
Bury Me In Your Black
Only Hope For Me Is You
(Gerard P.O.V)
Lita was an intersting person,i really liked hanging out with her,the days passed as we were wasting time..
Walking together and talking about music and art,she seemed to understand me well.
the night before she was in my room and she sat there,and told me stories about her childhood,sad stories and i told her mine as well..
days were passing with Lita,i've become her bestfriend,we'd talk over the net too,at night when we get back home..
and by time,friendship feelings wasn't the only feelings i'd get with her,sometimes i feel like i love her so much,and sometimes i feel like her big brother..i don't know..
(Lita P.O.V)
Gerard was my favorite person,actually i never liked anyone like i liked him,he was kind and makes me laugh
i could admit i have feelings for him,but it's not the right time.
Today was Friday and i have done my homework to go out and hang out with Gee,and mom of course didn't know i was going to Gee house or hanging out with him..
my sister actually saw me talking to him last week,and she told mom of course,and when my mom asked me about it,i told her i was asking him about math since he's a senior and knows more than i do,so she just left it there.
I got in my car and i drove to Gee's house..
i knocked on the door and Mikey opens the door..
"Hey,Lita! come in,Gerard is still asleep,because he apparently drank too much last night" he says sarcastically
"okay,i'll wake him up!" i replied
i got down stairs to the basement,and opened the door slowly while whispering "Gee,Gee it's me you turd wake up!"
"ahh leave me i cannot move,i have a headache!" he muttered
i come towards his bed and sat on it,he pulled me to lay down with him..
"sleep with me Lita?,will you?" Gerard muttered
"what the hell are you saying?you still drunk?" i exclaimed
"kinda,yes,just sleep with me I'm so tired" he muttered
"i bet if you got washed up,you'll feel much better Gee" i said as i pulled away and stood against his bed
"no come on please!,i barley can move.."
"what if your mom walked in and saw us together you pervert!"
"we're not gonna do anything,oh gosh you woke me up now" he exclaimed
"good" i nodded with a smirk
he gets up,and go to the bathroom
"what do you wanna do today?" he shouts from the bathroom
"i don't know,what do you wanna do?" i shout back
"Do you wanna have dinner?"
"sound great!"
"Do you like italian food?" he replies as he's walking out of the bathroom
"like it?,love it!" i say in a happy tone
Gee puts on his cloth as we head upstairs
"you don't wanna eat anything,Gerard sweetie?" Donna shouts from the kitchen
"it's okay mom,i'll have something later" Gerard shout back
"don't worry Donna,i'll take care of him" i say to Donna as she's saying goodbye to us
"have fun!" she exclaimed
we get in my car and drive away as she's waving to us..
he grabs a cigarettes box from he's back pocket and light it up
"a cigarette is not food" i say in a calm tone
"it helps me calm down" he replies
"are you angry now?"
"no,why would you say that?"
"you're calmed down,you dont need one"
"yes mother!" he replies as he's taking a mooch
"ugh! please!,just because I'm trying to take care of you,that doesn't mean I'm acting like your mother" i reply
"that's what moms usually do" he replies as he's looking at me with a smirk
i was driving and i catched Gerard glancing at me several times..
then i just looked away,and pretended i didnt see anything
"were here!" i exclaimed
we got out of the car and went to the italian food restaurant
it was beautiful,it had pretty paintings on walls,and the walls are romantic red color,flowers on tables,everything was perfect
"shall we sit?" Gerard asks
I nodded..
Gerard passed me the menu and we ordered..
"so...do you like the restaurant?" Gerard asks
"yeah,it's really pretty" i replied while eating breadsticks
and after 10 minutes our order was ready,time passed as I'm eating spaghetti and Gee drinking beer
"stop! you've already drank 4 glasses,that's enough" i demand as i take the beer from his hands
"I'm still sober,come one give me!" he replied and took the beer again
after about an hour,Gerard was fully drunk,he wasn't fully aware of what he was saying,so i decided to take him home..
"i think we're done now!,let's go Gee it's getting late"
he nodded
he barely could walk,he was swinging and almost fell on me..
i help him walk to my car..
