Life Sucks, But We'll Carry On Anyway *SLOW UPDATES*

Frank's POV-

I get up and leave the music room, to go out for lunch.

I stop at the top of the stairs...

Downstairs and the last block of lockers is where mine is...

Now in between my locker and the bottom of the stairs is where Gerard and Grace is, and Evelyn is on the other side of them, closer to my lockers, and Mandy messaged me saying she'd meet me at my locker...

I decide to make a run for it, and run to my locker.

I glance back, and don't see a Gerard, Grace, or Evelyn following me.

Good.

I go to my locker, where I find Mandy.

''hey'' she says.

''hi'' I reply

''You ok?'' She asks.

I shrug.

She hugs me, and I hug back.

''Did Evelyn talk to you about it?'' I ask.

''Yeah''

''What did she say?''

''do you really wanna know? I don't wanna hurt you.'' Mandy says...

Shit.. it must be bad then..?

''Just tell me, it doesn't matter.'' I say, nodding for her to continue.

''She just said that she doesn't want to date you because she doesn't want to be with someone so mentally unstable as you are, what with your eating disorder, anxiety, depression, and self harm cuts, and suicidal past behavior etc.''

wow

I was expecting bad... but really?

That fucking stabbed me in the heart

Even though me and her have only been dating for about 2 weeks, before we started dating she was a close friend of mine for 3 fucking years and she fucking does that to me?!

''Mel..?'' Mandy says.

''You ok?''

I bite the inside of my cheek.

''Y-yeah, um I'm just going to the bathroom, okay?''

She nods.

I want to go to the bathroom to cut, but I can't... its female... I'm not a girl.

I can't ill actually loose my shit if I go in there.

I sigh, feeling the tears coming, knowing I don't have much time before I crack....

I end up, my back to a wall, sinking down and non stop crying.

I hear someone coming out, and I quickly bury my face in my hands.

I feel someone touch my shoulder.

I tense, and stop crying but don't move an inch.

''Hey, its okay, want to come with me...? I'll take you somewhere better than out here.'' A female voice says.

I carefully get up, keeping my face out of her sight as I don't want her to see me cry.

She leads me into a room, then I realize its the well being centre where fucked up teens go to to chill.

''Here, sit in this room with Jace.'' She sits me down on a couch, and ''Jace'' is on the chair opposite me.

He is wearing all black and a Death Note shirt, that I instantly love.

He is also wearing thick eyeliner.

Well, this will be awkward...

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