
Bury Me In Your Black
Take My Hand And We'll Never Be Afraid Again (Part One)
Hailey P.O.V
Today is the day I'm going to talk to my sister,if i didn't find her at school,i'll go to Gerard's house,though i don't know how to get there but i'll ask..
I dress quickly as i can,and run to school..
I hope she'd talk to me,after what i've done to her,she might not wanna see me at all.
Lita P.O.V
i wake up,i open my eyes and i see Gerard next to me,we slept together yesterday,but we didn't do anything i just kept telling him stories about my past till we fell asleep.
"Gee,Gee,wake up we're late" i whisper to Gee as I'm poking his arm
"we're not actually going,are we?"
"we are going!,come on!"
"okay,go get ready i'll get you something to wear"
i went to change and do the morning stuff,Gerard got me his Iron Maiden shirt,that i wore with the only pair of jeans i had,my brusis started to heal,you really can't see them...from a distance.
i was nervous,what if my mom came and forced me to go back?,i don't want to go back,i want to stay here!
i enter the kitchen and i see Gerard making toast..
"toast?" he asks
I nodd and sit on the chair,smiling at him
"the other one got burned,sorry" he says nervously
"i guess we have to share" i replied
and each time we took a bite from the little crunshy bread piece until we ate it all.
we get out outside and i take a deep breath as Gerard is closing the door.
"are you ready?" he asks
I nodd
he takes my hand and kiss my cheek..
"don't worry,as long I'm with you,don't be afraid"
i smile at him then we walk to school..
as we reach the school door,i take a deep breath and clear my throut
as we enter the school,everyone eyes were on us,i don't know why,they were just staring as we are holding hands and walking to our classes.
"well,i'll see you at lunch then" Gerard says softly
I nodd then he kiss my cheek and go on his way.
i opened my locker and i heard someone shouting my name from behind,it was Hailey,i knew i had to avoid her so i did,i closed my locker and walked faster.
"Lita please,just i want to talk to you,just for a sec" Hailey says as she's following me
i keep walking and pretend i didn't hear her
"Lita,Please!,i just want to apologize"
"that's rich" i say as i turn my back
"look I'm sorry,i shouldn't have told mom and dad about you and Gerard,it was none of my business,and i just cry for thinking that i did this to you"
"oh,good you realized,now"
"my mom still wants you in the house,but dad disowned you,she's just scared of talking to you because of dad,i'll talk to mom,and we can settle this all right?"
"NO!"
"why?"
"I'm not going back there,where i get abused,and i can't even show my face to people anymore thanks to YOUR dad!"
"b-but mom loves you"
"well,you can tell mom I'm done!,I'm not going back anymore" i exclaimed and then the bell rang
"now if you excuse me,i have a class to attend!" i said as i walked away from my sister.
i didn't believe she'd actually apologize,that was something i didn't expect from her!
*
*
finally just two minutes,till lunch time,and i'll get to see Gee,everytime i think of him,i just fly to another world,i get butterflies,and i just feel so happy!
the bell finally rang!,and i felt like a kid in a candy store.
i got out of the classroom and i was looking everywhere hoping to see Gee,i walked towards the senior classes and someone pushed me on purpose and i dropped my books
"be careful,you emo shit" some asshole exclaimed
"you did this on purpose" i demanded
"hey,Steven just get away from her!" a sweet voice said (it was Gerard)
"whoaa!,now you got yourself a girl Gerard,an emo shit just like you!"
"back off Steven!" Gerard demanded
and i had realized Gerard is going to lose his temper,so i had to pull him away.
"come on Gerard,we don't want more trouble" i whisper to Gerard
he gave Steven a cruel look and walked away and held my hand
"forget it Gee"
"I'm sorry,i just...i just can't handle someone say that about you!,i made a promise to never let anyone hurt you"
"it's okay,he's just a dick,forget about him,now let's go eat something,I'm very hungry"
he nodded then went to the cafeteria
as we entered the cafeteria the first one i've saw was my sister and i had to turn away from her
"can we just sit some where far from my sister?"
he nodded then held my hand tight
we got our lunch then we sat on the table,i kept looking at my sister,and everytime i looked at her she was looking at me
"we got some company" Gerard whispers to me
"who?"