"well,that was fun" he says sarcastically
"i think you had enough of fun for now,you gonna have a headache tomorrow" i replied
"i know I'm such a klutz"
he kept silent for a moment and then went glancing at me again..
"what?!" i demand
"you are stunning" he replies
"Umm..thank you i guess"
"i have a crush on you,and i think I'm in love"
i suddenly stop the car!
"you what?!!"
"i love you,be mine"
i start the car again..
"sure,Geebear,sure" i reply while smiling
we reach the Way's house and i ring the bell and Donna opens the door
"oh god,Gerard what happened to you?,how many times i told you to not drink too much?" she demands
"i told him mam,i did!" i reply as he's laughing for no reason
"thanks for bringing him here" Donna says as she's helping her son
i nodded
and went off to my home...it was nearly 9 and i knew I'm gonna get scold for being late
i open the door slowly as i see my mom sitting on the couch and watching tv..
"where have you been?" she demands
"my friend's house"
"what friend?"
"Umm.."
"yes and?,how many days you've been lying to me and spending most of your time with that boy?"
"boy?,wait!,who told you?"
and right that second it hit me!,Hailey did it!"
"it doesn't matter who told me,what matters that you're spending time with boys,and god knows what are you doing with that boy!!"
"mom! first of all Gerard is just my friend and second of all,how would you ever think that me!,the girl who you called a "LONER" could do shit like that?"
"watch you're mouth,you're not allowed to go out with that boy again!"
"make me!"
"i will tell you're dad!"
"tell him,come on do it!"
dad got into the living room,and mom told him everything,while my two sisters were standing watching the convo in the kitchen
"how could you do such thing?!!" he demands
"I'm not doing anything!!!,he's just like my friend" i demend while tears are trying to escape my eyes
"you're not allowed to go out anymore!!,ever!,and you're going to get home school" he demands
"ahh! i hate all of you" i demand while I'm crying
then my dad grabs me by my hair and start beating me up
i was crying,then Hailey felt that all of that was her fault,and grabbed dad by his shirt trying to pull him away from me and saying "dad please! don't i was lying,i didnt see anything"
and my mom trying to pull him away from me,but no one could
i went to my room and i cried the shit out of me,i hated all my family,i wanted to run away and so i did!
my room was on the second floor but i managed to escape..
i opened the window and climbed to the tree next to my window
i got down then i ran as fast as i could..
i had brusis on all of my face,and my lip was bleeding..
i had no where to run to,so i went to Gerard house and it was 11PM and i didn't know if they will welcome me inside..
i rang the bell,and Mikey opened and he was suprised of what he's saw..
"Oh gosh Lita,oh my god what happened to you?" then he shouted to his mom to wake up
"oh my god,my little angel!,what has happened,oh god!" she exclaimed
i was crying hard,and wasn't able to speak so i hugged Donna tight and she lets me in..
she made me sit on the couch and Mikey was calming me down and Donna was taking care of my bruises,as i was telling them the whole story,and crying at the same time
"what monster who would do that to his daughter?" Mikey exclaimed
then i heard the basement door shuts down "can anyone get some sleep in this house?" Gerard complain
and when he saw my face,as i turned away,he looked shocked
"Lita,what happened who did this?" as he took my hand and i cried more
Mikey told Gerard the whole story
"he did this to you because of me?"
i turned away
"he place his hand on my cheek and kiss it,don't cry no more,I'm here" he says softly
"yes,you can stay here as long as you want,you cant live there anymore!" Donna exclaimed
"thanks,to all of you" i say softly
Gerard smiled and went to get some sheets and clothes for me..
after they got me some sheets and pj's,i went to sleep and i was crying more and more..and i've promised myself that i dont get back again
after 10 minutes,Gerard came to me.
"don't worry,I'm here for you,if everyone left you,i'll still stick with you,you know why?,because i love you" he said softly
i smiled,and then he leaned and his lips met mine,for the first time,i had a real kiss,i can't describe how it was,it took away the pain for a moment
he whispered "i love you" and kissed me again,then left to his room
i kept crying a little but i felt a dash of happiness too,then i slept.
