Say This is a Joke, To Love
chapter four- pick me up from my troubles please
Gerard's POV
**** FIVE DAYS LATER****
Dear Journal, September 1st.
I haven't done my homework at all sense I found out about my mother's death. My mom had cancer- I thought if she would die she would die of that, but a STUPID FUCKING DRUNK DRIVER HIT HER SENDING HER TO A DITCH THEN MY MOM DIE. MY MOMS FUCKING DEAD-
"shit," I said as I went to grab the pencil sharpener and saw Frank sitting in the corner on a beanbag using it. He hadn't left my side sense he found out. He was pretty close to me and my mom. My mom wound give him my old clothes and Mikey's too- sense he was so small. He did anything I needed and wanted...I felt love.
"Need this?," he said looking up from his journal and handing it to me. "Yeah, thanks," I went to grab it until he pulls it to him and runs out of my room and down the narrow hallway. He said as he ran "only if you go to school tomorrow,". I got up and started running after him "Frank we aren't five, hand it over," I tripped over the box of my dads stuff in the corner connecting the hallways. I got up and started running again- not shocking I fell again, but someone else fell in the same place as I did. I fell on top of frank who tripped over the same thing I did.
"Um- you still- um- please go back to school,' he said as his face got red as I hovered over him. "Fine only if I get the sharpener," I said sitting up and moving to the side of him. "okay okay," he sat up pulling it out of his pocket. "here," he said and rolled his eyes. "Thank you," I smiled and sat up walking to my room- but of coarse I stopped at my moms. Sense her passing we had a funeral, but barely anyone came. She had no family. So me and Mikey had this house all to our selves, our dad came back of coarse but he is always out of town. He didn't even stay for the funeral. I was planning on asking Frank to move in because he sleeps in a attic and his house has no heat, his parents were never there. It was just him. I planned on doing it after dinner today. Mikey didn't mind, he said he would start clearing the room next to his, the one between our rooms.
"I know you miss her," he whispered hugging me from behind. Tears began to fall from my face, "I miss her too, she loves you so much," I fell to the ground bringing Frank with me. His arms still wrapped around me, I put my face in his chest and cried. He picked up my face and brushed back my black hair. He put his hands on my cheeks. He stared into my eyes that wear all red and puffy and said "we'll carry on,".
****4 hours later****
"Hey Frank?," I said scared shitless. "what Gee," walking out of the bathroom shirtless. "two things," I said "one do you wanna sleep in my bed with me and do you wanna move in? You would get the room between Mikey's and mine. It"s up to y-,". "yes," he said pretty quickly, " two both,". "Okay I'm going to go to sleep because I haven't really slept i-,". "go to sleep you need sleep," he said.
**** FIVE DAYS LATER****
Dear Journal, September 1st.
I haven't done my homework at all sense I found out about my mother's death. My mom had cancer- I thought if she would die she would die of that, but a STUPID FUCKING DRUNK DRIVER HIT HER SENDING HER TO A DITCH THEN MY MOM DIE. MY MOMS FUCKING DEAD-
"shit," I said as I went to grab the pencil sharpener and saw Frank sitting in the corner on a beanbag using it. He hadn't left my side sense he found out. He was pretty close to me and my mom. My mom wound give him my old clothes and Mikey's too- sense he was so small. He did anything I needed and wanted...I felt love.
"Need this?," he said looking up from his journal and handing it to me. "Yeah, thanks," I went to grab it until he pulls it to him and runs out of my room and down the narrow hallway. He said as he ran "only if you go to school tomorrow,". I got up and started running after him "Frank we aren't five, hand it over," I tripped over the box of my dads stuff in the corner connecting the hallways. I got up and started running again- not shocking I fell again, but someone else fell in the same place as I did. I fell on top of frank who tripped over the same thing I did.
"Um- you still- um- please go back to school,' he said as his face got red as I hovered over him. "Fine only if I get the sharpener," I said sitting up and moving to the side of him. "okay okay," he sat up pulling it out of his pocket. "here," he said and rolled his eyes. "Thank you," I smiled and sat up walking to my room- but of coarse I stopped at my moms. Sense her passing we had a funeral, but barely anyone came. She had no family. So me and Mikey had this house all to our selves, our dad came back of coarse but he is always out of town. He didn't even stay for the funeral. I was planning on asking Frank to move in because he sleeps in a attic and his house has no heat, his parents were never there. It was just him. I planned on doing it after dinner today. Mikey didn't mind, he said he would start clearing the room next to his, the one between our rooms.
"I know you miss her," he whispered hugging me from behind. Tears began to fall from my face, "I miss her too, she loves you so much," I fell to the ground bringing Frank with me. His arms still wrapped around me, I put my face in his chest and cried. He picked up my face and brushed back my black hair. He put his hands on my cheeks. He stared into my eyes that wear all red and puffy and said "we'll carry on,".
****4 hours later****
"Hey Frank?," I said scared shitless. "what Gee," walking out of the bathroom shirtless. "two things," I said "one do you wanna sleep in my bed with me and do you wanna move in? You would get the room between Mikey's and mine. It"s up to y-,". "yes," he said pretty quickly, " two both,". "Okay I'm going to go to sleep because I haven't really slept i-,". "go to sleep you need sleep," he said.
Notes
hey i hope you all are spending your Friday better then mine. I am just in bed and all my friends are at a dance... yep.
@MCR IS MY LIFE
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3/16/16