too Frankie" I give him a kiss on the top of his head and he continued to cry, and I just continued to hug him. It breaks me to see him like this.
"Come on Frankie, it's going to be ok, you can sleep here if you want" I tell him. He looks at me and nods "yes", he stopped crying, I went upstairs to get him some water to help him calm down.
"here you go, it's water to help you calm down." I say to him.
"Thanks" he said, and drinks it. Once he got his emotions under control, and he kissed me and by the way he kissed me I can tell what he wants.

"Frank are you sure" I asked.
But I can feel him already pushing his hand down my pants and I know he wants to fuck, but I don't want to force him. However, he's already pulling my pants off and I can't resist, I have to. As he's taking off his clothes I can see the bruises, that are from his mothers drunk rages, but I don't say anything.
He getting more aggressive, now rubbing his hands up and down my sides. And I can feel him grinding his dick on me and it's getting me hard. Then I can tell that his dick is finding its way into me and I can't help but to moan enjoyably. I also to the same to him. And he let out a moan of pleasure.
Moments later I decided to give him a blow because I felt that he needed it.
It felt a bit weird because we just had this dramatic moment, but all that aside, we wanted it and that's all that counts.
I start to kiss him on his neck, and we pretty much just kiss the rest of the time. We lay there sweaty and smiling at each other like idiots, naked. Catching our breaths, we eventually fell asleep.

When all of a sudden I heard my name, I wake up and I see my mother standing in front of me saying that dinners ready, I realized that that we're still naked in bed and I told her to get out. That must of woken up Frank, cause I saw him open his eyes.
"hurry Frank get dressed, my mother came down and saw us, a couple of minutes ago. Dinners ready. " I say to him.
He looks at me then springs up and I hear him say
"oh shit" to himself. Then we go upstairs and see my parents and Mikey already eating and talking. My anxiety makes me think that they're taking about us having sex and such and I feel so awkward right now.
I can tell by the look on Frank's face that he was to.
We walk in and my mother looks at us and I feel a pit in my stomach. And I say "hi", I grab a plate for Frank and I and then we sit down and eat, throughout the whole meal my anxiety level was skyrocketing. Then my mom was the first one to to speak after a long while of silence.

"Well to break this awkward silence, did you two have fun?" She asked.
I choked on my food and gave Frank a weird look and he did the same. And we quickly look away and ignore the question.
"know what never mind, I don't need to know. I can already guess" she said soon after her question.
i can see the relief on Frank's face as she said that.

We then finished our food, then we got up and went back to my room. Where Frank spends the night with me. In bed, we occasionally kiss in between the small talk going on, as we cuddle each other.

Notes

Sorry it's been a while since I last updated, I just started school again, so I'm going to be pretty busy so I may not update everyday. Anyway, enjoy this chapter :)