Say This is a Joke, To Love
chapter three- We have more pain than we think
Gerard's POV
"What do you think there talking about over there," I said as I moving my chair a little closer to Frank. "I don't know," he seemed distracted. I looked over and saw he was writing in his journal. "You didn't even want to do this project, why are you doing it now?". He looked up and smiled, and then said "if I don't pass the class I can't be in the same grade as you because I will slack in this class then the rest of my classes. I wanna be in the same grade as you- you are my best friend," that would have been the sweetest thing he had ever said to me if he didn't just "best friend zone" me at the end.
He kept writing and I kept staring at Ray and Mikey. Ray dropped his chips, it had to have been serious. Maybe it has something to do with Emily, but what though. Mikey was known for being a "man whore," these past 6 months we had all gone threw a lot. But a shit ton more was on me and Mikey. Our parents had split up and my mom 2 months later was told she had cancer. It was hard for the both of us. To stop the pain for a bit Mikey would sleep with girls. I was on many kinds of anti depressants- well not all at once I was on one then taken off and put on another. We both went to therapy. Both our mother and our therapist told us not to tell anyone. I at least kept it a secret.
"Gerard way and Michael Way to the office you are going home," the announcement shocked me but I knew exactly what it was. After I got over being frighten I stood up and gave Frank and hug. I knew what this was. I- just never thought it would come today.
Frank's POV
As I got home from from work, I checked the clock it was 8:07pm. " Mom, Dad I'm home," no answer. Typical. I threw my bag on the floor and ran up to my room ( the attic) and grabbed my phone, to see if my parents have told me if they ran off to Vegas or something.
Gerard 4 missed calls and 7 texts
Mikey 2 texts and 3 missed calls
Ray 1 missed call and 2 texts
Mom 1 text
Of coarse the person I called was Gerard, but I was worried. Mikey only calls me for help with homework and how to calm down Gerard when he freaks out about pancakes.
"Hey Gee- um yea I can come over- yea I will bring clothes- Gee what's wrong? What happened?,".
"What do you think there talking about over there," I said as I moving my chair a little closer to Frank. "I don't know," he seemed distracted. I looked over and saw he was writing in his journal. "You didn't even want to do this project, why are you doing it now?". He looked up and smiled, and then said "if I don't pass the class I can't be in the same grade as you because I will slack in this class then the rest of my classes. I wanna be in the same grade as you- you are my best friend," that would have been the sweetest thing he had ever said to me if he didn't just "best friend zone" me at the end.
He kept writing and I kept staring at Ray and Mikey. Ray dropped his chips, it had to have been serious. Maybe it has something to do with Emily, but what though. Mikey was known for being a "man whore," these past 6 months we had all gone threw a lot. But a shit ton more was on me and Mikey. Our parents had split up and my mom 2 months later was told she had cancer. It was hard for the both of us. To stop the pain for a bit Mikey would sleep with girls. I was on many kinds of anti depressants- well not all at once I was on one then taken off and put on another. We both went to therapy. Both our mother and our therapist told us not to tell anyone. I at least kept it a secret.
"Gerard way and Michael Way to the office you are going home," the announcement shocked me but I knew exactly what it was. After I got over being frighten I stood up and gave Frank and hug. I knew what this was. I- just never thought it would come today.
Frank's POV
As I got home from from work, I checked the clock it was 8:07pm. " Mom, Dad I'm home," no answer. Typical. I threw my bag on the floor and ran up to my room ( the attic) and grabbed my phone, to see if my parents have told me if they ran off to Vegas or something.
Gerard 4 missed calls and 7 texts
Mikey 2 texts and 3 missed calls
Ray 1 missed call and 2 texts
Mom 1 text
Of coarse the person I called was Gerard, but I was worried. Mikey only calls me for help with homework and how to calm down Gerard when he freaks out about pancakes.
"Hey Gee- um yea I can come over- yea I will bring clothes- Gee what's wrong? What happened?,".
Notes
i am sorry it's short. but the next one is long trust me.
@MCR IS MY LIFE
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3/16/16