Say This is a Joke, To Love
chapter two- he's gone.
Gerard's POV
As we ran to English, I saw my little troubled brother with a girl- not surprised. But I knew this girl- all my friends did. It was Emily... I never thought I would see her talk to Mikey. He is a freshman and well she is in our grade, and well Emily is all of our past. We never talk about her or to her or why she is our past. It's not like we hated her, or that she was one our exes- she was an old friend. She was completely beautiful with green eyes, black hair and pail skins. She was short and extremely skinny( but she ate so much food).
"Cmon we're here," has frank's adorable voice interrupted my thoughts and confusion Iooked to see that we were right in front of our English teacher's room. I whispered to Frank before we walked in the door "how late our we?," has he pulled out his fucking flip phone he said "all you need to know is we are extremely fucked," he put his ancient phone back in his pocket.
He stood there staring at the door so I stared at him, God he is so cute. I love him- so much. He makes me feel all happy and bubbly and makes me forget the pain we all went threw. But he's also a memory of it. We all our, but that's okay. It's good ones.
He decided to grow a pair after four minutes of standing in front of that God damn door. He just started to get annoyed when the stupid new teacher didn't open they door right away- it was cute. "Open you asshole," he said with his voice started to sound weird, but it was adorable. Probably about 10 seconds after saying that she opened it.
"you two must be Frank and Gerard. Come in," she got straight to the point. Like that. As we walked in she said "I want you two to sit next to ray for him, to explain the diary project. "the diary what?," Franks voice never seemed so confused...I wanted to laugh but I was confused too.
*lunch time later*
Rays POV
"this project fucking sucks,"Frank dropped the note book the teacher gave him. Gerard let out a quiet laugh and Frank sat down right next to him. "it's not that bad. All you have to do is write a page in the notebook about how your life is and how you feel and shit, and turn it in every weekend," Gerard said putting a chip in his mouth. They would make a nice couple if only they knew they both have a "crush" on each other. I keep all of there secrets, Frank's, Gerard's, Mikey's- and Bob's.. Bob was once a really close friend in our group. He was held back a year so was a year older than us. Way older than Mikey. But we were all close friends. He had a girlfriend who was awesome. But on June 5th, the day after we got out of school, he got in a car crash and- died. After that many things changed. Mikey became a huge player,
Gerard came out as gay, and Frank came out as bisexual. But I didn't change, I just grew out my hair and got a major fro. Everyone just tells me everything, just like before.
"hey Ray can I um- talk to you," Mikey seemed weird but I just acted normal and said "um sure cmon lets go to the vending machine," I got up and Pushed in my car. "Gee can I borrow a dollar for chips?," I said hoping for him to do me this solid, "um sure," he threw passed me a dollar and him and rank started talking about the project.
When we got there he seemed in a panic. I just acted normal and put in the dollar and got my chips. Opening the bag I said"what's up?,". "I got Emily pregnant," my chips fell two the floor and his words he said repeated in my head.
As we ran to English, I saw my little troubled brother with a girl- not surprised. But I knew this girl- all my friends did. It was Emily... I never thought I would see her talk to Mikey. He is a freshman and well she is in our grade, and well Emily is all of our past. We never talk about her or to her or why she is our past. It's not like we hated her, or that she was one our exes- she was an old friend. She was completely beautiful with green eyes, black hair and pail skins. She was short and extremely skinny( but she ate so much food).
"Cmon we're here," has frank's adorable voice interrupted my thoughts and confusion Iooked to see that we were right in front of our English teacher's room. I whispered to Frank before we walked in the door "how late our we?," has he pulled out his fucking flip phone he said "all you need to know is we are extremely fucked," he put his ancient phone back in his pocket.
He stood there staring at the door so I stared at him, God he is so cute. I love him- so much. He makes me feel all happy and bubbly and makes me forget the pain we all went threw. But he's also a memory of it. We all our, but that's okay. It's good ones.
He decided to grow a pair after four minutes of standing in front of that God damn door. He just started to get annoyed when the stupid new teacher didn't open they door right away- it was cute. "Open you asshole," he said with his voice started to sound weird, but it was adorable. Probably about 10 seconds after saying that she opened it.
"you two must be Frank and Gerard. Come in," she got straight to the point. Like that. As we walked in she said "I want you two to sit next to ray for him, to explain the diary project. "the diary what?," Franks voice never seemed so confused...I wanted to laugh but I was confused too.
*lunch time later*
Rays POV
"this project fucking sucks,"Frank dropped the note book the teacher gave him. Gerard let out a quiet laugh and Frank sat down right next to him. "it's not that bad. All you have to do is write a page in the notebook about how your life is and how you feel and shit, and turn it in every weekend," Gerard said putting a chip in his mouth. They would make a nice couple if only they knew they both have a "crush" on each other. I keep all of there secrets, Frank's, Gerard's, Mikey's- and Bob's.. Bob was once a really close friend in our group. He was held back a year so was a year older than us. Way older than Mikey. But we were all close friends. He had a girlfriend who was awesome. But on June 5th, the day after we got out of school, he got in a car crash and- died. After that many things changed. Mikey became a huge player,
Gerard came out as gay, and Frank came out as bisexual. But I didn't change, I just grew out my hair and got a major fro. Everyone just tells me everything, just like before.
"hey Ray can I um- talk to you," Mikey seemed weird but I just acted normal and said "um sure cmon lets go to the vending machine," I got up and Pushed in my car. "Gee can I borrow a dollar for chips?," I said hoping for him to do me this solid, "um sure," he threw passed me a dollar and him and rank started talking about the project.
When we got there he seemed in a panic. I just acted normal and put in the dollar and got my chips. Opening the bag I said"what's up?,". "I got Emily pregnant," my chips fell two the floor and his words he said repeated in my head.
Notes
hai it's lina( i write this). I hope you guys like it, honestly I do hope so. AND EMILY IS MADE FROM MY HEAD... i am not weird okay....
@MCR IS MY LIFE
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3/16/16