"your sister,she's coming"
"oh no!"
Today is the day I'm going to talk to my sister,if i didn't find her at school,i'll go to Gerard's house,though i don't know how to get there but i'll ask..
I dress quickly as i can,and run to school..
I hope she'd talk to me,after what i've done to her,she might not wanna see me at all.
Lita P.O.V
i wake up,i open my eyes and i see Gerard next to me,we slept together yesterday,but we didn't do anything i just kept telling him stories about my past till we fell asleep.
"Gee,Gee,wake up we're late" i whisper to Gee as I'm poking his arm
"we're not actually going,are we?"
"we are going!,come on!"
"okay,go get ready i'll get you something to wear"
i went to change and do the morning stuff,Gerard got me his Iron Maiden shirt,that i wore with the only pair of jeans i had,my brusis started to heal,you really can't see them...from a distance.
i was nervous,what if my mom came and forced me to go back?,i don't want to go back,i want to stay here!
i enter the kitchen and i see Gerard making toast..
"toast?" he asks
I nodd and sit on the chair,smiling at him
"the other one got burned,sorry" he says nervously
"i guess we have to share" i replied
and each time we took a bite from the little crunshy bread piece until we ate it all.
we get out outside and i take a deep breath as Gerard is closing the door.
"are you ready?" he asks
I nodd
he takes my hand and kiss my cheek..
"don't worry,as long I'm with you,don't be afraid"
i smile at him then we walk to school..
as we reach the school door,i take a deep breath and clear my throut
as we enter the school,everyone eyes were on us,i don't know why,they were just staring as we are holding hands and walking to our classes.
"well,i'll see you at lunch then" Gerard says softly
I nodd then he kiss my cheek and go on his way.
i opened my locker and i heard someone shouting my name from behind,it was Hailey,i knew i had to avoid her so i did,i closed my locker and walked faster.
"Lita please,just i want to talk to you,just for a sec" Hailey says as she's following me
i keep walking and pretend i didn't hear her
"Lita,Please!,i just want to apologize"
"that's rich" i say as i turn my back
"look I'm sorry,i shouldn't have told mom and dad about you and Gerard,it was none of my business,and i just cry for thinking that i did this to you"
"oh,good you realized,now"
"my mom still wants you in the house,but dad disowned you,she's just scared of talking to you because of dad,i'll talk to mom,and we can settle this all right?"
"NO!"
"why?"
"I'm not going back there,where i get abused,and i can't even show my face to people anymore thanks to YOUR dad!"
"b-but mom loves you"
"well,you can tell mom I'm done!,I'm not going back anymore" i exclaimed and then the bell rang
"now if you excuse me,i have a class to attend!" i said as i walked away from my sister.
i didn't believe she'd actually apologize,that was something i didn't expect from her!
*
*
finally just two minutes,till lunch time,and i'll get to see Gee,everytime i think of him,i just fly to another world,i get butterflies,and i just feel so happy!
the bell finally rang!,and i felt like a kid in a candy store.
i got out of the classroom and i was looking everywhere hoping to see Gee,i walked towards the senior classes and someone pushed me on purpose and i dropped my books
"be careful,you emo shit" some asshole exclaimed
"you did this on purpose" i demanded
"hey,Steven just get away from her!" a sweet voice said (it was Gerard)
"whoaa!,now you got yourself a girl Gerard,an emo shit just like you!"
"back off Steven!" Gerard demanded
and i had realized Gerard is going to lose his temper,so i had to pull him away.
"come on Gerard,we don't want more trouble" i whisper to Gerard
he gave Steven a cruel look and walked away and held my hand
"forget it Gee"
"I'm sorry,i just...i just can't handle someone say that about you!,i made a promise to never let anyone hurt you"
"it's okay,he's just a dick,forget about him,now let's go eat something,I'm very hungry"
he nodded then went to the cafeteria
as we entered the cafeteria the first one i've saw was my sister and i had to turn away from her
"can we just sit some where far from my sister?"
he nodded then held my hand tight
we got our lunch then we sat on the table,i kept looking at my sister,and everytime i looked at her she was looking at me
"we got some company" Gerard whispers to me
"who?"
"your sister,she's coming"
"oh no!"
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7/29/13