Say This is a Joke, To Love
chapter five- back to school we go
Frank's POV
Dear Diary,
Today Ms. Smith is going to check mine and Gee's I'm not behind in class(Ray has been giving me my work). Gee's so cute. His dumbass father always leaves and he is alone going threw this. I love him so much, sometimes I wish his father loved him as much as I did. If he did- Gee wouldn't be so sad. It's 4:45am I don't want him to be scared of going back to school. I got out of his bed and I made his lunch and breakfast(I made his brothers too but I made Gee brownies). I'm already ready for the day. He's been so tired so we went to bed at nine something. I'm usually up late and up early because well I work and I have to get up and check the bus. My parents work out of town so I'm always alone. Gee afford for me to move in with him, I think I should to make sure he doesn't try anything again....I don't need him dead. He's my best friend- but also my crush he's amazing I wish was he mine.
love, Frank
5:20am. I should wake him up, he has to be at school early. But I don't wanna bother him. He looks peaceful, except his eyes are red and puffy from crying. But he needs to get up. Mikey was going to school sense he got the news. No shocking. It seemed like he hated her. But I know he didn't 5:30am.
"Gee, it's time to get up," I said softly. "mmmmmm noooooo," he said rolling to his side. "I made pancakes," I said then pulling the blankets off of his."pAnCaKeS?!?!!!," he said waking up. "yes now get up you have to be at school EARLY," I said turning on the light. "yea yea I know. He said scratching his head. "Oh shit, I can't forget to take my meds," he said walking out. "what meds? no pills. Gee don't you dare!," I said. " I WAS JOKING LIVE A LITTLE," he said pissed off.
7:20am
When we got to school, late of coarse. "Gee go to your classes," I said as we got out of his. "I will, do you like my smashing pumpkins shirt?," he said smiling. "this isn't the time Gerard!," I said running to Ms.Smiths room. "FUCK YOU FRANK," I heard him say. I whispered to myself "gladly," and ran to her room.
"Hi Frank it's nice to see you back. She had a nice warm smile, and she dressed pretty dull and looked pretty dull. But if she dressed differently and put her hair up she would be pretty hot. "Hi Ms.Smith, here is my journal. I tried to write in it as much as possible. I did doodle in there a bit, I hope you don't mind," I said scratching the back of my head. "not at all, why don't you go put your stuff in your locker and give me the rest of your papers you have," she said looking threw my journal. "Sure," I said smiling.
I ran to my locker and saw Emily....crying. she was sitting on the floor by her locker. I haven't talked to her at least 5 months now. I saw her at Bob's and Mrs.Way's funeral. But at Mrs.Way's she left early and Mikey ran after her. They were never really close so it was weird.
I stood there looking at her until she finally said "Hi Frankie," she looked up and I sat down in front of her. "Hey Em, what's wrong?," I said looking at her with grief, poor Em. I felt so bad for her. "he didn't tell you?," she began to yell "MIKEY DIDN'T TELL YOU,". I sat by her and began to hold her. "No he didn't," I said. "I'm pregnant, with Mikeys kid," she said. This couldn't be. Miley wouldn't. Then Gee words repeated in my head from awhile ago "he goes for the insecure girls, there easier to get in bed". But Mikey wouldn't. He was friends with Bob.
She stood up and said "I have to go to class," and she left. I stood up and grabbed my English crap and went to class.
