Bury Me In Your Black
Lady Of Sarrows
I'm in the middle of no where,i see my mom waving at me,i run fast and fast and faster,i can't reach her no matter how fast i run,i finally fall,and hear a multi voices,whisperes.
I open my eyes and realize that's just a dream,as Gerard and Donna were staring at me..
"What's wrong,why are you all looking at me like this?" i ask while I'm trying to get my shit together
"you were talking in your sleep,we couldn't understand a word you said" Donna replies
"well,how time is it now?" i asked
"it's 10:30" Gerard replies
"oh shit!,I'm so late for school" i exclaimed
"Honey,you can't go to school looking like this,you're still hurt,you should rest a little,and Gerard here begged me to stay at home,and i said yes because he promised he'd help me at the house today" Donna replied softly
"Yes,i promise,I'm going to make up for everything,i don't want to see tears on your face again,right?" Gerard asks softly
I glanced at his beautiful hazel eyes and smiled
"Now come on,go wash up and have breakfast,I'm waiting for you at the kitchen" Gerard says softly
I nodded and smiled at him,then he stole a quick kiss and went to the kitchen.
I looked in the mirror and I started crying,and wondering how Gerard could love a beast like me,There is no way I'm going to school looking like this.
i take a shower and get out of the bathroom,i thought of turning on my cell phone,to see if my parents sent anything.
0 missed calls,5 messeges,8 voice mails,all of them are from Hailey,the first text says: Lita! please come back home,mom found out you ran away,and we didn't tell dad yet!,please!"
the second text says: Tell me where you are and i promise to god i won't tell anyone!
"huh i won't tell anyone" i whisper to myself as I turn my face away from the phone and turn it off again.
i enter the kitchen door,and Gerard give me a chair next to him.
We eat bacon and eggs as donna and Gerard are talking..
"so how are you feeling today Lita?" Gerard asks me softly as he's hand on mine
"worse" i muttered
he looks at his lap,then share a worried look with his mother
"well,you know I'm always here to make you feel better,I'm spending the whole day with you,we're not going out,we're just gonna watch movies,and listen to music" he says as he touching my cheek
I nodded and smiled.
at the moment i thought about how Gerard is trying to make me feel better,that shows that he really care about me,and the second i think of him,my heart is fluttered and butterflies are dancing in my stomech.
after we finish eating,Donna said that she was going to their aunt house for a few hours and she won't be late,and Gerard promised to take care of me.
"what do you want to do now?" he asked softly
"i don't know,you choose" i muttered as I'm looking to the floor
he sighed then he grabs me by the shoulders.
"look,Lita i love you and when i say it,i mean it,you mean the world to me,and i won't let anyone hurt you,and if it's up to me i would make you stay with me forever" he says softly
suddenly after he finished,i was glaring into his eyes,and i had the urge to kiss him,i ran my fingers in his hair,and look at him,we are getting closer each second,then his lips met mine again,i thought it was just another normal kiss,but it wasn't,it went deeper and deeper,we were walking,bumping into things,ignoring the fact that someone might walk in and see us,the kiss was longer and longer,i never wanted it to end,it made me feel better.
"do you want to stop?" he whisperes
"i cant" i whisper back then i kiss him again
it wasn't a kiss,it was a make out session,and i really couldn't stop!,it took the pain away,and the next thing we were making out on the couch,as he run his fingers in my hair,and looked at me,with a smile.
"i love you so much Gee" i said softly
"i love you more my angel" he replies softly
"do you want popcorn along with movies?" he asks
I nodded
he search the pile of DVD's and pull out Bridge of Terabitha,and i sit on the couch next to him as he wraps his arms around me and the movie starts..
"you wanna know a secret?" he asks
i nodded
"i once cried at the end of the movie" he said nervously
"oh my god!,why?"
"they killed the fucking girl"
"i don't know it's sad but,i dont think i can cry because of it"
we turned away to watch the movie,and our hands always meet in the popcorn bowl..
when i see how the father of the little girl treats her,i almost burst in tears,and when we got to the end of the movie,i saw how she died,and her family were sad about her,and i just cried
"oh,don't cry it's okay,i told you it's emotional a bit" Gerard says softly
"no,I wonder are my family happy now that i ran away?,they will just disown me?" i said while crying over his chest
he rest his head on mine and kiss my head.
Hailey P.O.V
i looked all around school,still no sign of Gerard or Lita,i was so worried and it was all my fault,it's my sister's life and i should mind my own business,if i didn't tell mom,this whole thing couldn't have happened.
"excuse me,are you Hailey Foster?" some one says behind my back
i turn around and he was a boy,just about my age,i got awkward as soon as i saw him.
"yes,that's me" i reply
"they want you down at the office" he replies softly
"okay i'll be right there,thank you"
he waved then left.
i got down to see what was going on,i knock on the door and i come in.
"How are you doing today Hailey?" the women asks me
"I'm fine,thank you" i reply softly
"there's something i wanted to ask you about"
I nodded
"you're sister Lita,is she's at home?" she asks
what would i say now?,where's she?,oh god help me, my inner voice talk
"she went to..Umm..my aunt's house for a while,it's in...Uhh..Florida!,yes!" i muttered
"and you're mom is she's at home?" she asks
"no,she's not,she said she has to go some where today i can't remember!"
"well,i just wanted to call her and check on Lita" she says softly
"she'll be back,soon i guess" i muttered
"i'll give her a call then,thank you for you're information" she smiles
I nodded,then i got out of the room.
oh god! i should text my mother to tell her what i've said to that women,or i'll get even in more trouble.
i text mom,and she texts me back saying,she'll say exactly what i said..
the bell rang and i ran to my class.
