
Please don't leave me
Nosy Cow
"Gerard sweetie, there you are!" Miss Meadows beamed at me from across the hallway with Frank on her arm. Frank was looking really pissed off, he was looking everywhere but me.
I stared blankly at her for a second then at Frank then back at her, then without saying a word and without changing my uninterested expression I waddled off... I mean I have the right to I don't exactly want to share my business with that nosy cow!
"Gerard get back here, don't you sass me Mr!" Miss Meadows half shouted still trying to keep her calm exterior.
I looked back at her with the most bored facial expression I could assemble and silently waited for her to come to me.
She smiled with her eyes shining bright and lipstick teeth stuck out terrifyingly, trying to look welcoming ,didn't really work.
"Come on Gerard dear, I'd like a word with you and your friend Frank."
Miss Meadows thinks she's some sort of Drama teacher/ social worker, well she did get a degree in phycology I've heard but whenever she thinks that she's helping out, in reality she's just annoying and making things worse.
I followed behind her and Frank to her "office". This would be a great chance to escape as they both can't see me right now but I don't want to get on Miss Meadows bad side really, as interfering as she is if I escape now she might make me see a counsellor or something or worse to see her every Monday and Friday.
Well I'm pretty sure that's what's going on with her and Frank, the nosy cow is counselling him and she probably already knows everything that's happened.. well maybe not everything I'm sure Frank would be too embarrassed to tell her everything.
I bet Frank is so fucking pissed with her right now, I know I am.
We all enter her room, she gestures us to sit down.
Miss Meadows calmly waits for us to get comfortable, she stares at me obviously having a quick run-through of she's gonna say to me.
Knowing her she's probably scripted all of this already.
"Now Gerard. Lately I noticed Frank hasn't been his usual self in Drama. Having a degree in phycology..." She pointed behind her and some stupid pictures of her and her degree and whatnot. "I can tell by these things, I also noticed that you and Frank don't really talk anymore. Have you two fallen out? Remember I'm here..." Blablabla. Well it's not exactly rocket science to notice Frank and I's relationship isn't really the same anymore and that we are both upset (in different ways) about it.
"Frank won't tell me what happened but my dears, it is essential for you two to tell me what has happened so that I can help you both sort it out okay?"
I stare at her bemused then nod slowly and lick my lip out of habit.
Frank's peeking at me discretely from under his hood, I look back at him and he quickly darts his eyes into another random spot in the room.
"So are any of you going to talk?" Miss Meadows asks impatiently.
"There's nothing to talk about." Frank says in a low, slow voice.
Miss Meadows sighs. "I'm sure there's a lot to talk about sweetie.."
Frank shakes his head. "Well what if I don't want this sorting out okay?" He gets up.
"Frank sit down, please. You two were the best of friends and we can't let all of that disappear can we? What you two has was special." Miss Meadows adds trying to seem distressed.
"What we had was nothing but Gerard's greed and my sheepishness. Look I don't even care anymore!" He snarls, raising his voice.
"I care though, I miss you Frank and you don't even bother to reply to my texts anymore!!"
I look away sadly, Miss Meadows sits back in her chair smiling and nodding trying to look sympathetic but I can see straight through her that she is enjoying this like one of the soaps or her stupid Drama productions at the school.
"I don't have to! Especially after what you did you dumb-"
"What I did wasn't even that bad, Frank there's much worse than that! If you quit being a baby about it we could-"
"I'M THE ONE BEING A BABY ABOUT IT??!! Really Gerard!!"
I shuddered inappropriately when he said my name.
"Frank I didn't mean to and it was all out of love anyway I fucking love you more than anything else in this world and you know that!" I pleaded.
"Gerard if you loved me then you'd take my past into consideration and know what not to do
god damn it! It's like you never listened to me before when I told you!"
"Yeh but I thought with me it'd be different because you love me!"
Just as we were getting deeper and closer to working things out Miss Meadows stuck her fat nose in trying to act concerned.
"Boys, boys is this mentions of sexual abuse because as a teacher I must act on that okay!?"
...
Frank and I stood in silence, I stared at him as he looked the other way.
"No." Frank grumbled then he walked out of the room.
"Miss we can work this out on our own." I said walking out also.
I've lost my appetite for lunch now to be honest.
Notes
I hate it when you finish writing a chapter then it all deletes ughh, that's why I keep them short!
Anywho I wanna try and write more today :)
@when your on your period
Yasssssss! I feel privileged :')
12/21/15