Those three days,felt like three hours and quickly passed, i stayed up all night writing my letter, i wrote everything i wanted to say to him, and when he got home drunk and high of course, i didn't yell at him, he went straight to bed, and i kept on writing my letter as I'm turning my head to him and crying in silence, i knew leaving Gerard wasn't the right thing to do, but something inside of me, wanted to let go. The next morning i woke up and made him breakfast. "Good morning, sweetie " he smiles and kisses my neck. " good morning, i made you breakfast " i smiled. " looks delicious " he hugged me. " Gerard, please don't go anywhere today, i want to spend time with you " i turned back to him and hugged him. " I'll guess I'll try baby " he smiled and nodded. We spent the day eating, and watching movies together, i wanted this day to be perfect, i wanted to spend every last minute with him. The three days passed by pretty fast, and it was time to go, the train trip was at morning and i knew Gerard won't wake up, so i left the letter on my pillow and i kissed his lips a last kiss and got out. Frank waited outside my house to drive me, it was a silent trip, he didn't talk nor i. We got to the train station and i stood up and looked around after i go inside, this is it, this is the moment.