11:15am( ever sense Gee's mom died I can't help but keep time, she used to all the time)
"I missed nothing," gee said putting his lunch box on the table. "I could have waited another week or so,". "no it's good you came back now. I have to tell you something," I said. "what," he said turning towards me. "Em is-" I started to say until "SHUT UP," came from Ray. I was shocked, how did he know? Then it came to me, the first day of school when Mikey and Ray were talking-Mikey told him. "Cmon just tell me, pretty please Frank," he gave me these puppy dog eyes. "Fine," I said glaring at Ray. He should have told him. "Emily is pregnant, it's Mikey," I said softly. Gerard just stared at me "h-," he started before Mikey said " YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT,". I was dead
Dear Diary,
Today Ms. Smith is going to check mine and Gee's I'm not behind in class(Ray has been giving me my work). Gee's so cute. His dumbass father always leaves and he is alone going threw this. I love him so much, sometimes I wish his father loved him as much as I did. If he did- Gee wouldn't be so sad. It's 4:45am I don't want him to be scared of going back to school. I got out of his bed and I made his lunch and breakfast(I made his brothers too but I made Gee brownies). I'm already ready for the day. He's been so tired so we went to bed at nine something. I'm usually up late and up early because well I work and I have to get up and check the bus. My parents work out of town so I'm always alone. Gee afford for me to move in with him, I think I should to make sure he doesn't try anything again....I don't need him dead. He's my best friend- but also my crush he's amazing I wish was he mine.
love, Frank
5:20am. I should wake him up, he has to be at school early. But I don't wanna bother him. He looks peaceful, except his eyes are red and puffy from crying. But he needs to get up. Mikey was going to school sense he got the news. No shocking. It seemed like he hated her. But I know he didn't 5:30am.
"Gee, it's time to get up," I said softly. "mmmmmm noooooo," he said rolling to his side. "I made pancakes," I said then pulling the blankets off of his."pAnCaKeS?!?!!!," he said waking up. "yes now get up you have to be at school EARLY," I said turning on the light. "yea yea I know. He said scratching his head. "Oh shit, I can't forget to take my meds," he said walking out. "what meds? no pills. Gee don't you dare!," I said. " I WAS JOKING LIVE A LITTLE," he said pissed off.
7:20am
When we got to school, late of coarse. "Gee go to your classes," I said as we got out of his. "I will, do you like my smashing pumpkins shirt?," he said smiling. "this isn't the time Gerard!," I said running to Ms.Smiths room. "FUCK YOU FRANK," I heard him say. I whispered to myself "gladly," and ran to her room.
"Hi Frank it's nice to see you back. She had a nice warm smile, and she dressed pretty dull and looked pretty dull. But if she dressed differently and put her hair up she would be pretty hot. "Hi Ms.Smith, here is my journal. I tried to write in it as much as possible. I did doodle in there a bit, I hope you don't mind," I said scratching the back of my head. "not at all, why don't you go put your stuff in your locker and give me the rest of your papers you have," she said looking threw my journal. "Sure," I said smiling.
I ran to my locker and saw Emily....crying. she was sitting on the floor by her locker. I haven't talked to her at least 5 months now. I saw her at Bob's and Mrs.Way's funeral. But at Mrs.Way's she left early and Mikey ran after her. They were never really close so it was weird.
I stood there looking at her until she finally said "Hi Frankie," she looked up and I sat down in front of her. "Hey Em, what's wrong?," I said looking at her with grief, poor Em. I felt so bad for her. "he didn't tell you?," she began to yell "MIKEY DIDN'T TELL YOU,". I sat by her and began to hold her. "No he didn't," I said. "I'm pregnant, with Mikeys kid," she said. This couldn't be. Miley wouldn't. Then Gee words repeated in my head from awhile ago "he goes for the insecure girls, there easier to get in bed". But Mikey wouldn't. He was friends with Bob.
She stood up and said "I have to go to class," and she left. I stood up and grabbed my English crap and went to class.
11:15am( ever sense Gee's mom died I can't help but keep time, she used to all the time)
"I missed nothing," gee said putting his lunch box on the table. "I could have waited another week or so,". "no it's good you came back now. I have to tell you something," I said. "what," he said turning towards me. "Em is-" I started to say until "SHUT UP," came from Ray. I was shocked, how did he know? Then it came to me, the first day of school when Mikey and Ray were talking-Mikey told him. "Cmon just tell me, pretty please Frank," he gave me these puppy dog eyes. "Fine," I said glaring at Ray. He should have told him. "Emily is pregnant, it's Mikey," I said softly. Gerard just stared at me "h-," he started before Mikey said " YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT,". I was dead
Notes
hello! I'm out of school and bored so I wrote this ^-^
@MCR IS MY LIFE
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3/16/16