"we got company" Gerard whispers to me

"who?"

"your sister,she's coming"

"oh no"

I swear to god,if she says something to Gerard,i will disown her!

"hi guys" she softly says as she's taking a seat

Gerard says Hi back,but i turn away and poke his arm.

"so,Lita,do you want to see mom after school?" she asks softly as Gerard looking at me

"no" i muttered

"but,why?" she complians

"i dont have a reason to see her since she disowned me"

"she didn't disown you!" she demanded

i turn away and look at Gerard looking really pissed off.

"look,i just want to make things right,and I'm honestly telling you our mother wants to see you"

"make things right huh?,when did YOU ever become a human?,why do you even do that?!,why do you like to tell them everything?,do you think that makes you a good girl?!,FYI being a backstabber is a fucking sin Hailey!" i exclaimed
i just said everything i wanted to say to her from a long time,and Gerard was holding me back from reaching her,i was so pissed,so i just said what i had to say,from a really long time.
tears tried to escape her eyes,i guess she finally felt that this was all of her fault,i was happy i said everything i wanted.

"i understand that i did this to you,but i-i was just trying to fix things at least between you and mom,i don't want to get you in trouble anymore,please forgive me" she said as she's starting to sob

"i don't want you're apology and since you're really good at talking,maybe you should send this to our dear parents,I'm perfectly happy and i don't want to get to the hell i was living in" i replied as i took Gerard's hand and left.

"you shouldn't said that to her,now she's crying,you've been a little mean" Gerard whispered to me while I'm pulling him away from the table

"i just can't believe you're on her side now Gerard,you know i think you wanted me to leave so bad,that you're saying this" i exclaimed

i walked away from Gerard,and went to the bathroom and cried,why i was crying,i didn't know,i felt like a total bitch,Hailey was trying to apologize and i was really mean to her and Gerard didn't do anything,my anger makes me act without thinking,i hated myself,my life,and everything,nothing was real to me anymore,i just wanted to disappear.
I got a razor from my bag,and placed it on my wrist,you've done this before you can fo it now,an inner voice says as a part of me is fighting the inner voice,i placed the razor and started moving it,the pain was awful,i was crying and drowning in my own tears,hurting myself wasn't going to make me feel any better,but that's what i deserve.
I got out of the bathroom after washing my wrists and face,and covering my wrist with my long sleeves.
A hopeless feeling got me,I couldn't shake it away,i didn't see Gerard anyway to go and try to apologize to him,i realized that i've destroyed the last thing that was making me happy,My love.


The school bell rings,and it's the end of school,i got out and saw Gerard standing outside like he was waiting for me,i come close to him,and look at him with sad puffy eyes.

"I'm sorry,i was angry and the words just came out wrong,I'm sorry" i softly say as I feel like bursting to tears again

"i undersand,i love you,and i would never want to lose you,you're the best thing that have ever happened to me" as he hugs me tight

"but there's someone waiting to see you" he says softly as he takes my hand and take me to the back of the school

It was my mom and as she saw me,a wide smile cross her face,I couldn't speak she was happy to see me.

"Mom!" i exclaimed

i ran to her and hugged her tight,she was crying a little bit and so i was

"Mom,I'm sorry about everything i don't want to lose my mother,never mom" i say as the tears are falling on her shoulder

"i dont want to lose you too,your dad he's an idiot I'm sorry too,i can't believe i'd argue with you over such a silly thing,I still think of you of that little girl that i used to do her ponytailes" she said softly as looking at me

i looked behind me and there was my sister the reason of all of this,and Gerard that was smiling at me.

I ran to my sister and hugged her.

"I'm sorry,I'm so so very sorry" she says as she's hugging me tight

"I'm sorry i was a bitch to you,i was angry" i replied softly

"well,when i'll get my hug?" Gerard exclaimed
i looked at him then hugged him tight and even more tight,"i love you" i whispered to him

"well,i guess we all should head back to my place,you can spend time as much as you like there" Gerard says softly

we got to mom's car and took us to Gerard home,we reached there then we got tho the front door and Donna welcomed us..

My mom and Donna became good friends actually,they all were laughing,and feeling happy i felt alive,i felt loved,i was among my family..

Notes

Short one,but something happy came out of it
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