I open my eyes and realize that's just a dream,as Gerard and Donna were staring at me..
"What's wrong,why are you all looking at me like this?" i ask while I'm trying to get my shit together
"you were talking in your sleep,we couldn't understand a word you said" Donna replies
"well,how time is it now?" i asked
"it's 10:30" Gerard replies
"oh shit!,I'm so late for school" i exclaimed
"Honey,you can't go to school looking like this,you're still hurt,you should rest a little,and Gerard here begged me to stay at home,and i said yes because he promised he'd help me at the house today" Donna replied softly
"Yes,i promise,I'm going to make up for everything,i don't want to see tears on your face again,right?" Gerard asks softly
I glanced at his beautiful hazel eyes and smiled
"Now come on,go wash up and have breakfast,I'm waiting for you at the kitchen" Gerard says softly
I nodded and smiled at him,then he stole a quick kiss and went to the kitchen.
I looked in the mirror and I started crying,and wondering how Gerard could love a beast like me,There is no way I'm going to school looking like this.
i take a shower and get out of the bathroom,i thought of turning on my cell phone,to see if my parents sent anything.
0 missed calls,5 messeges,8 voice mails,all of them are from Hailey,the first text says: Lita! please come back home,mom found out you ran away,and we didn't tell dad yet!,please!"
the second text says: Tell me where you are and i promise to god i won't tell anyone!
"huh i won't tell anyone" i whisper to myself as I turn my face away from the phone and turn it off again.
i enter the kitchen door,and Gerard give me a chair next to him.
We eat bacon and eggs as donna and Gerard are talking..
"so how are you feeling today Lita?" Gerard asks me softly as he's hand on mine
"worse" i muttered
he looks at his lap,then share a worried look with his mother
"well,you know I'm always here to make you feel better,I'm spending the whole day with you,we're not going out,we're just gonna watch movies,and listen to music" he says as he touching my cheek
I nodded and smiled.
at the moment i thought about how Gerard is trying to make me feel better,that shows that he really care about me,and the second i think of him,my heart is fluttered and butterflies are dancing in my stomech.
after we finish eating,Donna said that she was going to their aunt house for a few hours and she won't be late,and Gerard promised to take care of me.
"what do you want to do now?" he asked softly
"i don't know,you choose" i muttered as I'm looking to the floor
he sighed then he grabs me by the shoulders.
"look,Lita i love you and when i say it,i mean it,you mean the world to me,and i won't let anyone hurt you,and if it's up to me i would make you stay with me forever" he says softly
suddenly after he finished,i was glaring into his eyes,and i had the urge to kiss him,i ran my fingers in his hair,and look at him,we are getting closer each second,then his lips met mine again,i thought it was just another normal kiss,but it wasn't,it went deeper and deeper,we were walking,bumping into things,ignoring the fact that someone might walk in and see us,the kiss was longer and longer,i never wanted it to end,it made me feel better.
"do you want to stop?" he whisperes
"i cant" i whisper back then i kiss him again
it wasn't a kiss,it was a make out session,and i really couldn't stop!,it took the pain away,and the next thing we were making out on the couch,as he run his fingers in my hair,and looked at me,with a smile.
"i love you so much Gee" i said softly
"i love you more my angel" he replies softly
"do you want popcorn along with movies?" he asks
I nodded
he search the pile of DVD's and pull out Bridge of Terabitha,and i sit on the couch next to him as he wraps his arms around me and the movie starts..
"you wanna know a secret?" he asks
i nodded
"i once cried at the end of the movie" he said nervously
"oh my god!,why?"
"they killed the fucking girl"
"i don't know it's sad but,i dont think i can cry because of it"
we turned away to watch the movie,and our hands always meet in the popcorn bowl..
when i see how the father of the little girl treats her,i almost burst in tears,and when we got to the end of the movie,i saw how she died,and her family were sad about her,and i just cried
"oh,don't cry it's okay,i told you it's emotional a bit" Gerard says softly
"no,I wonder are my family happy now that i ran away?,they will just disown me?" i said while crying over his chest
he rest his head on mine and kiss my head.
Hailey P.O.V
i looked all around school,still no sign of Gerard or Lita,i was so worried and it was all my fault,it's my sister's life and i should mind my own business,if i didn't tell mom,this whole thing couldn't have happened.
"excuse me,are you Hailey Foster?" some one says behind my back
i turn around and he was a boy,just about my age,i got awkward as soon as i saw him.
"yes,that's me" i reply
"they want you down at the office" he replies softly
"okay i'll be right there,thank you"
he waved then left.
i got down to see what was going on,i knock on the door and i come in.
"How are you doing today Hailey?" the women asks me
"I'm fine,thank you" i reply softly
"there's something i wanted to ask you about"
I nodded
"you're sister Lita,is she's at home?" she asks
what would i say now?,where's she?,oh god help me, my inner voice talk
"she went to..Umm..my aunt's house for a while,it's in...Uhh..Florida!,yes!" i muttered
"and you're mom is she's at home?" she asks
"no,she's not,she said she has to go some where today i can't remember!"
"well,i just wanted to call her and check on Lita" she says softly
"she'll be back,soon i guess" i muttered
"i'll give her a call then,thank you for you're information" she smiles
I nodded,then i got out of the room.
oh god! i should text my mother to tell her what i've said to that women,or i'll get even in more trouble.
i text mom,and she texts me back saying,she'll say exactly what i said..
the bell rang and i ran to my class.
Notes
nice chapter,right?i like how Hailey is haunted by guilt
sorry it took me long
but i'd love to see your comments!!
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7/29/13