Trapped In A Skeletal Coffin Called ''My Body''

~~end of flashback~~

Gerard's POV-

It's been about 5 months since then... I've dramatically changed, apparently, even though I don't see it... I still see the same body I had when I first started... fat and hideous... I haven't eaten at all for about a week, but before that I only ate what the guys forced me to... everyone thinks I ate last night's dinner, but really I threw it out when no one was looking...

All the guys have obviously noticed at how much I've 'changed'... but no one has really done anything about it yet, thankfully...

We are getting ready for our next show.

Frank and I were getting ready in the bunk/bedroom.

I slipped on some skinny jeans, and a ripped misfits top, combat boots, then completed the look with some minimal makeup.

''GUYS, WE HAVE TO GO IN HALF AN HOUR!'' Ray shouted.

''FRANK, YOU READY YET?'' I called to him, he was in the bathroom.

''YEAH, JUST GIVE ME A SEC!.'' He yelled back.

I grabbed my phone and walked out of the bunk room and into the lounge room, where all the guys were sitting on the couch eating pizza.

''Hey Gee! Here, have some pizza, you're going to need the energy.'' Ray said.

Shit... here we go again... By now you probably think I'm a pro at talking my way out of eating, but actually I fail a lot of the time...

''Eh, no thanks, I'm not hungry.'' I replied.

He gave me a look like 'you don't fool me'.

I just shrugged, acting innocent, ''I ate last night.''

''You should still have something now.'' He argued, just as Frank came up behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist, which was kind of weird because I'm taller than him.

''What's going one?'' he asked, looking from me to Ray.

I shrugged, ''nothing.''

''Gerard won't eat his pizza.'' Ray grumbled.

Frank looked at me, suspiciously.

''Well?'' He said calmly.

''I ate last night!'' I whined, even though I didn't.

Frankie shrugged, ''Well if you eat after the show, then you don't have to now, deal?''

I nodded, ''Okay.'' Phew... I got out of this one...

Ray still looked pissed, but he's just worried about me, even though I don't want anyone to be... I'm perfectly fine...

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