Lita was an intersting person,i really liked hanging out with her,the days passed as we were wasting time..
Walking together and talking about music and art,she seemed to understand me well.
the night before she was in my room and she sat there,and told me stories about her childhood,sad stories and i told her mine as well..
days were passing with Lita,i've become her bestfriend,we'd talk over the net too,at night when we get back home..
and by time,friendship feelings wasn't the only feelings i'd get with her,sometimes i feel like i love her so much,and sometimes i feel like her big brother..i don't know..
(Lita P.O.V)
Gerard was my favorite person,actually i never liked anyone like i liked him,he was kind and makes me laugh
i could admit i have feelings for him,but it's not the right time.
Today was Friday and i have done my homework to go out and hang out with Gee,and mom of course didn't know i was going to Gee house or hanging out with him..
my sister actually saw me talking to him last week,and she told mom of course,and when my mom asked me about it,i told her i was asking him about math since he's a senior and knows more than i do,so she just left it there.
I got in my car and i drove to Gee's house..
i knocked on the door and Mikey opens the door..
"Hey,Lita! come in,Gerard is still asleep,because he apparently drank too much last night" he says sarcastically
"okay,i'll wake him up!" i replied
i got down stairs to the basement,and opened the door slowly while whispering "Gee,Gee it's me you turd wake up!"
"ahh leave me i cannot move,i have a headache!" he muttered
i come towards his bed and sat on it,he pulled me to lay down with him..
"sleep with me Lita?,will you?" Gerard muttered
"what the hell are you saying?you still drunk?" i exclaimed
"kinda,yes,just sleep with me I'm so tired" he muttered
"i bet if you got washed up,you'll feel much better Gee" i said as i pulled away and stood against his bed
"no come on please!,i barley can move.."
"what if your mom walked in and saw us together you pervert!"
"we're not gonna do anything,oh gosh you woke me up now" he exclaimed
"good" i nodded with a smirk
he gets up,and go to the bathroom
"what do you wanna do today?" he shouts from the bathroom
"i don't know,what do you wanna do?" i shout back
"Do you wanna have dinner?"
"sound great!"
"Do you like italian food?" he replies as he's walking out of the bathroom
"like it?,love it!" i say in a happy tone
Gee puts on his cloth as we head upstairs
"you don't wanna eat anything,Gerard sweetie?" Donna shouts from the kitchen
"it's okay mom,i'll have something later" Gerard shout back
"don't worry Donna,i'll take care of him" i say to Donna as she's saying goodbye to us
"have fun!" she exclaimed
we get in my car and drive away as she's waving to us..
he grabs a cigarettes box from he's back pocket and light it up
"a cigarette is not food" i say in a calm tone
"it helps me calm down" he replies
"are you angry now?"
"no,why would you say that?"
"you're calmed down,you dont need one"
"yes mother!" he replies as he's taking a mooch
"ugh! please!,just because I'm trying to take care of you,that doesn't mean I'm acting like your mother" i reply
"that's what moms usually do" he replies as he's looking at me with a smirk
i was driving and i catched Gerard glancing at me several times..
then i just looked away,and pretended i didnt see anything
"were here!" i exclaimed
we got out of the car and went to the italian food restaurant
it was beautiful,it had pretty paintings on walls,and the walls are romantic red color,flowers on tables,everything was perfect
"shall we sit?" Gerard asks
I nodded..
Gerard passed me the menu and we ordered..
"so...do you like the restaurant?" Gerard asks
"yeah,it's really pretty" i replied while eating breadsticks
and after 10 minutes our order was ready,time passed as I'm eating spaghetti and Gee drinking beer
"stop! you've already drank 4 glasses,that's enough" i demand as i take the beer from his hands
"I'm still sober,come one give me!" he replied and took the beer again
after about an hour,Gerard was fully drunk,he wasn't fully aware of what he was saying,so i decided to take him home..
"i think we're done now!,let's go Gee it's getting late"
he nodded
he barely could walk,he was swinging and almost fell on me..
i help him walk to my car..
"well,that was fun" he says sarcastically
"i think you had enough of fun for now,you gonna have a headache tomorrow" i replied
"i know I'm such a klutz"
he kept silent for a moment and then went glancing at me again..
