The Used

The Destin
"Frank!wake up!" was screamed to my ear by my dear little brother 'Cobalt'. "I'm awake!I'm awake!" i said,covering my ears with pillow incase he didn't hear me. "Okay" he responed calmely,"Mom told me to wake you because we're going to THE BEACH!"he add excitedly. "Oh nooo,i hate it!" i said dramatecly,burying my face in my hands. "it's because little Fwakie don't know how to swim?!"he said in a voice of a 5 years old boy,"What a shame!"he mocked I try to hit him with the pillow but miss him with justese, he laughed at me,"Cobalt!come here!"I yelled trying to get up but my legs get caught in the sheets making me fall of the bed and land on the ground with a loud thud. "Sorry Frank!" i heard my brother exclaimed quickly before the door slumed shut. I really love my little brother of 11 ans but sometimes beleive me he's the devil himeself,because today's demostration was nothing.Anyway i pull myself off the flour and go to open my closet,it's been a while since the last time we're gone to the 'beach' so my shorts now looks like boxers,oh god why my parent have to be so closefisted toward ME. I put on a black boxer-shorts (or call it what you want) and wear an over-sized T-shirt that went just above my knees and cover perfectly the shorts then went downstairs to accueil my 'oh-so lovely' familly. "Good morning mother,father" i said politly "late as always" my dad mattered,I'm used to it As I make my way to my usual sit my big bro 'Billie' un-accidently drop his coffee into my feet,i cried from the heat of coffee burning my skin. "Shup up fag!i'm trying to have a normal morning,I don't want to haer your disgusting moans!" my other big bro 'Jared' growled. "I'm sorry,Jared" i whispered. "Hey!it's Billie who must say 'sorry' to Frank!" Cobalt said rather agressivly. "Cobalt,it's Franklin fault for being a useless homo and ungratful child" interjeced my mom "sorry,mother" i lower my head. "But-"Cobalt try to proteste "No Cobalt,they're right,it's my entire fault"i don't want Coby to be punished cause of me.As you see my life has been like this for the last thee years since i confess to my familly my liking for men in romantic/sexuel way saeching for some confort and 'it's good' or at least 'alright' but all i got instead was was three very hard years of treatning and insults without forgetting the mercy-less beating of the first year,i still have some scars of Jared belt(thank you very much bro),but they got tired as time pass,tired of setting me with some girls or useless therapy sessions with an homophobic old man.the only one who stood by my side and try to understand me was Cobalt even if he was nine at that time.but i'm used to it now,an ipocrit mother,an ignorant father,two douchebag of brothers and my precious little bro. anyway,let stop talking about my facked up life and focuse on 'how Frank Iero can survive an entire day at the beach cuz:firstly,my dear dad din't thought me how swim inlike he did with my other brothrs.Secondly,i like to keep my skin as white as i can,i like it that way.thirdly,i hate stying by my own(cuz my familly is too ashamed of me) watching or stalking the persons around me,having nothing better to do. While my parent make the final check,i run to the my bathroom to put some eyeliner.(what? incase HE's gonna be there again) and run back to our 4x4 and sit besides Coby. "eyeliner and just a shirt,i didn't know you where that desesperate to get laid!" he laughed "haHA!it's not funny and my shorts got a little smaller"i explained,lifting my T-shirt a little to confirm my words.he just explode with a fit of giggles. "even mine are bigger than yours,dude.but yours are gonna more convnable if you want to seduce someone"he wiggled his eyebrow playfully then wink at me,i roll my eyes at him then flip him off, putting my earbuds befor eblasting 'the used' Today is gonna be a very VERY long day.But maybe HE'll be there.let's hope for the best

Notes

It's awful ik! Xd