Frank's POV

I woke in Gees bed and checked the clock.

1:45am

I must have falling asleep in the car. Gerard was next to me sound asleep. He was so cute,I still I felt so bad saying no, I'm just not ready for him to see my legs.

"Hey baby," he opens his eyes looking directly at me with his beautiful eyes, "hi Gee. I'm sorry I fell asleep," I said feeling guilty for all that happened. He pulls me to his chest. "I'm sorry too baby. I shouldn't have done that, I realized I'd be your first and we just started seeing each other. We should wait, " he said softly.
"How long," I said looking up at him. "As long as you like," he said with a smile.

How long will the take for them to heal

"Maybe on my birthday? I would remember it very special," I said. He rapped his arms tightly around me. "That's perfect my love," he said.

~time lapse~

I woke up again later. Gee was already out of bed and I check the clock to see what time it was. 7:58am. "Fuck were gonna be late to school," I yelled stumbling out of bed. Going to the boxes in the hallway grabbing whatever I could find.

Then Mikey comes walking out of his room, "schools canceled. There some storm coming," he says with Emily behind him, with a little baby bump. "oh thanks," I said.

I take the clothes into Gees room then I notice him coming out of the shower not noticing me there and he's very much naked.

"Um, babe," I stumbled on my words while staring at his naked body. "Oh um,"he turns red,"I will go back in here tell me when your done getting ready," he says as I just stare at his huge dick.

He runs back in and I take off my clothes and put on the ones from the boxes. I make a pile by his dresser.

His room was pretty nice. The walls were a dark blue his bed was in the middle by the left wall. He had a desk on the right side and a bean bag in the corner. A dresser by the enterence, and two book shelf full of comics by the bathroom door.

I walked out heading down the stairs, Mikey and Emily were talking about the baby, while holding hands and eating ceral. There dad was at the table on his phone. Then I went threw the fridge and started making pancakes for Gee.

"Hey Frank? Can I talk to you?," I turned around seeing Mikey standing up. "Sure, Emily can you cook the batter?" I asked. "Oh sure," she stood up going to pour the batter on the pan.

We went up stairs to his room, passing Gee of course giving him a kiss on the cheek. "I know you wanna jump my brothers bones, so why did you say no?," he sat down on the bed. "Want the whole story?," I sighed. I knew this day was gonna come. "yea," he said.

"Im severely depressed. I'm a mess, when I was 12 I wanted to stop the pain for a short amount of time. I did pills but that didn't always work. So I started cutting. And I loved the feeling. My thighs are horrible, I still cut. I wanna stop because I know how Gee would feel. So I'm giving myself a month and a half to stop," I said. I'd never told anyone before it was nice to get off my chest.

"Lemme see".

"What?".

"Take off your pants and lemme see!".

I took off my pants, and his eyes stared in horror.

"Frank..".

"I know..".

"You gotta tell him,".

"I know,".

The door opened. "So watcha-," Gerard stopped talking. He stared at my legs. My looked at me with eyes filled with tears. I felt guilty. I wanted to die. I wanted to run out. Every pain I ever felt ran back to me. Every wrong thing I was punching me in the face.

I pulled up my pants and ran out. I didn't care if there was a storm. I grabbed my book bag and was at the door.

I ran. I ran as fast as I could.

Passing my old house, the school, Rays house, and bobs old house. I just kept running. Not hug could stop me.

Nothing.

Notes

Hai another chapter! Sorry if it's short ;-; the next one is HUGS

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