"what?!" i demand
"you are stunning" he replies
"Umm..thank you i guess"
"i have a crush on you,and i think I'm in love"
i suddenly stop the car!
"you what?!!"
"i love you,be mine"
i start the car again..
"sure,Geebear,sure" i reply while smiling
we reach the Way's house and i ring the bell and Donna opens the door
"oh god,Gerard what happened to you?,how many times i told you to not drink too much?" she demands
"i told him mam,i did!" i reply as he's laughing for no reason
"thanks for bringing him here" Donna says as she's helping her son
i nodded
and went off to my home...it was nearly 9 and i knew I'm gonna get scold for being late
i open the door slowly as i see my mom sitting on the couch and watching tv..
"where have you been?" she demands
"my friend's house"
"what friend?"
"Umm.."
"yes and?,how many days you've been lying to me and spending most of your time with that boy?"
"boy?,wait!,who told you?"
and right that second it hit me!,Hailey did it!"
"it doesn't matter who told me,what matters that you're spending time with boys,and god knows what are you doing with that boy!!"
"mom! first of all Gerard is just my friend and second of all,how would you ever think that me!,the girl who you called a "LONER" could do shit like that?"
"watch you're mouth,you're not allowed to go out with that boy again!"
"make me!"
"i will tell you're dad!"
"tell him,come on do it!"
dad got into the living room,and mom told him everything,while my two sisters were standing watching the convo in the kitchen
"how could you do such thing?!!" he demands
"I'm not doing anything!!!,he's just like my friend" i demend while tears are trying to escape my eyes
"you're not allowed to go out anymore!!,ever!,and you're going to get home school" he demands
"ahh! i hate all of you" i demand while I'm crying
then my dad grabs me by my hair and start beating me up
i was crying,then Hailey felt that all of that was her fault,and grabbed dad by his shirt trying to pull him away from me and saying "dad please! don't i was lying,i didnt see anything"
and my mom trying to pull him away from me,but no one could
i went to my room and i cried the shit out of me,i hated all my family,i wanted to run away and so i did!
my room was on the second floor but i managed to escape..
i opened the window and climbed to the tree next to my window
i got down then i ran as fast as i could..
i had brusis on all of my face,and my lip was bleeding..
i had no where to run to,so i went to Gerard house and it was 11PM and i didn't know if they will welcome me inside..
i rang the bell,and Mikey opened and he was suprised of what he's saw..
"Oh gosh Lita,oh my god what happened to you?" then he shouted to his mom to wake up
"oh my god,my little angel!,what has happened,oh god!" she exclaimed
i was crying hard,and wasn't able to speak so i hugged Donna tight and she lets me in..
she made me sit on the couch and Mikey was calming me down and Donna was taking care of my bruises,as i was telling them the whole story,and crying at the same time
"what monster who would do that to his daughter?" Mikey exclaimed
then i heard the basement door shuts down "can anyone get some sleep in this house?" Gerard complain
and when he saw my face,as i turned away,he looked shocked
"Lita,what happened who did this?" as he took my hand and i cried more
Mikey told Gerard the whole story
"he did this to you because of me?"
i turned away
"he place his hand on my cheek and kiss it,don't cry no more,I'm here" he says softly
"yes,you can stay here as long as you want,you cant live there anymore!" Donna exclaimed
"thanks,to all of you" i say softly
Gerard smiled and went to get some sheets and clothes for me..
after they got me some sheets and pj's,i went to sleep and i was crying more and more..and i've promised myself that i dont get back again
after 10 minutes,Gerard came to me.
"don't worry,I'm here for you,if everyone left you,i'll still stick with you,you know why?,because i love you" he said softly
i smiled,and then he leaned and his lips met mine,for the first time,i had a real kiss,i can't describe how it was,it took away the pain for a moment
he whispered "i love you" and kissed me again,then left to his room
i kept crying a little but i felt a dash of happiness too,then i slept.
Notes
Aww,cute chapter yet :3not a big fan of child abuse but still Gee bear is so nice :3
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7/29/13