Say This is a Joke, To Love

Gerard's POV

"he's coming back today?," I asked Mikey who started making regular to visit Frank. Frank didn't mind he liked it, Mikey had been suspended but it's now Monday, and he still can't go back until Wednesday the 8th. "yeah he is," he looked down and turned around and went to his room. I ran to mine, I grabbed my phone and called Ray.

"hello?" his voice sounded sleepy"Ray, Frank's coming back!," I was over joyed, I couldn't sleep anymore- but I couldn't anyways it's 7:07 . "yeah I know I went to his house to bring him his school work and he was there," he sounded annoyed and hung up.

Did the whole fucking world know- but me? -you listen here, you don't come here again. Don't even think about coming in here. The nurse told me you kissed him on his cheek, holding hand, leave my son alone you bastard- the words repeated in my head. I love Frank, but he'll never look at me the same, feel me the same. I can't ever not love him- I can't stop thinking about him, he's in my diary, he's in my drawings, he's in my dreams, he's there.

"Frank Iero!," I flopped my body on to the bed. "yes?," he was standing in the door frame. "Frankie!," I ran up and hugged him. "oh god Gee I missed you so much," I haven't seen him in four days and him here with me, makes me so happy.

I let go and looked at him. "well what brings you here?," I sat down and grabbed my bookbag and start putting my shit together. "can you take me school, my dad- he can't," he sat down in the corner on the bean-bag. "Frank what did he do," I stood up. "nothing," he put his head down and looked at the floor. "Frank," my voice rose, "what did he do,". "he kicked me out, but that's fine because you said I could live here," he looked at me, "can I still?," I sat down on the edge of the bed. "oh Frankie of coarse. I care for you,". He smiled. "thank you, but can you take me to school right now?," he stood up. "grab your shit, it's already time to go to school, we maybe even be late," I picked up my bag and walked out in the hallway seeing two garbage bags fills of clothes, a box of ransoms shit, and a bookbag."grab your bookbag Frankie," I said looking back, his face was red and I just kept walking.

"we're here," I said getting out of the car. The car ride didn't feel long, but Frank seemed to fall asleep in the car. "okay," he says getting out and grabbing his bag from the back. We've been walked to the school until we saw a picture in the front door. It was a drawing of me and frank kissing. There was something written on the bottom but Frank ripped it down. "no this can't be happening," he started crying with the picture in his hands on his face with the paper in his hands. I sat down next to him, "what's wrong?," I said. "Gerard before we walk in there I have to tell you something," he looked up, his eyes red. "what is it?," I asked curiously trying to figure out what he was going to say- but nothing could prepare me.... he couldn't speak he tried but it was hard until he finally said the words, "I love you".

Notes

ugh exams are next week and I'm still procrastinating :)